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Name: Sarah
Birthday: 5/18/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: Time has run out for me. Everythings distant and I don't know what to believe. It's so hard, lost in a world confusion and I need to leave for awhile. Life is so meaningless there is nothing worth a smile. So goodbye, I'll miss you. And I'm sorry but this is my fate. Eveyrrything is worthless no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye no one will cry over me. Im not worth any tears. It's been the years of abuse neglected to treat the disorder that controls my youth for so long. I'm in a fleshy tomb buried up above the ground it's no use, why should I hold on its been five years dont need one more, so goodbye, lifes abuse. And I'm sorry but this is my fate. Everything is worthless no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry but I've waited too long. So heres my goodbye no one will cry over me I'm not worth any tears. Every 18 minutes somebody dies from a suicide. Every 43 seconds somebody attempts one. If you or anybody you know is suicidal


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Saturday, August 13, 2005

I went to Engage with Jenny cuz I got to go to her house nad it was fun. Saw Spencer and Erik! I love Erik! um... Today I went on a walk and saw Jeska and omg these guys yelled at me when i was walkign home they were like HIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!! it was so funny. But yea this is my last entry I have moved to myspace... tis sad tis sad...

<3 Sarah


Thursday, August 11, 2005

K things have gotten better... I guess I dunno. Having my sister home makes things better! And watching Teletubbies and Boohbahs! Today well... yesterday now... k Wednesday I got my teeth cleaned !lol I have a cavity... :(  Whatev! Um then me and my mumsy and spistity went to MOA and got lots of stuff! And we ate at Rainforest Cafe lol it was very jungley...  WE had Rasta Pasta hahaha omg at church on SUnday my dad looked at me and Kari and was like is the rastafarian pew? lol and i had rasta pasta muah ahaha.It was fun! Spencer called me like an ass load today... adn Iwas like um sweet.. then I talked to Ton-o-fun lol Im cool... yea TOny... Tomorrow I think I am hanging otu wtih Jenny cuz she said we can lol and then I have Engage! tra la!

random pics!

Goodness I miss my gals! I love them like crazy!

 I miss you Shinings! I love you guys!

Look at those babes! I love my Scottay!

Awwww I miss my Laura !!

I miss the bleach! lol No but seriously you all should be thanking me that our Isaac doesnt look like that anymore... bleach=BAD But don't worry buddy I love you no matter what color ur hair is!

<3 Sarah

 


K things have gotten better... I guess I dunno. Having my sister home makes things better! And watching Teletubbies and Boohbahs! Today well... yesterday now... k Wednesday I got my teeth cleaned !lol I have a cavity... :(  Whatev! Um then me and my mumsy and spistity went to MOA and got lots of stuff! It was fun! Spencer called me like an ass load today... adn Iwas like um sweet.. then I talked to Ton-o-fun lol Im cool... yea TOny... Tomorrow I think I am hanging otu wtih Jenny cuz she said we can lol and then I have Engage! tra la!

<3 Sarah


Monday, August 08, 2005

Yesterday Jeska came over for a little bit which was fun. Cuz my dad and mom were gone. She stayed for like 4 hours! I had church and sat with Kari! nad Danielson and some other chick... I dunno.

This is probably gonna be my last entry for quite awhile... and I dont think I am gonna be online much anymore... Im not sure if I am gonna keep my phone on. Im just sick of myself right now. Things were finally going good and then I do this... Im just not meant to be happy I guess...

<3 Sarah


Saturday, August 06, 2005

I am bored so I am gonna put some of the pictures from my mission trip to West Virginia on here!

Me and Kari with Bags on our heads! lol

Cute me and Spencer!

Jenny,me, and Amanda workin with the chillings.

Me lookin hot with some ducktape!

Me reading with some kid...

Jeff,Erik,Noah,Me, and Ryan in the POOL!!!!!

haha Erik and Ryan are PIMP

My confo group at the church worksite

Trusses a busses!

Total WTF!?!?!

Me,Kari, Erik and Spencer "working"

THE VANS!!!!!!!

The college and some really hot girl walking lol IT'S ME! 

Erik, Megan,Grace, Rick, and Ross ponder about a certain work problem lol

Half of my group at a pizza place!

Noelle, me, and Jenny painting!

Me on the van ride down

My church in a circle at the end of the day for prayer

My leaders! Cindy Dave and Debra!

KARI

Jenny and one of the guys from Phillippi who was madly in love with her.. TRAVIS!

Erik loves to screw!

Crazo!

Boyzzzzzzzz

They don't got no Dairy Queen in West Virginia.. they got fuckin DAIRY KING!!!!!!!

haha k thats all! Sad thing is there is like a million more pics from my trip! ha my church likes to take pictures apparently!

<3 Sarah

 



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