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Name: Jen
Country: United States
State: North Dakota
Metro: Fargo
Birthday: 3/31/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: i play on a co-ed softball team, i like to go frolfing, play hacky sack, i love shopping, fingernail polish, thongs, mini skirts, sandles that oddly resemble high heels but not acutally the real thing...ya know? (more things to be addded)
Expertise: i'm an expert at giving messages..yup you better believe it!!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Hospitality


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AIM: jcfaj


Member Since: 7/12/2005

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Thursday, August 11, 2005

 KingNothing0528 [2:10 AM]:  wate are you saying that you like me?
JCFAJ [2:10 AM]: 
damn connect the dots now suck
KingNothing0528 [2:10 AM]:  lol
KingNothing0528 [2:10 AM]:  so im right in saying that
JCFAJ [2:11 AM]:  maybe
KingNothing0528 [2:11 AM]:  that dosent anser the qustion it is a yes or no thing
JCFAJ [2:12 AM]:  yes
KingNothing0528 [2:12 AM]:  k
KingNothing0528 [2:12 AM]:  well to tell the truth i like you too
KingNothing0528 [2:13 AM]:  but i realy dont know if any thing can hapon inbetween us
KingNothing0528 [2:13 AM]:  bacouse of the fact i think if somthing did frank would want to kill me
KingNothing0528 [2:13 AM]:  or at least punch me in the face
JCFAJ [2:14 AM]:  well it doesn't hurt that much he's hit me in the face before
JCFAJ [2:14 AM]:  and threw me into a table and chairs
JCFAJ [2:14 AM]:  and down the stiars
KingNothing0528 [2:14 AM]:  ya well i dont think it would end with 1 punch
JCFAJ [2:14 AM]:  oh...
KingNothing0528 [2:15 AM]:  see what i mean
JCFAJ [2:15 AM]:  yeah but more i think of it..it makes me kinda sad
KingNothing0528 [2:15 AM]:  this is kinda a touchy thing
JCFAJ [2:15 AM]:  what do you mean?
KingNothing0528 [2:16 AM]:  its somthing that if we did persue its a very iffy thing
JCFAJ [2:16 AM]:  y do you got to be like that?
KingNothing0528 [2:16 AM]:  cuz not onely do we have your brothers but your parints
KingNothing0528 [2:17 AM]:  i just dont want to go to jail
JCFAJ [2:17 AM]:  wow
KingNothing0528 [2:17 AM]:  it is somthing that we could try but i would have to talk to your brothers first
KingNothing0528 [2:18 AM]:  or you would
JCFAJ [2:18 AM]:  that would be like suicidle
KingNothing0528 [2:18 AM]:  but how elce could we do it
KingNothing0528 [2:18 AM]:  just start and dont tell any one
KingNothing0528 [2:19 AM]:  then someone finds out and then it would be my ass
KingNothing0528 [2:19 AM]:  more than likely
JCFAJ [2:19 AM]:  fine..new topic than
KingNothing0528 [2:19 AM]:  no come on
JCFAJ [2:19 AM]:  what's the craziest thing you've ever done?
KingNothing0528 [2:20 AM]:  consiter dating my friends lil sis
KingNothing0528 [2:20 AM]:  which i would be willing to try
JCFAJ [2:21 AM]:  hee hee
KingNothing0528 [2:21 AM]:  but maby we should meet in person and talk about it and figer out what if any thing we should do about this
JCFAJ [2:21 AM]:  maybe
KingNothing0528 [2:21 AM]:  what are you doing tomarow
KingNothing0528 [2:21 AM]:  mid day
JCFAJ [2:22 AM]:  idk
JCFAJ [2:22 AM]:  i make plans by who calls me first
KingNothing0528 [2:22 AM]:  ic
JCFAJ [2:22 AM]:  only thing i have planned is maybe hang out with emily, and on friday i might stay at brad's house
KingNothing0528 [2:23 AM]:  well how about we meet at lindon wood tomarow around 2
JCFAJ [2:23 AM]:  idk if that will work..what are you doing friday before 5
KingNothing0528 [2:24 AM]:  dont have any thing that i know of
KingNothing0528 [2:26 AM]:  where and when would work
JCFAJ [2:26 AM]:  geez...i don't know
KingNothing0528 [2:27 AM]:  you suck at planing
JCFAJ [2:27 AM]:  i know...don't you love it?
KingNothing0528 [2:27 AM]:  lol
KingNothing0528 [2:28 AM]:  how about this i will give you my number and then you call me when ever you are open and we will make plans then.
KingNothing0528 [2:28 AM]:  866-5543
JCFAJ [2:28 AM]:  ok or u could call me
KingNothing0528 [2:29 AM]:  well im all ways open
KingNothing0528 [2:29 AM]:  well just about allways
JCFAJ [2:29 AM]:  well just call me 200-2181 cuz i forget to call ppl
KingNothing0528 [2:29 AM]:  ok
KingNothing0528 [2:32 AM]:  so do you want to try for tomarow or just friday
JCFAJ [2:32 AM]:  idk yet
KingNothing0528 [2:32 AM]:  wow'
JCFAJ [2:32 AM]:  what
KingNothing0528 [2:32 AM]:  thats inpressive
KingNothing0528 [2:32 AM]:  dont even know what day
JCFAJ [2:33 AM]:  probly friday
KingNothing0528 [2:33 AM]:  ok
KingNothing0528 [2:33 AM]:  ill call ya on friday
JCFAJ [2:33 AM]:  oh kay
KingNothing0528 [2:33 AM]:  well im guna go to bed cuz im old and need my sleep
KingNothing0528 [2:34 AM]:  good night


Wednesday, July 27, 2005

 JCFAJ [11:08 PM]:  hey hey
Skier X 99 [11:08 PM]: 
hey whats up
JCFAJ [11:08 PM]: 
nuttin much just got home not to long ago
JCFAJ [11:08 PM]: 
how was golfing?
Skier X 99 [11:09 PM]: 
it was great....relaxing and fun
Skier X 99 [11:09 PM]: 
where did u get home from
JCFAJ [11:09 PM]: 
that's good
JCFAJ [11:09 PM]:  went out with some friends the other night i saw charlie and the chocolate factory

Skier X 99 [11:10 PM]:  cool...how was it
JCFAJ [11:10 PM]: 
it was good actually except for the part that jonny depp looked like micheal jackson
Skier X 99 [11:11 PM]: 
haha yea i want to see the movie soon
JCFAJ [11:12 PM]: 
lol wow brb i think i should put my blinkets in the drier so i can go to sleep sometime soon
Skier X 99 [11:12 PM]: 
yea lol...are you ready for bed or are u still in normal clothes
JCFAJ [11:13 PM]: 
i'm ready for bed
Skier X 99 [11:13 PM]: 
what are you wearing?
JCFAJ [11:13 PM]: 
tank top, thong, boy shorts, and a hoodie
Skier X 99 [11:16 PM]: 
cool..hey...do u have any pics you can send me?
JCFAJ [11:16 PM]: 
i'd have to re-load the program onto my computer
Skier X 99 [11:16 PM]: 
oh..they arent saved at all?
JCFAJ [11:17 PM]: 
they were saved but everythign on the computer was deleted cuz we had so many viruses
JCFAJ [11:17 PM]: 
so eveyrthign was lost and we had to re-load windows and stuff
Skier X 99 [11:19 PM]: 
oh wow...i just kinda wanted to see a pic of you right now
JCFAJ [11:19 PM]: 
if you will be around in a half an hour i can load the program onto the computer and put recent pics up
Skier X 99 [11:20 PM]: 
u dont have to but that would be cool..actually i just found some..im looking at them now
JCFAJ [11:21 PM]: 
so u don't want me to?
Skier X 99 [11:23 PM]: 
sure...but i just dont want you to go threw all that effort if u dont want to.
JCFAJ [11:23 PM]: 
hey i'd do anything for you
Skier X 99 [11:24 PM]: 
awww...i wish you were here right now bc im horny
JCFAJ [11:24 PM]: 
u got a hand
JCFAJ [11:24 PM]: 
lol
Skier X 99 [11:25 PM]: 
we should have phone or cybersex right now lol
JCFAJ [11:25 PM]: 
:-\
JCFAJ [11:26 PM]: 
that would be....idk the word for it
Skier X 99 [11:26 PM]: 
like what?
JCFAJ [11:27 PM]: 
just weird
Skier X 99 [11:27 PM]: 
haha yea...i said that as a joke bc i just want you here
JCFAJ [11:27 PM]: 
i remember this one time we were talkign like after i've talked to you for like the first month and i brough somethign up about cybering and you went psycho on me
Skier X 99 [11:28 PM]: 
im sorry..i dont remember.....i guess i thought it was weird at the time too
JCFAJ [11:28 PM]: 
you were like "do you just think i'm like all the other guys you talk to on-line"
JCFAJ [11:29 PM]: 
u got pretty mad at me i remember you  made me cry
Skier X 99 [11:29 PM]: 
haha really
Skier X 99 [11:29 PM]: 
r u sure...i dont remember that at all
Skier X 99 [11:30 PM]: 
oh well...i would never want to make you cry
JCFAJ [11:32 PM]: 
i'm pretty sure cuz you were like why don't you just go talk to them
JCFAJ [11:32 PM]: 
i remember like almost every convo we've had..and every one i cried in
Skier X 99 [11:33 PM]: 
well i hope its not many
JCFAJ [11:33 PM]: 
it's only like 5
Skier X 99 [11:34 PM]: 
back to a good subject.....if you could do anything sexually with me..what would it be
JCFAJ [11:34 PM]: 
probly something that would involve making you do all the work
Skier X 99 [11:35 PM]: 
and that i would lol
JCFAJ [11:35 PM]: 
but then again i'd want to be incontrol too
JCFAJ [11:35 PM]: 
idk i guess
Skier X 99 [11:35 PM]: 
would u give me a great blow job?
JCFAJ [11:36 PM]: 
idk probly not i've only gave like one before
Skier X 99 [11:36 PM]: 
wow lol....would u swallow for me?
JCFAJ [11:36 PM]: 
yes..just for the fact that i like to finish what i start and if i start it why not finish it
Skier X 99 [11:37 PM]: 
true true
JCFAJ [11:37 PM]: 
and i like you and it would be more beneficial to you if i swallowed
Skier X 99 [11:37 PM]: 
can i ask another question?
JCFAJ [11:37 PM]: 
shoot
Skier X 99 [11:39 PM]: 
if i wanted to..(not to demeaning or anything bc i dont think that) would u let me bust on your face after sex or a blow job like they do on porn tapes?
JCFAJ [11:39 PM]: 
hahahaha
Skier X 99 [11:39 PM]: 
?
JCFAJ [11:40 PM]: 
sorry that made me laugh..idk
Skier X 99 [11:40 PM]: 
u dont know?
JCFAJ [11:40 PM]: 
maybe as long as you didn't get it in my eye
Skier X 99 [11:40 PM]: 
ok lol
JCFAJ [11:40 PM]: 
and u helped me clean up
Skier X 99 [11:41 PM]: 
would u let me fuck you without a condom as long as i was careful?
Skier X 99 [11:41 PM]: 
as long as *
JCFAJ [11:41 PM]: 
no
Skier X 99 [11:41 PM]: 
what about if you took that morning after pill?
JCFAJ [11:42 PM]: 
no
Skier X 99 [11:42 PM]: 
howcome? im good with knowing when to pull out
JCFAJ [11:43 PM]: 
because i don't want to get pregnant
Skier X 99 [11:44 PM]: 
but what if i made sure you wouldnt and if it was only for a minute in the beginning when i would never come close yet
JCFAJ [11:44 PM]: 
what about precum?
Skier X 99 [11:45 PM]: 
i dont get that..some guys do though
Skier X 99 [11:45 PM]: 
would u let me do it for a little bit...it feels soo much better
JCFAJ [11:45 PM]: 
no
JCFAJ [11:46 PM]: 
i'll probably be really shy doing anything sexual with you at first
Skier X 99 [11:46 PM]: 
wow...well i would make you comfortable
Skier X 99 [11:47 PM]: 
i dont know if i would be able to keep my hands off you lol
JCFAJ [11:47 PM]: 
lol really?
Skier X 99 [11:47 PM]: 
yes really
Skier X 99 [11:49 PM]: 
u there
JCFAJ [11:49 PM]: 
yeah i'm here sorry
Skier X 99 [11:49 PM]: 
one more sex question then im done lol.
JCFAJ [11:49 PM]: 
lol oh kay
Skier X 99 [11:50 PM]: 
could i not use a condom when i fuck you in the ass? theres no way to get pregnant by that
JCFAJ [11:50 PM]: 
but the cum could dribble down
Skier X 99 [11:51 PM]: 
highly unlikely...ok what if i pulled out just to be extra sure...
JCFAJ [11:52 PM]: 
you really wanna fuck w/o a condom on don't you
Skier X 99 [11:52 PM]: 
yes...condoms are sensitive and sensual....its great when the girl is on the pill so u can without one
Skier X 99 [11:52 PM]: 
condoms arent********8
JCFAJ [11:53 PM]: 
but the pill does'nt protect against std's or anything
Skier X 99 [11:53 PM]: 
well i dont have one and i ask the girl before i have sex if she does
Skier X 99 [11:54 PM]: 
but please? would you at least let me fuck you in the ass without a condom? thats safe and i would make sure i was for you bc i care for you
JCFAJ [11:54 PM]: 
i've never had anal sex
JCFAJ [11:55 PM]: 
but i guess i'd let you w/o a condom as long as u are lubed up and go slow
Skier X 99 [11:55 PM]: 
...u know how to make me happy
JCFAJ [11:55 PM]: 
but you would't just want to see me to have sex with me right
Skier X 99 [11:56 PM]: 
u know the answer to that question
JCFAJ [11:56 PM]: 
no
JCFAJ [11:56 PM]: 
right
Skier X 99 [11:59 PM]: 
sex is part of it but i like you and because ive been talking to you forever and dont get to see you it sucks
JCFAJ [12:00 AM]: 
i dont' want to be just another girl you've fucked
Skier X 99 [12:00 AM]: 
u should no that u wouldnt be after all this time
Skier X 99 [12:00 AM]: 
and emotions we have shared
JCFAJ [12:01 AM]: 
true
JCFAJ [12:01 AM]: 
that made me happy hearing that
Skier X 99 [12:01 AM]: 

Skier X 99 [12:01 AM]: 
good im glad
Skier X 99 [12:01 AM]: 
just with you i get horny and i think about having sex with you alot
JCFAJ [12:02 AM]: 
really?
Skier X 99 [12:02 AM]: 
yea...when i talk to you and think about you i do....and u turn me on bc you say you would do anything for me and youve always been great to me
Skier X 99 [12:02 AM]: 
even when ive been mean to you those few times
JCFAJ [12:04 AM]: 
yeah but idk with you it's different
Skier X 99 [12:05 AM]: 
what do u mean
JCFAJ [12:05 AM]: 
like if you are mean to me i'll just cry about it than i'll start talking to you again cuz i like you so much and you are never mad at me ne more
JCFAJ [12:05 AM]: 
i honestly don't think i could not talk to you
Skier X 99 [12:06 AM]: 
you are giving me alot of power lol
JCFAJ [12:06 AM]: 
idk this probly sounds stupid to you but it's like yoru part of my life w/o being here
JCFAJ [12:06 AM]: 
liek if one of my friend is having a bad day i'll be like my friend jeff told me and i''ll tell them what you told me
Skier X 99 [12:06 AM]: 
no its not..i understand
Skier X 99 [12:07 AM]: 
awww...really?
JCFAJ [12:07 AM]: 
yes
JCFAJ [12:07 AM]: 
i do that all the time
Skier X 99 [12:08 AM]: 
im glad i have made a positve impact on your life...it makes me feel good that i made a difference
JCFAJ [12:08 AM]: 
and talkign about this just wants me to see you more
Skier X 99 [12:09 AM]: 

Skier X 99 [12:10 AM]: 
u are lucky u found a good kid with a good heart like me...who knows what kind of asshole u could have started to talk to
Skier X 99 [12:10 AM]: 
not that im bragging or anything lol
JCFAJ [12:10 AM]: 
hee hee
Skier X 99 [12:11 AM]: 
and im glad you stuck to your ground about the condom thing....i think thats the 1st thing youve actually said no to me about..i was testing you to see if u are smart about being safe
Skier X 99 [12:12 AM]: 
i kept pressing for that reason...
JCFAJ [12:12 AM]: 
wow
Skier X 99 [12:12 AM]: 
wow what?
JCFAJ [12:13 AM]: 
idk just wow is the only word that came to my head when i read that
Skier X 99 [12:13 AM]: 
haha ok..was it a good wow or a bad wow
JCFAJ [12:13 AM]: 
good wow
Skier X 99 [12:13 AM]: 
cool cool
Skier X 99 [12:14 AM]: 
though i have done that before with a girl....i always worry a little bit if esp. if i was like drunk
JCFAJ [12:14 AM]: 
well lets not be drunk if we have sex
Skier X 99 [12:15 AM]: 
thats alot of pressure
Skier X 99 [12:15 AM]: 
i would prefer being a little drunk
JCFAJ [12:15 AM]: 
then wouldn't it lose meaning?
Skier X 99 [12:16 AM]: 
no not at all...bc you have already made sober decisions to have sex...and plus, it wouldnt be as good and because you would make you so horny i would prolly bust even if you touched me
Skier X 99 [12:16 AM]: 
*we have
JCFAJ [12:17 AM]: 
how wouldn't it be as good?
Skier X 99 [12:19 AM]: 
bc i would bust much quicker and i wouldnt be able to do all the moves and positions i would want to do to make u feel better and orgasm
JCFAJ [12:20 AM]: 
nice
JCFAJ [12:21 AM]: 
so....whacha wanna talk about
Skier X 99 [12:22 AM]: 
do u like the smell of curve and ax bodyspray?
JCFAJ [12:22 AM]: 
most deffinatly
JCFAJ [12:22 AM]: 
well not so much curve
JCFAJ [12:22 AM]: 
but ax is soo good
JCFAJ [12:22 AM]: 
what scent of ax do you have?
Skier X 99 [12:23 AM]: 
all of them...i use whatever one isnt empty lol
JCFAJ [12:23 AM]: 
nice!!! that is like a big turn on
Skier X 99 [12:24 AM]: 
i think you would like the mix of ax and curve...thats my signature
Skier X 99 [12:24 AM]: 
ax i put all over my body and the curve on my neck
JCFAJ [12:24 AM]: 
do you have phoenix?
Skier X 99 [12:24 AM]: 
yea im wearing that right now
JCFAJ [12:24 AM]: 
no way
JCFAJ [12:24 AM]: 
seriously?
Skier X 99 [12:25 AM]: 
yea...thats what i have in my car..and i put it on on the way home
JCFAJ [12:25 AM]: 
damn i'm good
JCFAJ [12:25 AM]: 

JCFAJ [12:25 AM]: 
that is my fav. ax scent
Skier X 99 [12:25 AM]: 
cool..ill keep that in mind
Skier X 99 [12:25 AM]: 
phoenix
JCFAJ [12:26 AM]: 
**smiles**   **than gets all over you cuz you smell good**
Skier X 99 [12:26 AM]: 

JCFAJ [12:27 AM]: 
you probly have just as much body spray and stuff than i do
JCFAJ [12:27 AM]: 
i only have 12 different scents
Skier X 99 [12:27 AM]: 
wow thats still alot
JCFAJ [12:28 AM]: 
yeah i know...as in accessories, body spray, and clothes, people think i'm really high maintenance
Skier X 99 [12:29 AM]: 
thats good that you do..and thats not high maintenance because you are maintaining yourself
JCFAJ [12:29 AM]: 
well taht's what people say
JCFAJ [12:29 AM]: 
i just take care of myself
JCFAJ [12:29 AM]: 
rrright
Skier X 99 [12:30 AM]: 
i know..and thats not high maintenance because you dont make other ppl take care of yo
JCFAJ [12:30 AM]: 
yeah true
Skier X 99 [12:30 AM]: 
*you
Skier X 99 [12:30 AM]: 
yup
JCFAJ [12:30 AM]: 
wow i'm freazzin
Skier X 99 [12:31 AM]: 
put on some pants maybe
JCFAJ [12:31 AM]: 
they are in the wash
JCFAJ [12:31 AM]: 
plus why dirty pa