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| I cry because i hate myself. I hate mysef because i lost him. I lost him because i made a mistake. I made a mistake because i was stupid. I was stupid because he left. He left because he got high. He got high because hes bad. Hes bad because thats just how he is. Hes how he is because thats just who he is. He is who heis but ill love him no matter what... | | |
| ME AND CHANTEL ARE LIKE BEST FRIENDS NOW!!!! its sooo cool. shes sooo cool. lol we hated eachother before but only becuz we really didnt know eachother. i hung out with her and dylan and al and since shes with al and im with dylan we can hang out in like couples and stuff so thats good and no one will get jealous or anything like she wouldnt get jealous of me and i wouldnt get jealous of her. even tho shes like prettier than me and stuff. im done with Mary and Christine....well not christine cuz she hasnt done anything that bad to me so im not mad at her or anything but im pissed at Mary becuz she acts like she likes me when im with her but when i leave she talks a whole bunch of shit about me. Its fucking stupid. Oh and i mean come on. if she was my friend she wouldnt let dylan cheat on me with her. I love dylan so much. we spent a whole bunch of time together when i was in Michigan. i came bac today. I hope me and dylan last a long time. i love being with him. hes like the love of my life. i couldnt imagine my life without him. I love him the most out of everyone i have ever loved and gone out with. hes so comfortable too! hes not fat tho. hes just comfortable. i didnt imagine him being as skinny as he is. i miss him so much... HES PERFECT IN EVERY WAY!!! omg i could go on and on about him. but i wont. for your sake. lol well ill post later...i think ive said enough for the day. lol LOVE YA CHANTEL!!! (in a friend way lol) and I LOVE YOU DYLAN!!!!!!!! YOUR THE BEST!!!!! (even tho hes not reading this....still i said it anyways) lol. COMMENT ME!!! ttyl ppl. bye!
*Leya | | |
| IM GOING TO MICHIGAN TODAY!!!! yay!!!! i get to see DYLAN!!! AND CHRISTINE!!! AND MARY!!! YAY!!!! | | |
| hey, i havent posted in a while. well ill tell you whats been going on. well for one my ex Thomas is a dumbass becuz he just decided to put alcohol in the fucking piano in the band room. of course he got caught. so hes suspended for the rest of the week. I dont like Chris nemore! woot! lol. Sean got expelled for to many demerits and is going to bougie now. wow life without sean is going to be tough. Anyways, im going to MICHIGAN in 2 days!!!! yay im so fucking excited!!!! Marlk had "family problems" so he wasnt at school for a while and cat missed him alot. so yesterday me and cat were sitting at lunch like ahh i miss Thomas! (me) and cat was like ahh i miss Mark! lol we were sad. lol Taylor tripped yesterday! ha that was so funny.lol i laughed. Brian is strange....he does this frealky thing with his tounge it like slithers like a snake...i was like ahhhh! lol when i say random things he lik tooks around and i was like y are you lookin around? and he was like "i looking for where that came from" ha lol. ok well IM GOING TO MICHIGAN IN 2 DAYS!!!!!!! ya i just had to say that i again. thats how excited i am. lol. ok well im going to go. ill talk to ya'll later.byez!!!!
*Leya* | | |
| This week has been one of the worst weeks of my life...i hate my life so fucking much...first Chris hates me and doesnt ilke me anymore at all...he told me its my fault becuz i waited to long. this always fucking happens to me...right when i like the guy the most its too late...i dont think ill ever be happy...i laugh and shit at school but that doesnt mean im happy...Al doesnt love me anymore...he moved on....now hes got Chantel....Erik moved on....now hes got Alyssa...he never talks to me....The people i really like at school either never liked me or stopped likeing me...im sick of it...this stupid fucking life...ive had about enough...but now i feel selfish becuz there are people out there who have diseases and are sick and want to die becuz they dont want the pain (physical pain) anymore and here i am wanting to die becuz i have 3 or 4 heart breaks....Grrr... Dylan is good to me and everything but i dont kno if hes cheating on me or not becuz im not with him all the time...i mean come on who wouldnt want to cheat on me....everybody has so far except for albert, erik, and Chris...and thomas...thats only a little portion of people who i have gone out with in my life...I love Dylan so much but i just dont kno what to do about the people i like at school....but it will all be worth it when i go bac to Michigan...i hope....i think of it that way when im going out with people who dont live near me...unlike some people i kno....like Al he just thought about how i lived so far away and he couldnt wait to do shit with people....he couldnt think that it would all be worth it when i come bac...but oh well that conflict is over...Ive written to much.....so im going to go....leave me comments if you want to...please.... ok bye......
Leya..... | | |
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