God is real......Beautiful Surprise!
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Original: 6/8/2005 11:45 PM
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

 GRATEFUL: birthday & life!


...in 15 minutes...
happy birthday!!!

may you have a wonderful birthday and a very blessed year!
keep on praying b/c God will not fail to answer your prayers.


so life has been hectic, boring, stressful, sad, happy, thankful, etc all at once. i never knew i could ever feel all these emotions all at once. the break up really opened up my eyes to so many different things. ive already come to the realization that it happened for the best. im grateful. so, over the past week, i have made a million and a half life-changing decisions.

i have been:
-spending more time with family
-praying/reading my bible and actually applying what ive learned
-thinking more positively (no more prejudging and swearing)
-going to next wk's bible study meeting
-determined to meet nice Christian people and hopefully marry a nice, loving, honest, faithful Christian guy a few years down the road!
-dropping the party-animal in me at the zoo
-realize i can't hide my pain behind partying and drinking anymore
-i've always known i can lean on God during good/bad times, but im applying it more now than i ever have
-i promised to share the Word more b/c ive broken that promise 1 too many times
-AND not to hate even those who have done me wrong

hmm, so much more. i have a headache and i cant think. im goin to bed, but before i end this.... here's a very helpful verse:

Psalms 46:1
God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.
 Posted 6/8/2005 11:45 PM - 10 views - 17 comments

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no more partying? but i'm not 21 yet!!!!!

things are lookin better for u. i guess it doesnt help that im never home..? but oh well, go to the gym w/me in the morning--if i can get up!

bebot--ohhh. got it. ok. thanks. nite!

Posted 6/9/2005 12:13 AM by xmaterialgrlx - reply

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you know? i hated living in tampa for 2 reasons:

1. i didnt know anyone here

2. you know this one =)

but ever since i met you, things have brighten up. I actually dont mind living here now. im really glad that our paths crossed eachother and that i got a chance to meet one awesome person. im glad that i can call you my friend. even though we havent known eachother that long, just remember. im always here for you...

small things like, giving a shoutout on xanga, mean a lot to me.

thanks for everything mae... luv yah!

Posted 6/9/2005 12:14 AM by Tollz - reply

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Wow Mae, that's pretty impressive. Those are some pretty powerful & eye-opening statements. I'm so glad for some of the extremely important decisions you are making, it's very touching & more importantly, im blessed, really. It's so awesome to see you proclaim what's important in your life. There's no doubt God will honor what your heart desires in accordance to His will. It's amazing how growing up & really taking the time to know Him makes a difference in once life. You begin to find your real purpose. Have you read "The Purpose-Driven Life"? Thank you for sharing.

Gracejoy
Posted 6/9/2005 12:47 AM by happygj - reply

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hey sweetie.. i think its great what ur doing with ur life.. preach on sista!! .. anyhow.. its been foreva since we've seen each other so i hope all is well, take care my darling
Posted 6/9/2005 1:03 AM by camgerl22 - reply

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aw dang girl, preach on!

actually,  ever since da break up and me and matthieu... i've been spending so much more time with my family and friends.... there's still a missing piece in my life... but right now, just live for da moment and definitely... keep busy busy... muahz!

Posted 6/9/2005 5:27 AM by smile_4_maiey - reply

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sinong bday? Oliver?
Posted 6/9/2005 6:39 AM by Altruistic180 - reply

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That's Awesome Mae.I know it's hard to live your life to the fullest for God, but you're in the right path.....oh yeah...when are you all coming here...we can all catch up like Dennis said. :)

Posted 6/9/2005 8:13 AM by mahalin - reply

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i love that verse too, that's how if found the other one. sounds like things are on the up =) i miss ya girl, come visit me in orlando soon
Posted 6/9/2005 8:38 AM by liney79 - reply

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I'm so happp for you hun! That's great that you're trying to build your relationship back up with God. Always know that you have a friend (more importantly a sister in Christ) in me. Hey, if you're in Orlando on Friday we're having an "Ask Anything" Happy Hour (non-alcoholic) fellowship at KD's place. It should be a lot of fun. We're having a lot of events throughout the summer so hopefully you can make it out to at least one of them. Call me & I'll tell you more about it.
Posted 6/9/2005 9:02 AM by Sampaguita23 - reply

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nope, Reza was just the name of the restaurant =)

Posted 6/9/2005 10:33 PM by katbaybee - reply

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aye  did u bake the cookies? or did u eat the baked cookies? yeah im not no christian but finding refuge in a religion will always save u, but yeah (determined to meet nice Christian people) wow sounds like someone is not an equal opportunity employer!haha just joking im buddhist ` i didnt say im better but im different =)
Posted 6/10/2005 4:17 AM by pherensik - reply

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in the words of yourself... "mmm hmm amen!" hehe ...i know how you feel...must be this quarter life crisis...newhoot...keep on ...keepin on..and when your intown..lets hang! you always have a place to stay at my place =) and im sure ill be in tampa someday soon!
Posted 6/10/2005 10:02 AM by surina - reply

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Hello there neighbor!! Feel free to come visit after July 12th!! I'll fatten you up!! *hugs*
Posted 6/10/2005 5:14 PM by jade_kimlinda - reply

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hey beautiful! how have u been?? religion definitely makes one feel better... u can overcome anything... don't think 2 much! take care!
Posted 6/10/2005 11:39 PM by LiTeShOwDiVa - reply

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girl u look like ur glowing! so beautiful! im glad ur finding ur peace of mind =) i love ya! thanks for the new car congrats..xoxo

Posted 6/11/2005 12:27 PM by SmellyJuneli - reply

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muah! good for you hotness! =) miss u woman!
Posted 6/12/2005 10:14 AM by MoComplexPinay - reply

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WHATS UP CUZ how you doing? ^_^ Good to see you again. So how did you all do in G'ville tell me all about it ^_~ take care cuz, lubbers
Posted 6/13/2005 3:04 PM by Germnation - reply


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