wow... i've been kinda indesposed lately. i was sent to live with the grandparents in tennessee and they don't exactly have a computer. well i'm happy to say i'm back in alaska. however not for long. dad got shipped out to iraq so i'll be living with my grandparents until i turn 18. which is only 2.5 more years. he promised he'd write constantly so i hope he'll keep his word on that. i'm only up here for about two weeks to pack my stuff up and say goodbye to everyone. so if we ever get a computer down in tenessee (i mean my grandparents) then i'll update. if not... then i'm stuck updating at libraries and school and everything. until then. hoorah~

kat

i'm so freaking sick of people that used to be my friends coming up to me for no apparent reason and ranting about people that lie to them! hello? i don't give a flying fuck wat you think of them. you're not my friend anymore so get the hell out of my face!!!! oh, and in case you're wondering, perfect little cheerleader stacey k. comes up to me on wednesday complaining and bitching about how j. woody lied to her about everything, hooked up with her, broke her heart, and now isn't her friend anymore. i mean, 1) he has a gf. 2) you shouldn't trust ppl that easily 3) friends screw you over anyways *after all she did it to me* and 4) I DON'T CARE!!!!!!!! oh, and the chick that gave her the cut on her leg? that was me! i did it at a party that she wasn't even supposed to be at, she was getting drunk, a total sleaze was hitting on her, and so i started shit to get her to leave. needless to say i never planned on pulling the knife, but hey it worked and she didn't get in any trouble when the cops showed up bcuz she was already gone. oh, and apparently later that nite the guy raped another chick, so i did her a favor. and wat does she do? she goes and tells ppl that she got in a fight w/some chick that she didn't know and beat her ass! oh well, if it makes her feel better. i guess i kinda owed her anyways bcuz she's the one that got me to stop sniffing coke, taking ecstasy, and shooting up acid. so it works out. but still, i don't know... she's told me a lot of stuff in the past that was true, but then she started doing weed and smoking cigarettes and hanging out w/other ppl and now all of a sudden she's a perfect little angel who's in seminar, gets good grades, and has all the friends? yet she still thinks her life is crap. take a look in the reality mirror dillhole. your life is perfect! she didn't have to leave all her friends behind because her dad decided to pick up and leave to be stationed in another country. i can't even remember half the people i knew before this year. she's one of the lucky ones and she's changed so much she's not even my friend anymore. but i've done enough bitching and complaining, you're probably getting sick of it. so i'll just go and leave you all to your happy little worlds. until the next bite. hoorah~

k.

and on a brighter note. sorry, i didn't get any sleep last nite i was up watching the news with dad. and then i hit my head on the wall in the shower and i have a headache so i'm goin resigning myself to write poetry.

i see them coming

i hear you flee

but i laugh

i hear their cry

i watch you scream

but the laughter won't stop

i guess i should be sad that they're killing you

i'm sorry but it's just too good to be true

and in the end i smile

because you're gone...

sorry, but in somewat of a bad mood lately. one of my bests just moved away and another one is going back home tomorrow. but on the upside, my clayton called!!!!!!!! lol sorry, i'm just really exstatic about it. i haven't seen him or talked to him since the end of my freshman year. oh, and kacie's friend is interested in me. so all in all it was a pretty good week, i'm doin something with them on wednesday, so it should be fun. but yea. i'm boring you so i'll just go. embrace the darkness

k.

stupid boy. i swear if he didn't convince me to join i wouldn't be here in the first place. but no, he said there were other vampires here that were just like me. if the boy wasn't already one i'd bite him. but ohwell. this is pointless so i'm off to skip through la la land and find some cool bloggers. ta ta

k.