A little update.Well, crazy things have been happening lately... can't go into crazy detail, but i'll put down some things. first off i got really sick. that sucked balls. i got a kidney infection, which was horrible. i had to go to the ER. ick. hated it. im okay now though. i started getting closer to this guy. that's not sucking balls right now. the only thing that sucks a bit is that im constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop... things are going well, and with my luck, something will fuck it up.. i am trying to remain positive though. we just sat together and watched the sun rise the other day... yeah, corny, but i fell for it.. lol its funny b/c we didnt even do it on purpose. we were just talking and seconds turned to minutes, and minutes turned to hours and before we knew it, the birds were singing and the sky was blue.. right now though, i feel as if i could really get comfy with him. he's funny, intellegent... just an all around cool person. i guess i have my doubts... not about him, but self doubt.. after my last relationship, its difficult for me to let go and not always be wary.. its makes it even harder when he says all the things i want to hear... i think he's really great, but at this point i don't know where its going to go... i mean, im not in a rush to have a boyfriend. its just great to have someone around who i can chill with and not worry about the bullshit. what else.. work is cool. went to a show last friday. it was fun, but i was very tired after. i had to sell merch and that is much harder than it looks.. well, that all for now. bye. | 
