Nothing new, been working too damn much. School is school. And everything is actually going pretty good. I guess I'm just waiting for it to all go down hill. Cause we all know my luck  Who knows though. Ok time for me to be gay and leave some lyrics up to a song I'm now officially obsessed with!

Edwin McCain feat. Maria Sharp
- Say Anything -

Say anything, save everything
If we say nothing this love will die
Give me just one word, you can scream or whisper
If you want to stay with me, tell me why
Say anything

It's not the words aren't there but they'd only fail my emotions
Just want to feel this way without chaining you down to some old cliche
You want water in my hands and we stand waist deep in the ocean
It's bigger than the sea, it won't let me

Say just anything, because I feel everything
I'd rather say nothing than the same old lines
I think I give you more, something there's no words for
You don't have to hear me to feel me trying
To say anything

Baby I know you try but sometimes I still want to hear it
Even when the waters calm but lately it's just when there's something wrong
Why can't we splash around and hold on to that playful spirit
Oh like we used to do and won't you

Say anything, save everything
If we say nothing this love will die
Give me just one word, you can scream or whisper
If you want to stay with me tell me why
Say anything

This love is true
Even if you
Call it by a different name
And it's still the same, so we'll

Say anything, feel everything
I want to be with you so this love can fly
We'll hang on every word and we'll scream, we'll whisper
This moment is waiting for you and I
Say anything
Say anything..

Wow, that little entry was a little mean. lol Oops. Oh well, not really the case. Guess I was just a little on edge.
Well I guess there isn't too much important to write here. Everything is still going pretty good for me. I'm starting to realize who's fake and who's not. Which I guess kinda sucks. It's amazing after awhile how you find out who your true friends are.
This week has been ok for me I guess. It was the end of the quarter so I was running around trying to get everything done on time. Wed. was the monthly cleaning for the hospital! lol Oh geez, that was a marker for me! Went to the movies afterwards and saw Saw II which was really good. lol I don't think I let go of Mark's arm the entire time!
Friday was the shit cause I had 3 frees in a row, so I went home for a bit then came back. Wow, it's amazing how much drama goes down in that school. Thank god I'm done with all that petty crap!!! I ended up going out later that night with Shannon, Brian, and Shaun Zamboni. lol Came home and passed out right after that! I slept from 7 to 7! That had to be the best sleep ever! I so needed it!
Work blowed Saturday. I was in the worst mood ever. And everyone was pissing me off. Between Brian calling me out and Steve joining in like some asshole I almost went berserk! lol Thank god John let me use his arms as punching bags! I was supposed to go to Kyle's later that night but I'm not even going to get into that bullshit. It just amazes me. And I haven't even gotten a phone call yet. Whatever, fuck that shit. I'm tired of letting shit go, you don't care then neither the fuck do I. Go have your fun. Anyway, I ended up going out for a bit. We all know with who!  lol We went to Circuit City and I spent my gift card on the collector's dvd of Momento. I've never finished it so hopefully it'll be good. Or I'll be pissed I wasted my money! After that we went to Taco Bell and then back to his house. Just the usual night for us which was fine. Never a bad night  with him <<33
Today I've just been doing a few college stuff. I'm almost done my University of Miami application, and I still have to do a few more to my UD one. I hate getting all this crap done. I wish I could just pick and go without this dumb applying and getting accepted crap! Oh well, whatcha gonna do?
But now that I've looked at how much I've written and carried on I think I'm giong to go. Before I look like even more of a dork. lol

<33 Selby

Butterflies . . .<3

Well it's been a few since I've written in this damn thing. So I guess I will write a little in here. Kind of 8th grade, but it kills time, and it lets me just blab.
Well everything has been going pretty good for me. I can deffinetly say things haven't been too bad with me.  But we all know me, and we all know things don't like to stay in my favor for too long, so I guess we'll just have to see. I just hope it doesn't turn out like everything else. Because lately I don't think I've been so happy as I am in awhile. But I'm deffinetly keeping it a little quiet and keeping myself in check, I don't want to screw up at all.  Not this time!
Anyway, in other departments . . MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP! I only have a few days left! So frickin' excited! I don't even care if nothing big happens or if I don't get anything from anyone. Just the fact that I'll be 18 is good enough for me. What's the big deal right? lol I guess there isn't alot, it's just the fact I'm legal! lol and I can finally go to Philly whenever I want and back to Show n' Tel! And just the fact that I will be 18! It always seems like people think I'm so young when they hear 17, even though it's one year less. Who knows!  All I know is that I'm going all out next weekend!
Well I thought I had more to write but I guess not. I decided not to go to school today so I'm up and wired. I guess I'll go find a movie or something till I find something to do!

<3 Selby

So Homecoming was absolutely the shit. BeSt NiGhT eVeR! I don't even know really where to begin. The night started off at Michela's with Me, Jess, Cassandra, Michela, Dominick, Gary, Jeff, Shannon and Jacyln. Got some of the best pictures ever. And everyone look so good! We show up and Jamie Brian and Chuck were all waiting for us. The it all started! The night consisted of me and Jaclyn dancing like wild women and Jeff being like "You guys are freaks" lmao! I had so much fun! The music was awesome and everyone was having such a good time. we all walked around and took dumb pictures and the different decorations. I got the best group shot in front of this big city thing. That's yearbook quality right there!
Afer homecoming we had a  car line going as we went searching for a hotle. We went to 5 fucking places before we found one! Natalie's boyfriend hooked us up. We went to Motel 6 on rt 9 and got three rooms for 55 each. They were actually nice too. lol It ended up being Me, Jess, Shan, Jakki, Michela, Cassandra, Natalie, her date, Brian, Jamie, Domink, Jeff, and Gary! 13 fucking people! insane! And with the 100 dollars worth of alcohol I had J.P hook us up with . . wow crazy! Everyone had so much fun! EW! I did have someone try and ruin my night by calling Gary and trying to come up to our hotel. But I called him up and settled that shit. Don't act like you're 12 and try to ruin my night cause you're jealous me and you are done and I don't give a shit. No big though, once I was like "Just stop it, don't you dare try to ruin my fucking night" he got it and stopped calling me and Gary. I had so much fun though! Everyone went to bed at like 6, I passed out a little earlier though. I was beat lol. Oh and the food we ate, wow! 31 dollars worth of McDonalds. And most of it was from the dollar menu! We had two 20 piece chicken nuggets, 7 fries, 3 double quarter pounders, 1 double cheeseburger, 2 large cokes,  and 2 large sprites. lol fatt asses I know! It was good though! We all woke up around 10 this morning and the rooms were such a mess! We had so much to clean up! But we got it al done! I got home around 12 and now I'm just chillen. I got some stuff to do before I go out. Which I can't wait for!  I hope it goes good again!
But I'm out . . I'll write more later!