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Friday, May 27, 2005

Goodbye to myself. I doubt anyone read this. But it's all ending now. I don't feel the need to put anything here anymore. It was fun. But I have no point. Goodbye all. See ya when I see if I want to see ya. 


Wednesday, May 25, 2005

wow. today horrible.

find out a friend has been fukin a guy that jus broke up with me. jus found out guy who broke up with me tried to fuk my cousin. its all crazy. i don't know what to do to deal with it. talk it through yes. but what to say idk. i think we've pretty  much got it all covered. two out of three people isn't bad. my ex isn't talkin to me though. ignores every call. ignores every message. jus remember kid, karmas a bitch!


Tuesday, May 24, 2005

It sucks when someone breaks up with you and everyone else ends up knowing more about the break up than you do. Hello. Is there something so wrong that you can't even tell me that you don't want to be with me. Stop beating around the bush. Flat out tell me. It would make it all alot easier. Don't tell me your not ready for a relationship and want to slow things down. Then tell me you love me. Then tell me your not 100percent ready for a serious realtionship. Yea kinda strange. I'm not mad at him. I'm upset with him.  Upset because Sunday he didn't talk to me at all. When we left from each other. He tried to kiss me and I turned. I told him no. I then cried because we still didn't talk. How you going to not talk to me but want me to kiss you when we leaving. No way kid. Cut that out. I really liked him. I did. I enjoyed being around him. But I don't have time for alot that has gone on. I'm moving on......

 


Saturday, May 21, 2005

I have met someone. Someone I enjoy spending every minute with. Just looking in his face. At his beautiful eyes and his nice smile. I love his hair. I hope I enjoy spending time with him, I have spent everyday since last Friday with him just about. Every moment has been worth it. He is great to be around. I worry though. Worry that things may end just as quick as the begun. I hope it doesn't. He is a cheerleader. So of course he has a nice body. He thinks he is fat but he is far from it. He does gymnastics.He has a good personality. He makes me laugh. He so cute. I enjoy his company.

Last night, a friend drank alot of vodka really fast. She ended up having a mild breakdown because she was depressed so the alcohol made it worse. I just want her to know that I am glad she was around us. None of us is mad at you. We love you! I wish I would of known how much you drank from the beginning so I could of stopped you. But I'm always here for you and hope you let me be there for you.

Last night, I also got some really nice much needed sleep. I haven't slept good or really ate much food in the last week. I mean I eat a little every now and then but not like I used to. I'm so wrapped up with Dr. Pepper, cigs, and alcohol that I don't have much of an appetite. All will be better.

I got a call from Sara today. I should of just hung up the phone. Why did I even stay on it, I don't know. I know I lied to her though. She asked if I talked to Rachel and if she graduated and stuff. I knew she did and I have talked to her. She is my friend of course I know that stuff. I just didn't want to talk to you or hear you so I just made it quick.

Hopefully I get to see Landon tonight. Right now I'm watching my little sister and two neices. I should be done in a couple hours. Well I'm going to try and attempt to watch some music videos. I haven't watched any lately. And it sucks because I haven't watched American Idol in two weeks. I SUCK!

Peace out!


Thursday, May 19, 2005

It's been a while. A long while. Sorry for lacking with the updates. It isn't like anyone reads them anyways so whats it matter? If you do read it, this is what I've been up to:

Thursday -- Robyn had her graduation. WOOHOO congrats babe! She graduated from Live Oak. Seth, Brandon, Jacob, Chelsey, and I were there. Its good. We took some pictures and all. After her graduation we went to go eat at Las Palmas. Nobody really ate anything but a couple people ordered some food. Everyone there was Chesley, Jacob, Brandon, Amber, Tiffany, Katie, Ronnie, Robyn, Seth, and I. It was fun. We just sat around and talked and acted crazy. I believe that was all that happened that day.

Friday -- I got up and went to work for I think 9:30. I worked all day. After work, I went and met up with Seth, Brandon, Amber, and Brandon's sisters at the mall. We chilled there for a while. Then Seth, Amber, and I went to Cortana mall to look at Hot Topic. After we left we dropped my car at Jacob's dad house. Jacob, Susannah and Landon showed up a little while later. We hung out for a while. A little drama went down because of a  mistake but it was quickly fixed and covered. Thanks Katie for helping!! Seth, Amber, and I went to Seth's house because Amber had to be home. We get to the Millerville exit and Susannah calls and reminds me I was supposed to get Ann Marie. I FORGOT! I LOVE YOU ANN! So we go get her, drop her off at Jacob's mom house. Then we were on our way to Seth's house. They were a little upset because we came home way later than they expected and they were waiting on us before they ate. It was fine though. It was my fault. Well we leave his house after eatting and all then went back to Jacob's mom house. Then the fun started. Susannah got really wasted. It was so funny though. She walked around with her hand around her mouth yelling. Alot of the time Landon and I were around each other. He is a great guy. I like talking with him. Everybody got drunk. People kissed. Big orgy in the bed. Lots of fun. I didn't sleep at all. Went home at about 7 in the morning.

Saturday -- Got an hour and half sleep. Went to parents house b/c my little sister had a nightmare and wanted me to be there. Left there, picked up Landon to go to Seth's graduation. CONGRATS LOVE YA! After his graduation we went to his graudation party at Mrs. Susan's house. She is so nice. We stayed there for a good long while. A good bit of people were there. It was fun. After Seth opened his grad gifts, we went to the Livingston Fairground and partied. The only really good song they played was Gwen Stefani - Hollaback Girl. Me and Robyn tried line dancing but didn't work out well. Brandon got really drunk. I drank maybe two Smirnoff (sp?). After everyone left we waited because Chelsey had to wait for Shane's mom to bring her home because she was too drunk. She gagged alot. I love her. She is awesome! Me and Landon became a couple that night too. Seth brought Brandon, Robyn, Jacob, Landon, and me to Brandons house. On the way to Brandons house he was so hilarious. He hit his head and stuff on the car and I'm sure it hurt because it was loud. Then he rolled the window down and said "this feels good" he mentioned trying to catch a bug. Then he realized he didn't have his car he said "omg i forgot my car my dads gonna be pissed" ha it was funny. Then we passed his house and he was all like omg my house is back there. That dude is a trip. He kinda cried over Kolt (go figure) but we love you Brandon. Seth brought Jacob back to his car at the fairground, then me and Robyn to our cars at Mrs. Susan's house. Landon stayed the night with me. We cuddled on the couch and fell asleep in each others arms. It was nice. But we weren't supposed to. I woke up early in the morning and moved on the floor before my brother woke up.

Sunday -- I don't honestly know everything that happened this day. I can't remember. I know I went to my brother's girlfriend's house for a crawfish boil. And I left and went to my car back at my moms. Then after that I don't know what happened. Weird.

Monday -- I went to Seth's house. His sisters were leaving Tuesday so I spent time over there. Robyn came over later. We went to Walmart for some drink. Grown people drink haha. We just hung out around the table talking and laughing and being goofy. Ended up going home for about 2 o'clock. Fun stuff.

Tuesday -- Went to Jacob's house and hung out with Landon and Seth and Jacob. Some drama that was my fault happened but it is all better  now. I got home at about two. One the way home I felt so bad for what I did that I cried. I never meant to make you feel anyway Seth. I love you. I'm sorry! That's pretty much all that happened that day.

Wednesday -- Went and hung out with Jacob and Landon. Seth came over to say bye. Robyn was there. We all went to the mall. Katie showed up. We just walked around and thats about all. There was a lot of weirdness that day because I felt a little like nobody wanted to talk to me. But it eventually got better. I felt bad because I wanted to talk to Seth face-to-face about the shit that was between us. But he left. We hugged a bunch and gave little cousinly kisses. Lol. I love him. I am going to miss him for a week! We all went back to Jacob's house and hung out. I talked to Susannah alot. I love talking to her she makes me laugh when I don't feel like it. She makes me better. I again fell asleep cuddling with Landon. Said to myself I wasn't because I didn't want to go to bed late. But fell asleep in each others arms. It was nice. I woke up at 12 and said I had to go and he was all like, I can do that too. I don't know what he can do too lol. Thats funny. I ended up going home. And then talking to Seth and got everything straight. Thats pretty much all.

Today -- Just worked so far. Not really sure what I am all going to do. I want to see Landon but don't have much money for gas and all till the 31st. It won't kill us not to see each other for the day. But then again who knows.

I will write more later. And go back and read what I wrote and add whatever I forgot. Love everyone. We missed you Susannah and Ann Marie!!



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