| Thank you God, for this great opportunity.
To share with you, exactly how I feel.
I'm not well, and I think that I should tell you.
That I think I got the raw end of the deal.
Don't get me wrong, cause it's not like I blame you.
Cause sometimes things get crazy on their own.
I'm ashamed of the way I point my finger.
Cause deep down I have reaped what I have sown.
Life is hard, but so is everything.
Give my regards, to a man who cares.
If I succeed, I will save my fellow man.
And if I fail, I'll just stand and stare.
I'm searching this life load.
and I know that you're aware.
That you're a drug to me, a drug within my fear.
But I love you, a junky to your silence.
A wise man who's words I'll never hear.
What to do? I feel as if I'm floating, not aware I'm in control of what I am.
God bless me, take me out of this existence and my role as the sacrificial lamb |
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| ok so i dont come here anymore for whatever reason i dont know why. but i really dont have much to say, im frustrated by just about everything at this point from school to relationships. i know everything is fine and i'll make it through but its just frustrating and pissing me off. i just want my simple life back and i dont care what i need to give up to get it. This is why ppl kill each other. We are living beyond our own means. HOW MUCH LONGER WILL MAN TRY TO DOMESTICATE ITSELF TO A WORLD IT DOESNT BELONG IN!!!!! Things i would love to destroy: money
oil companies
our political system
arragant stupid ppl
murderers
the injustice of good men
unnatural drugs
petty bullshit
populatity
Animal rights activists
Anti gun reps |
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| when the moon is full and the world sleeps
what should the restless mind do but think
think of a better time and place
where the world was less poluted with corruption
and the heart could remain pure and unscaved
but alas this would be a dream as it is
this world will never be the same
never be how it should
but i will still be happy
the heavens above watching my every move
and a pure heart to love and confide in
i will spend the rest of my life content and happy
for the love of friends family, God and soulmate
are the only key to sanity and happyness i will ever need |
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| Tell me what it is I'm meant to do
I've fallen to my knees
I shed away my tears
And lost my destiny
Im kneeling in the sun
My hands held to the sky
I can not ask the question
But still i wonder why
Theres so much pain
And so much more
Theres so much hate
I can't take no more
Wont you come and take me
To another time
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| I'm Only falling through the cracks
I'm Only loosing my will to live
I'm Only broken and beaten down
I'm Only I'M ONLY |
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