today was sooo bleh like no joke I wanted to do something tonight but no one to do anything with or nothing to do :/
oh oh oh an Elliot update he can home early from work && IMed me he cut his hand && broke a pinkie && was all kinds of drugged up [hint why he IMed me] && I told him I might go to Dallas soon && he was like "cool" so obviously I don't mean shit anymore oh wellios
I am talking to Nathan now && earlier he said he was over the whole more thing && I should be too && stuff but its still w/e I don't think he's gonna come down until he actually does so its w/e -shrugs-
&& I prob have to pay for gas if I go to Dallas which isn't bad cuz I am bout to get that babysittin job :]
that's how my day went :/ I neeeeeed to do something like now lol
I looked at Elliot's page && he has that girl on his pro now wtf && it seems like they aren't even dating yet w/e I talked to Quin the other night && he said hes gonna ask a friend to see if I can stay at their apt so I can go to Dallas I have a ride to Dallas, Drew, but I don't have anywhere to stay I would ask Elliot, but I don't wanna start shit :/ if I do go to Dallas I dunno even if I'm gonna tell him :/ whats the point? -shrugs-
oh && I give up on Nathan coming down he keeps wanting more shit pointlesssssss cuz he's gonna keep doing that so its w/e
The Academy Is... has a new song on their myspace I'm not too happy w/it && the other new song I mean the music isn't bad but everyone knos William Beckett can sing... but it doesn't show on the songs :/ my fav. cd by them will always be Almost Here the second cd wasn't the best -shrugs- I dunno I never really listened to it or got into it
Jerry tried to hook me up w/one of my exs whom is spreading around that we slept w/each other wtf this is why I don't like datin under me or people at our school cuz they are immature && don't kno when to stfu gah in the whole convo I was like no I won't date him && Jerry was like but you've dated him before && I told him there's a reason why I broke up w/him
OH OH OH my mom volunteered me once again for a babysittin job I hate when she does that cuz she promises them && w/e I had planned gets squashed wtf bitch yeah its cool gettin money but it'd be cooler if she would fuckin consult me x.x
so I saw the cutest music vid yesterday Running in Circles - Captured in Chinatown
I usually don't like bloggin twice in one day cuz its extremely gay haha but... I'm happier atm cuz I talked to Nathan && he said if he gets something from me he'll come down xD gah && I sent to him in an email so he SOOO owes me by coming down :] && trust he prob will cuz the fact that his parents are in San Antonio but I dunno :P
&& I can't wait till Tommy gets on tonight <3 hes gonna IM me when he is on gahhhh I <3 talkin to that kid :P hopefully we talk on the phone again && since my sis is gone I can stay in my room && talk && not tell Quin I'll "ttyl" jus to talk to Tommy cuz its mean :/
speaking of Quin he's gonna try && get me a place to stay for a weekend in Dallas so we can chill && it'll make up for Warped :] && if I see Nadia I'm not gonna be nice AT ALL I'm gonna be like eh... w/e Idc stfu haha well not the last one but still you get my point :P
today is Monday && it does not feel like it -shrugs- I dunno it feels like Sunday
I jus realized in the song Down && Out - The Academy Is... has a piano in it O.o && I used to listen to this cd ALL the time o.O lol
I'm in a better mood :D I talked to Tommy last night I LOVE talking to that kid he's sweet && stuff but he over uses the word cutie or cute haha I hate him ... no I don't :P I told him bout my guy issues && he said when someone goes looking for something it never works out the way you want it I dunno if thats right but sounds like it haha we stayed on the phone till like 4:45 my time gah I'm starting to believe he does like me cuz he even texted my mom's cell thinkin it was mine && he never really txts me back or never used to :] so I'm all kinds of happy :P I can't wait to see him next summer XD its gonna be epic I wish he lived closer tho it'd be the bomb ;] [over use of smileys lol] him && Anna are the reasons why I might move to NY but I'm gonna visit first && see how it is XD
I talked to Elliot && told him after he said he liked me how I thought it was ok to like him back && he was like I'm swwy like seriously cuz he started talking to that one girl -shrugs- Idc anymore :]
gah I feel good today :] lol let's dance? haha wtf
I need more music to download x.x gahhhhh I'm like a music monster rawr? swwy kinda hyper :D
there's not much to say in this blog -shrugs- cuz I'm not all kinds of sad :P
