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| confusedso i have decided that i am confused on how i feel about everyone and everything. from kendrick to my friends. my parents piss me off but at least they are parenting their other kids. so i guess i can't be mad. i just hope they don't turn out like me.......techinally homeless, pregnant, not married, working at a low income job, not planning to go to college, mostly cuz i can't afford to. i know i know there are grants and loans and all this shit to help me out. but really i don't want it. what good is a college education gonna do me if every single person i know who has one doesn't even do anything with them. it's pointless. i don't understand. i wanted to become a social worker then i realized all they really do is help people learn to live on welfare instead of getting a job. Shit most fast food resturants are ALWAYS hiring. i don't understand. | | |
| umm yeah....so i'm having a baby. i am two months along right now and i would say i am pretty excited except for the fact that i go crazy on kendrick every 5-15 mins. i offically quit smoking. i think he is crazy though. but oh well | | |
| talking to mommyso far my mom and my relationship has been going okay. everything is great. the downfall is people are starting to think i am bipolar. which could be bad but also could explain alot. and i haven't talked to my mom when she is taking me to the doctors but i know i need to go. kendrick is being weird lately i don't know what his problem is but hopefully it doesn't last long. i could see how being with someone for a year could make you wonder if you should really be with them but at the same time you have already been with them for a year and it hasn't been that bad why should you question? i am really sleepy. so i am out and off to bed | | |
| blahi feel so blah right now. everything is pointless well most of it it. all but the boy friend | | |
| well i am staying at my grandma's for a while until tomorrow. it does seem like a while. i miss my boy. he called me last night but i feel asleep and it was all downhill from there. i am really tired. i had a headache last night so i took 4 ibprophen and it still didn't work so like an hour later i took 2 more. bad idea it made me sleepy. | | |
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