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Name: Therese(aim:ipnayluvinui)
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 2/12/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Going to Church to Praise the lord,SLY,chillin with the homies, swimming( for MILLIKAN RAMS), listening to music, shopping, eating, thinking, going on line, talkin on the fone,singing! RUFIO, ALL AMERICAN REJECTS, HOOBSTANK, STORY OF THE YEAR, THREE DAYS GRACE, BLINK 182, NEW FOUND GLORY, TAKING BACK SUNDAY..
Expertise: Swimming, if u need lessons..hit mee up..or if u needa be saved hit mee up hahah! Being a shoulder to lean on, some one to laugh with, makn someone smile!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  ipnayluvinui
Member Since:
5/25/2003
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| speaking the truth day by dayblaaaaaaaaah....
I start spring semester a week from today. I'm partially ready to go, only because I find myself getting bored at home when I don't have to worry about homework, tests, projects, and all the tedious college work. However, I'm still stuck in the mode of sleeping in , eating a late breakfast, going out with my friends and doing whatever. Oh , thats going to be difficult to break when school starts.
I can say that this winter break has it's ups and downs. I expected too much of it, hoping it would be one of the bests winter breaks. Vegas trip for Teena's was a bit of a let down. Half of the group were already 21 and half of the group were under age . What kinda of dissappointed me was that we as groups planned our own agendas during our stay in vegas. Which defeated the whole purpose of going as a group because most of the time we had our own things to do. Lessoned learned, for better enjoyment ( is that even a word?) you should go to vegas at the age of 21 with 21 year olds haha.
My trip to Fairfield/San Fran with my parents made up for vegas. Quality time with the family is always the best. But don't get me wrong, I always have a good time with my friends :). The drive to SF was not to bad at all. I love driving my dad's forrester, so smooth you can't even tell you're going 100. Sorry dad, I couldn't help but speed haha. The first night, Abby took me to watch Atonement. The best movie ever. Maybe because my favorite actress Keira Knightly played the leading lady and her leading man was quite a prince charming. ( how corny) I liked this movie so much because it depicted reality. Life is tragic sometimes, happy endings aren't always certain. Love is so close, but yet so far which made the movie so tragic. The second day, Abby's family and my family took a trip to SF. Finally bought a jacket from H&M, the most expensive store but yet with the best sale prices :). Then we drove to the Golden Gate Bridge, perfect place and time to see the beautiful sunset. I would not mind moving up to SF, despite the high cost of living. If I make enough once I graduate as a Soc major, I think SF would be the first place I would want to move out to. It would be my escape.
Escaping, as in refreshing, adapting to something new, something that I could grow on my own. I think I'm too dependent here, Long Beach is a great place, but at the same time, I think Long Beach is filthy. At this time in my life, I'm realizing alot of things. I 'm getting tired of caring for people that don't even listen to what I have to say and what I have to offer as a friend. But then again, I'm at that age where I am old enough to make my own choices. So why not let others make their own and learn from them? Is it selfish for me to leave people be and just move on with my own life, to surround myself with people with the same values, goals, ambitions, and most importantly people with positivity and faith. I can't handle it anymore, I can't surround myself around people that can't help themselves, that resort to self mutilating things, I'm tired of people that don't see that I'm really trying to care for them, I'm really tired just being there and feeling useless because nothing else will get better.
Am I being selfish? Or am I'm just ready to take out that dump that has been slowing me down , that has been making me misrable? Yup, thats the truth. I just want people to leave me BE , as I leave them BE.
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| WTF
WOW
I CANNOT BELIEVE its been 4 years since i've touched this thingggggggggggg.
wow.
maybe i should start this up again?
lets just say alot of things have changed in my life. I was a very religious person....
and now ...
I just don't know anymore...
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| Ave Maria! New Yrs is on its way. I praise and thank the Lord for
letting me live 16 years so far and more to come i hope hehe. 2004 has
been another blessed year with all the adversities, joys, laughter,
sorrows, and new experiences. I've realized that year is the year where
i ve grown in my faith completely. I'm learning to find my self
with the lord first and foremost. He's the only one that can fill my
heart with true love. I cannot find any other love that will fulfuill
of my every need.
This year I've made so many goals, but half i failed to do . I hope this year is much better especially with the new goals i will make..........
So long 2004, 2005 i am ready!
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| Thank GOD its FRIDAY..
I am ready for Christmas and New Years yes...ready to start off fresh again.
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