| Why is it that when we need life to slow down the most it always picks up the pace and we run frantically after it without ever really catching up? Right now I am trying to decide where to go from here... I was in such a good place.. such a comfortable place... too comfortable I guess. Thats when life snaps you back into reality and throws you the meanest curveball of all. Today reality hit me really hard and I didn't like what it had to say. It left me alone and very empty inside... with feelings that I wasnt meant to recover from any time soon. I lost something so special to me and even though I never admitted it out loud... I regret ever making some of the decisions that I made... I never ever wanted to say that... ever... I live my life with no regrets... until now... Why? Why does it have to all come crumbling down right now? I wish this kind of horrible gut feeling on no one... It's going to be rough the next few weeks... months... however long it takes... I'm not really sure I am up for it. Where do I turn now? I miss you very much MBL... come back to me...I love you |
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| So I graduated today!!! Just thought I'd share that with everyone...
Oh yeah... and I start teaching next Monday... how weird is that?? Be afraid... be very afraid... |
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How stinkin cute are we?? This is me and the one and only, Micah Lawson up at Roadhouse (working very hard if you cant tell). I know I've been slacking on my updating lately but I have been extremely stressed about life in general. But thankfully I have had people in my life, including the one you see above, to help me through the rough days.. Well I need to go get things done but I promise I will work on my updating!!
It's beginning to look a LOT like CHRISTMAS!!!! Get excited!
Until next time... |
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| So... I miss my girls... my volleyball girls that is... I miss our goofy practices and all of my little giggleboxes! I even miss our games and getting our butts kicked by our first and second place teams... oh well! Just wanted all my babies to know that I love them so much and that I havent forgotten them! MUAH! love you all soooo much! |
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|  Abby Sue, Jamie and Me posing for the camera!
Ricky-Hooker
Tyler-Ricky's Pimp
Jereme-Werewolf
Stuart-Doctor
This is all I could fit on here... but you can check out more on my myspace account!
www.myspace.com/ashleymichelle1135
I found out today that I am set to graduate in May. How exciting is that? I am overwhelmed at this point and I have so many emotions going through my head that its almost too much to handle. Things have been going pretty good.. I really can't complain! Anyway... I'll update more on life in general later...
Until next time... |
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