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Name: Sarah
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Greensboro
Birthday: 7/31/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus Christ (the WAY, TRUTH, and LIFE), dance, art, theatre, anime/manga, cats, christian music (more prefer. chistian rock), rock music, japanese music, relaxing piano music, emo music, some hip hop/r&b, anything japanese cultural related, OFY (onfireyouth.com), Eagle Forum, action/romance movies, sappy/fluffy books, good laughs, inside jokes, white fudge oreos, vanilla coke, hugz 'n kissez, and stayin' FRESH.^_^
Expertise: Umm..being a procrastinater?^^;; Well, I guess I could say dancing since I've been doing it forever..
And talking on the phone/ staying on the internet for hours..giving strange, indequate advice to ppl.. laughing so hard to the point I fall on something.. running around in the late hours of the night being crazy :-D...DRIVING aka scaring my mom half to death..And just being myself and standing true to my beliefs. ~*
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  DancerAkina
Yahoo:  mosh_for_jesus16
Member Since:
12/17/2004
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| Decisions, decisions...Ok, so I kinda feel unmotivated to continue my xanga cuz it's just not
giving me a 'fix' anymore...and I've kinda hopped the myspace wagon
(yee-haw!  )
So this could be my last entry...
If so..
Sayonara
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| I can't even spell Larengitus right... I know, I really haven't been keepin' up with this thing well...
But hey, I've discovered that there's life from the computer! *hallelujah chorus* But yeah, aside from my epiphany, tons of stuff has happened in my life.
(1) My brother got married 2 weeks ago (and is currently in Italy on
his honeymoon), where I actually read a scripture during the ceremony.  The reception was pretty funkyfresh too!
(2) I bought my ticket for the UnderOATH//As Cities Burn show at Ziggy's, which I will be rollin' to on Thursday with deca-hotties, Amanda and Tiffanie! 
(3) I campaigned my butt off for Nathan Tabor in the election this past Tuesday. Haha, we love that Jonestown Rd. exit, don't we guys??
(4) I performed in Fiddler on the Roof on Sunday and Saturday, which
did not turn out too good, cuz I got larengitus(sp?) on Satuday night
(and still haven't fully recovered yet)...so i reeeeaaally hope no one's ears were damaged by my voice.
And I will be attending homeschool prom this weekend, where my
peeps and I will break it down to ''Scenes of Narnia''. Haha, that's
our theme...how appropriate...So yeah, look forward to seein' everyone
there! But I think I can now conclude this post, since it was just to
prove I didn't abandon this thing. Catch y'all on the flipside!
lol, I just felt like saying that.
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| So I'm really sick of isolating myself from people...
I don't know why I never tend to venture out of my comfort zone, and let people in..But I always find myself pushing everyone
away. I don't know if it's cuz I'm afraid that people won't like what they
see if they get to know me, or I don't know if it's cuz I'm afraid of trusting people.
I know I'm not usually this blatant about my feelings, but it's been an
issue that's been pressing me for awhile. So if I've ever seemed
stand-offish to any of you, I just want you to know that it wasn't
because I didn't like you. I'm just having a really hard time right now
with some things, so please don't think I hate you! ^^;;
I'm really trying to take all of this to God, but sometimes it's really
hard...so please just keep me in your prayers. Cuz I'm afraid, if I
continue like this, I won't have any close relationships with anyone. I
don't want to be perceived as some heartless, stoic girl who won't open
up to anybody. Cuz if I can't have close relationships with people
besides my best friend, how can I act as a true christian that displays
selflessness and compassion?
I've just wanted to express this for some time now.
I’m empty, lonely, and accused
Accused without a word
My fingernails are chipping down
From clawing in the dirt
I’m so lost, lost and confused
I threw it all away
How can I be beautiful
When I am so afraid?
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| Glory to God in the highest!!!
Cuz the day has finally arrived my brethren, that I should dispose of the infamous
ghetto car .. and replace it with--
MY NEW AUDI CABRIOLET CONVERTIBLE
That's right. You heard correctly. I finally got the car. *squeals* I had no idea my parents were actually gonna buy it until the night before! It was crazy!
It's amazing how God reveals His never failing abundance..even through
something as simple as a new car. Cuz we had been suffering with car
trouble, and weren't sure that we'd ever find a 'reasonable' deal on a
newer one..but that one fateful day when dad checked ebay and found the
car 'from the realms of glory'. In other words, we found us a heck of a
good deal!
I'm very exuberant right now (if ya haven't but noticed), and can't wait to go driving with the top down, baby! 
Oh yeah, the first night of our Teen Actors Showcase was tonight (NOT
Fiddler on the Roof *cough*) and went pretty funkyfresh if ya ask me.
We had a good turnout, and me and my 'radical Californian' friend
Naomi, got alot of compliments on our lil' manipulation scene! I swear,
sometimes I think she plays that part a lil' too well. Hmm..lol.
But yeah, not nervous at all about tomorrow night..psh, the only thing
I could be nervous about is falling off the dinky stage! ^^;; I'm
excited cuz my deca-hottie friends Amanda and Tiffanie are comin' to
watch, and then hopefully afterwards they'll sleepover at my house so
we can laugh our bummies off to Kicking And Screaming, and then get all mushy with Pride & Prejudice! It shall be goodtimes...
Wish me goodluck for my 7 'o clock show for tomorrow night at the Hight Point Comm. Theatre. I'm out!
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| So I didn't get to go to class yesterday because I arose with pink-eye..
Ugh, I feel like crap. And I won't even go into the details like the pussing, squinting, etc..
So yeah, if y'all could pray for me to get better soon, that'd be
dandy! Cuz frankly this is a big inconvenience in my weekly doo-dads.
Hope everyone's Amer. Hist. speeches went well--I wonder how many people did
''I Have A Dream'', haha..
Well anyway, peace out homefries!
~akina-chan
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