| so i have been in limbo on a decision that i need to make that has been paining me for several weeks now....i made a choice but started to question it today...then just now because of something i realized that i made the total RIGHT decision. i need someone that is good for me not someone that brings me down. |
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| so i have cut off communication with someone because they are not good for me....it has taken a month for me to realize but i just cant keep talking to him. because of this "someone" i have ruined a new relationship i was beginning. over break i realized how unhealthy homeboy and i's relationship, if that is even what you would call it, is. i can't be friends with him...especially right now...cuz i need to earn the trust back of someone else. even though i spent time with him over the weekend and met his parents, i just can't keep doing this. thanks to everyone that has continued to tell me that i should not talk to homeboy...i realized it on my own FINALLY....after soooo long.
on a positive note....i have mended some friendships that were on the rocks and have made some new great friends in the past weeks. the baseball girls are great and i have soooo much fun talking and hanging out with them at all the games. girls thanks for the fun times!!!! |
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| so i am back in okc....i would be excited but this returning hasn't ended up like i had hoped or planned. i came back three days early because someone ask me to but now that i am back this person wont even talk to me. hmmmm.....how interesting. i am a little bit pissed off about the whole thing. oh well what can you do??? i met homeboy's parents today...it was nice...even though him and i no longer date we are still friends and that is a good thing. his parents are nice...i am glad i met them :) well i dont have much more to say except that i am bored and lonely and mad....hmmmm not such a good combination...haha |
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| so i haven't written in this thing for a good while....nothing new really. the spring show is over...THANK GOD!!! i get to start rehearsals for frontier city this next weekend...that is exciting. i am probably gonna live with kristi this summer in cokes...that will be a joy.....we are gonna have a blast!!!! :) i am heading back to okc on friday morning so i can go see me some baseball...woohoo...i love baseball!!! seriously though i do!!! break has been nice a relaxing...i have only worked two days and just chilled out...my hair is red now...we are talking bright red....i wanted to do something new and fun so i did...haha. well i better go cuz i have to head back to work but hope everyones break has been good. |
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| wow i haven't written in this thing for like a week.....so not much is new...well a lot of stuff has happened this week but nothing i really feel like writing about in this thing.....the show is in a week (5 days), i am getting excited. woohoo for spring break coming up and no more company!!!! let me hear two cheers for that. i start my rehearsals for frontier city in the next few weeks so that should be fun. just need to figure out where i am gonna live this summer....hmmmm any ideas anyone? well homework then bed |
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