so yeah we broke up in october. sucks ass for reals. i still love him though. a whole lot! 

no other guy can even compare! 

like..that relationship made every other relationship i ever had before him seem like nothing. like. this was so real. like everything doesnt seem worth it or, it wont mean the same without him. i sound dumb but its true. i hope we can be able to be together again someday. someday soon hopefully. waiting really hurts but its alright. maybe itll all pay off in the end. no boyfriend for me. not unless its him! 

so sorry guys, im reserved for
roger danh.

love you cugly, fo eva eva.

so theres this guy i'm really in love with!
he makes me so happy, even when he's not doing anything.
just sitting with him makes me happy!
it's nice to have that one person you care about the most there with u.
just to be there ya know. it makes me feel warm inside, like drinking hot chocolate!
i still get butterflies when i think about him, and it's the best feeling ever.
(haha the image of hot chocolate being poured on butterflies just showed up in my head. oh wow)
but anyways,
i really hope this feeling never goes away! i'm pretty sure it wont though! :)
i really do love you rogieboodanh, i really really do!

hmm!

im almost 18 u guys