Firstly, I must apologise for that outburst on Saturday.

I can't describe how horrible that weekend was. Nurses were constantly bleeping me for 13 hours; for some jobs that were important, and mostly not.

I've never felt that much pressure. On occasions, I had to raise my voice a little at the nurses which is unusual for me. I regretted doing/saying a few things out of frustration and stress.

I guess the worst is over for now. I don't think ANY amount of knowledge or experience as a student could have prepared me for that. It's just something that everyone will experience at some point and will have to learn from.

Working has made me appreciate my evenings and time off more. It's a huge change in lifestyle and I hope I'll get used to it soon.