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SmileItsNotOkayReady? On the count of three,
fake a smile and say cheese!
you can run but you can't hide
you falter on your hidden lies.
Deep blue eyes just like the ocean,
the only place you will find emotion.
She falls into abyss, as she lets herself go.
Take a deep breath, she knows she's alone.
No one to talk to, no one to understand.
No one to give her a helping hand.
Yet she smiles and laughs everyday
tries to help you in every way.
Deep in her heart, she's bleeding alive.
And when she's alone all she does is cry.
Why can't you see past this pretty girls mask?
just take some notice, that's all that she asks.
cause all she wants is to be normal, you see?
wake up in the morning and feel happy.
but she paints on a smile and wipes her eyes,
and prepares for another day made of lies.
Ready? On the count of three,
fake a smile and say Cheese!
I BINGED LIKE ALL DAY...4 SLICES OF PIZZA!!! PLUS WAYYYY MORE!!!!!! DISGUSTING. EVEN THOUGH I AM SOOO ASHAMED I HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT TOMMORROW IS SUNDAY AND A BRAND NEW WEEK... I AM GOING TO DO AWESOME ALL OF THIS UPCOMING WEEK AND IF I DONT I'LL SHOOT MYSELF (NOT LITERALLY) BUT I WILL HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE................
I WISH I COULD DO THAT BUT MY MOM WOULD FREAK...
that is the perfec tpic of my dream body!!!!
wow big change there! 
