Friday, October 14, 2005

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 17:54:57 GMT

youu tell me it`s forever

but baby, I know better

sometimes things are better left unsaid
but othertimes you gotta let it all out__

my dream is to be the only ones at the drive in movie sitting bare-foot in the bed of your truck, hand-in-hand under a blanket and have it start pouring and you asking me to dance.

i can`t talk to you anymore. it`s not that i`m mad at you. it`s just that when i talk to you i realize how much i love you. and when i realize how much i love you i realize i can`t have you. and that just makes me love you even more

you know they say 'life is short'
but you could wake up one day
and on that day,
all your dreams, everything you
wished for in your life,
gone...just like that.
people get old, and things change.
and so do situations.

what i want is just for this
moment, this moment right now to
stay. because my feelings for you, the way
you look at me, i just want this to last.. forever
GREEN DAY- WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS

I [ learned ] a lot over the years,
through fake smiles & un'seen tears
friends sometimes aren`t forever
that happy memories stay with you;
& those moments go by --so fast--
so enjoyy the things that go on now
cause the good stuff never lasts*

he has no idea what goes on through her mind - - <3
S H E ` S S O G O O D A T P R E TE N D i N G
he will never know how many tears are fallen each
night for him.. nor the endless hours that she wastes
thinking.. maybe; just maybe..

There`s poison in the drinking glass
Don`t stop, just sip it down
& In a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground

I wish i could find the perfect lyrics
To the perfect song, to explain just how
Perfect you are.
But i cant.
All i can say is
I MISS YOU
&& i miss the way i feel when im with you.
&& tonight you're all i need.

your lips would be so pretty; if they werent stained with all your lies baby, i believed all those pretty lies.

I can't stand hearing you cry, knowing that it is because of me. Knowing that I can do nothing expect sit here on the other end of the phone telling you that I do love you and that everything will be okay. That without you my life it will be meaningless...believe me when I say that

a kiss really isnt a good kiss until it consists of 4 elements:
honesty. responsibility. respect. and last but not least; love.

so just kiss me, and let my hair messy itself in your fingers.
let me steady myself in the arms of a boy who won't ask
me to be what he needs , but lets me exist as I am . <3

my parents always tell me to enjoy
life now, because when i grow up I'll
have to do all the "hard" things,.. like
working and paying bills.. but for
some reason, that sounds so much
better then
broken hearts & shattered dreams

When it’s right, it’s right. & no matter how many times we fuck up we’ll just wind up together - just like every other time.

Yah, a relationship requires work. But if its healthy, it should bring u joy- not just some of the time but most of the time. It should never require losing ur voice, ur self respect, or ur dignity. And whether ur 15 or 65, it should involve bringing all of who u are to the table- and walking away with even more.

"maybe the past is like an anchor, holding us back. Maybe you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be."
--Sex and the City

Cause i am barely breathing
and i cant find the air.
i dont know who im kidding
imagining you care.

You're missing what's in front of your eyes... A girl that would give up anything to just be with you.

There will always be people you can't believe you were friends with, guys you can't believe you kissed, and people you can't believe you lived without.

i savored the things that i
knew were sure to destroy me.
for instence...yourself<3

don’t you miss the nights we used to talk for hours

& i held my phone up to my music saying

“ this is the part of the song that reminds me of you ”

I wanna get to the point

where no matter what happens

no matter how long we go with

out being together ; no matter

how many fights we get in ; that

all we need is a kiss & suddenly

we remember why we love each

___________other so much <33

Somtimes i wear your sweatshirt ; even though i'm not cold. But sometimes i shiver with a coldness that lays inside of me. Somtimes i hug the bear you got me ; wishing it was you. But somtimes i remember that bear can't hug me back. Somtimes i look at notes you gave me ; hoping i'll get another one. But sometimes they just remind me of how things used to be</3

"I realize that when your heart breaks you have to fight like hell to stay alive because you are that pain you feel. That's life. the confusion && tears. That's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better && that something better is worth fighting for."
-- NATHAN ; ONE TREE HiLL

A 3 word statement does not justify the importance that you have in my life, instead of saying I love you, I want you to know that no statement in english, or any other language, could possibly captivate the very essence of how much I truly treasure your existance.

I remember being just friends with you, and I remember the times when I could look at you, and not want to kiss you.

Sometimes you just feel everything and nothing all at once, sometimes you’ll find yourself smiling while missing something at the same time, at times you absolutely love a person, all the while wanting to hate them. Life comes without guarantees except that smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes and falling in love will change your life.

You && I never had it easy. We had to work so hard && every time it feels like we’re going to make it. That’s when it all falls apart. But baby;; I’ll take my chances with you.

You have so much power over me, you’d be surprised if you only knew. I wonder what you’d say if you knew that I woke up every morning with you on my mind && falling asleep thinking of you. If only you knew how you send my heart spinning… every time. You look into my eyes && stare until we pass. If only you knew how everything around me darkens, the voices all around me fade, all I hear is my heart pounding, && all I see are your beautiful eyes staring into mine. If only you knew how much you meant to me. I just wonder what you’d say…

And this old highway seems to understand

Leading me on to somewhere that no one knows my name.

I got the window rolled down;; I got the radio up

I’m doing all that I can to get my mind off us

Sometimes the two people who are meant for each other, are the last two to realize it.

She is not perfect. You are not perfect. The question is whether or not you are perfect for each other.

++Good Will Hunting

We are pretty when we are faking. I'm such a liar when I smile.

&& then I’ll swing you girl until you fall asleep and when you wake up you'll be lying next to me. We'll go to Hollywood make you a movie star. I want the world to know how beautiful you are.©

&& i finally found that life goes on without you and my world still turns when you're not around

i guess that it's typical to cling to memories you will never get back again and to sort through old photographs of a summer long ago.. or an old friend.. i used to know

I'm not sure if it's me or you who's changed but things somehow managed to get worse before they got better. I think I know why. Everything is messed up now and I'm sorry but I can't make it better. I can't make me better. You're slipping and so am I and the worst thing is I didn't even realize it until now. You still haven't but you never cared anyway. Maybe I've been trying too hard. Maybe I haven't been trying hard enough. Maybe neither one of us knows how to handle this sort of thing.

i walked through the hallway
holding my wrists
hoping no one will see me like this
he looks at me, scared what he'll find
he never thought i had these things in mind
he asks me "...is there any more?"
looking at him with tears in my eyes
i whisper a simple reply ..what did you think bracelets were for..

Roll our film baby. This is another one of our romantic scenes...so act like you love me <|3

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Friday, October 14, 2005

I wanna get to the point