| yeah yeah yeah, i know perfectly well that no one reads this anymore. so why write in it? because i bet jackin does. but i only get on here anymore to look for quotes. and if you know me, then you know my obsession with quotes. the only update in my life right now: I am so happy. He makes me happy, when i didn't think that it was possible again. I've fallen fast, and it just feels right. So, don't bother trying to help me up, i love where i am right now. Everything worked out with school and finals, turns out my parents didn't decide to freak out with my chem grade, thankfully. Christmas was nice and relaxing and i got to talk to andy, which always puts a smile on my face, not to mention that i got to spend all day with him friday after the half day. AMAZING. he is amazing. Got to talk to nicholas. hes been in florida for christmas, i miss him a lot. not jsut because hes been in florida, i just havent hung out with him in forever, so yeah. Hes going to school next fall in ohio, im going to be devestated. Having him AND brit gone, im not going to know what to do with myself, im not excited at all, but i know that they are so i am trying to be excited for them, they are starting a new chapter in their lives, i should be excited for them right? And i know they will always be there for me, they both have for as long as ive been friends with them, and i will always be there for them. hopefully i will get to visit or hopefully they will visit as much as they say they will. I just dont want them to forget about me. Besides that, to any random person who reads this. MERRY CHRISTMAS and happy new year. Amelia |
