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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

be my friend. i know, i know, i gave in. but i swear it was just so i can talk to xanga-less people. like my lovely cali cousins. i swear  =]
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Plans
By Death Cab for Cutie
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Friday, November 25, 2005

i was looking at mt. egypt's site and this is what they had under info ( i thought it was awesome) :

 

What a miserable day.

He didn't have the decency to return my call.

She let me down.

Little stories we tell ourselves and others, often in the form of complaints.  They are unconciously designed to enhance our always deficient sense of self through being 'right' and making something or someone 'wrong'.  Being 'right' places us in a position of imagined superiority and so strenthens our false sense of self, the ego.  This also creates some kind of enemy: yes, the ego needs enemies to define its boundary, and even the weather can serve that function.

Through habitual mental judgement and emotional contraction, you have a personalized, reactive relationship to people and events in your life.  These are all forms of self-created suffering, but they are not recognized as such because to the ego they are satisfying.  The ego enhances itself through reactivity and conflict.

How simple life would be without those stories.

It is raining.

He did not call.

I was there.  She was not.

-Eckhart Tolle

 

 

 

ohhh how i love mt. egypt<33

i'm gonna sing till there's nothing to hold on to

i'm gonna write till there's nothing inside that's not true

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Perspectives
By Mt. Egypt
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Thursday, November 24, 2005

happy thanksgiving<33

 

 

i felt like i could take this time to write about what i'm thankful for, and have a really deep entry.....

but i'll just put some friends quotes in instead...

 

 

joey:: "oh come on...i want to hear it! it's wouldn't be thanksgiving without chandler bumming us out"

UKpixie 749: more turkey mr chandlerrrrrr

=]

 

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One Plus One Is One
By Badly Drawn Boy
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

ahhhh concert was amazing =]

i heart guster.  i heart matt pond pa, their opener, who does NOT like saying their name. haha. i heart gabriella and jenfay, my concert buddies =]

hmm favorite parts... "i'd like to dedicate this song to (names random sports players on banners). if it were not for them, these four walls would not be standing.(repeats funny last name)"

"are you sweaty? [insert exotic music here lol] i'm seducing you..."

haha they're amazing<3

 

 

erasers impress me everyday - they have a way - of forgetting easily
morning when your better half - has gone out back - and you can't hide what you see
hide the hollows from me
what's there, windows holes intact - behind me lacks the walls for me to breathe
i'm there - i am all around - I am spread out - the wide transparency
hide the hollows from me

i'm not into explaining
the symbol's slight but burning bright
hide the hollows

 

--matt pond pa<3

and what you wish for
won't come true
you aren't surprised, love
are you?
once had this dream
crashed out in oz
not black and white
but where the colors are

--and of course some guster<33

 

 

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Green Fury
By matt pond PA
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Friday, November 11, 2005

JenfayBoombay: can you say i have never been so pumped for a monday

YES I CAN!!! guster in three days <333 with gabriella and jenfay =]

 

hmm i just felt that i should put this in here, because...garden state speaks the truth:::

Largeman: You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your shit that idea of home is gone.

Sam: I still feel at home in my house.
 
Largeman: You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this rite of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for your kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place.

 

 

 

i love this whole thanksgiving break thing. saweet.

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Lost and Gone Forever
By Guster
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