okay i feel so annoying for writing two entries a day but tonight was funnnn! i was talking to michael and he asked if i wanted to go drive around looking for applications for him to get a job haha soo i was like wut the hell..i have nothing else to do! we went to starbucks(like three of them bc michael is cool like that), circuit city, maggie moos, borders, annnd i forget where else! he seriously almost killed me tho with his driving lol and about 200 people got pissed at us and layed on their horns..! soo then after that he brought me home and i ate dinner and then my dads like dana lets go! sooim like cool..where r we going again? lol

he took me carshopping for the first time! yessss lol. too bad we didnt do very well! i was looking for an eclipse, tiburon, or a celcia and i found zero tiburons, 1 eclipse and 2 celicas! welll actually i lied we found one tiburon and looked at it but then we realised it was someones car that was just parked there lmao...were cool. buuut yeh we didnt do very good which doesnt make me happy but it was still a lot of fun to hangout with my dad after i havent seen him in a few weeks bc of being in ohio. after the carshopping got old we went and got ice cream at cold stone..mm it was good except my dad had never been there and didnt understand how things worked so hes like uhhh ill have french vanilla. hahah i love him so much!

andrea was gunna come over tonight and spend the night but we decided that after our late night lastnight we need to get some sleep lol. soo she might spend the night tomorrow night or sunday night bc JEN AND ASH WILL BE HERE! ahh were gunna party soo bad when theyre in town im stoked! buuut im gunna go listen to the beach boys because im cool like that...see you laterrrr

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hahahhh lastnight was so fun. me, jac, and scott watched the notebook at like noon..which by the way i LOVE. Then Andrea and Yaz came over and we went swimming and just hungout for a while and then decided to go to fire and ice!! HAHAH so we drove to fire and ice in andreas smelly station wagon lmao i felt soo cool. dinner definately SUCKED. lol we complained to the waiter about our food and she didnt even do anything about it! but its ok tho bc she didnt get a tip lol. but seriously...there was something in my food that looked like dog shit. it was soo gross! after we went out to eat we went and got ice cream from cold stone..and yes i got the biggest size lol dont even lie ur jelous.  came back here and hungout for a while and watched some scary movies!! then i started talking to Brett online..and i never knew he was sucha cool kid! sooo i definately talked to him from like 11 until 3:30 hahah..sad but it was fun!! haha this girl kept calling my brothers cell phone and talking about how much she likes him and shit..it was soo annoying! so andrea got on the phone and showed that bitch whose boss lol. buuut then yazy fell asleep and me and andrea were like well shit we're gunna screw around with her lol. so we took shaving cream and whiped it allll over her face..hahah i seriously almost pissed my pants. soo then after talking to brett for a while me and andrea decided to go to sleep haha so we did at like 3:30. this morning andrea had to get up at 5:30 for swim practice...soo she definately only got 2 hours of sleep..i feel really bad!!  i had to wake up at 9 for a physical and i was like dead lol i like couldnt get out of bed so i cant even imagine wut andrea felt like.

yanno what ive been thinking about lately? i really want to be involved with a guy and actually be happy...and actually not be afraid of something bad happening for once...actually be able to trust him. i always see those really cute couples and it pisses me off sooo bad! ive never ever been one of those couples and its wut i want soo bad! the longest relationship ive had is probably 5 months..which SUCKS.

oook well im done complaining and today is boring so ill write tomorrow if something better happens haha. byyye

heeeeyy...

i left ohio monday morning and just got back yesterday..sooo its been a long 3 days lol. i got really carsick on the way here...which kinda sucks but im glad to be home! uhmm i basically just hungout with my girls the whole time i was in town, and went up to the lake for most of the time i was there. i definately got swimmers ear for like a week and had to go to the doctors...not good. which means i couldnt go tubing with maggie when she asked me to up at the island..gaar.

today basically SUCKS. i woke up at 8 this morning bc ohio time that would be ten..but now this horrible day is going to be even longer bc i couldnt sleep in. soo i woke up to dan bitching at me online about me always asking if hes mad at me..whatever...hes cool. since when is it a crime to care?  then i went downstairs and ate some cereal (for lunch) and amanda called me..which made me feel a little bit better about everything! NOW gregs talking to me and telling me hes still mad about me not calling him and saying he doesnt wanna talk to me after he leaves for college...pretty nice of him right? guys are so dumb i swear. i would say this day couldnt get any worse but i know if i do it prolly will happen.   spencers really the only one cheering me up today considering all my friends r on vacation..thanks bud!!!

welllll earlier i was gunna go out and layout by the pool...but i cant get in the pool because of my damn ear infection and considering its about 120 degrees out id prolly have a heat stroke hahah...sooo that was a no-go.

Lately ive been thinking about when the next time ill be going back to ohio is. Normally when i leave to come back here i know when im coming back the next time..but this time i have no idea when that could be. my mom said were not going back for labor day like we usually do..i dunno why but whatever..its fine with me!! i just hope everyone in stow will still be my friend if i dont see them for another year lmao.

JEN AND ASH COME ON SUNDAY. im sooo excited you have no idea! thats the only thing im looking forward to as of right now. theyre staying for 2 weeks and im pretty sure were gunna do to disneyland for like 2 of the days and for the rest of them just sit on our asses and maybe do a little bit of partying

aahh i almost forgot! my dad wants to take me car shopping pretty soon! im thinking either a celica or an eclipse..im not sure which color tho..lemme know wut u think!

hmm soo i think andrea and yaz r going to come over in like an hour soo we can hangout for the first time in a long ass time!! im pretty excited to tell u the truth! haha i think yaz is bringing napoleon dynamite..which i have yet to see lmao! im kindof scared!

wellll yeh im headed off! ill write tomorrow or something...byyyye baby

yoo! today was fun! i woke up at like 8/8:30 and went to softball practice. it was okay but i got all dizzy again bc i didnt drink enough water and ended up having to sit out half the practice againaaannd then after practice me jackie and jac were hungry so we went to einsteins to get some breakfast!  then i went to get my haircut..which turned out pretty good i guess! its layered and short..i was gunna get it all chopped off but i chickened out haha..im pretty sure i would have looked like a boy. jac got hers cut too but im not really sure that she liked it very well haha..she complained about it for a pretty long time! soo after the haircut me and jac went up to pv mall and went shopping! i got bermuda shorts from american eagle, puma shoes that ive wanted for soo long, and a tanktop. i know a lot of people think the bermuda shorts are ugly but their soo comfortable so back off haha.

michael called me when i was on the way home from the mall and so did kayla, and kayla and i were already planning on having a sleepover so i asked both of them to come over...but i had to clean my room first of course(thanks to mom). then we decided that we hadnt hungout with andrea in a while so we called her and she said she got off work at 830 and that shed come over and spend the night after that. me and kayla and michael hungout in my room for a while..and they tried on all my dance shoes and then they decided to give me a HOT MAKEOVER. ahah it looked soo bad u have no idea. (we had a little marker war too..but i dunno if that counts) and then we ate dinner and then decided to invite yaz over! so then yaz got here and we went to go to eat at pick up stix(even tho we'd already eaten haha) we drove to the closest pick up stix(30 minutes away) and IT WAS CLOSED..we were so pissed! but there was a panda express across the street so we just went there haha. Andrea didnt end up being able to come because her parents said it was too late and she had swim in the morning..sorry babe we missed you!  hahah i almost forgot..we prank called a bunch of people..it was great!! sorry if u were one of them haha.  ahh now we r just sitting here, and kurt i think is scared so he came in here.haha cool dude!

blaaah just to let you know some people are being INCREDIBLY gay lately. stop being an asshole..u know who you are! ook were leaving..byyye.