| hey everybody, i hope all is doing well. to start off i want to understand something that i either just dont get or that it doesnt make any sense to anyone on earth. why is it that when you have a friend, they have to make your life miserable because their life is miserable. i mean if they are your friend, and truley your friend, they will find happiness in the same things you do. for instance, if you make a good grade then they should be happy for you, not bitch because they didnt, or if you have found true love they should be happy for you and if they have they have found true love and you havent they dont throw it up in your face. i dont understand why our "friends" do this, and as i have gotten older i have learned that you really have to start putting who you call your friends 'in check' every now and then. the real problem arises when you have what you call a "best friend" that you have to put 'in check' because if your calling them your best friend (like i do), you shouldnt have to do this at all...this is not intended to be targeted at anyone in particular so if your my friend dont take this personally, this was something that i have heard from people and to some extent experienced myself. if anyone reading this has logicaland sesible answer to why people who are miserable make others around them miserable please, all coments are welcome.
so, ive been going to bodypump for about 2 months. i havent lost hardly any weight per say (maybe 3-4lbs) but i have lost inches. i dont know how many inches but lets say that im wearing the same jeans that i was wearing when i was about 30lbs lighter. i want to lose weight but i know that im heading in that direction. i have started a diet today (thanks cass) where i eat only 1000cal. a day. before i went and exercised and ate what ever i wanted but i think, well i know, that i will lose the weight faster without doing it unhealthy. this is my goal and i hope with help from friends (cass) ill be able to achieve the weight that i want to lose. once i do that i can be like one of the girls at bobypump i know and just go to the gym to maintain.
school is going good so far. i have my first test of the semester on friday and its in my 'life of Christ' class. it should be easy, since the study guide wasnt that hard to fill out. the great thing about one of my classes is that there are no tests in there, all we do is write responses to handouts we are given and then we have 2 major papers due later. it is a good class but what we are going over now im having a hard time understanding so i hope its over soon, it makes my head hurt. scuba class is awesome. we have our fisrt night of pool work on sunday and let me tell you, when your body naturally tells you that you cant breathe underwater its hard to convice it otherwise. i had, i think, a hard time with that because i had to concentrate so hard on breathing with the regulator. one time we had to go under and take our mask off and just sit on the bottom of the pool and breath, what was hard about that is your mask covers your nose so if you forget to breath through your mouth you can take a small breathe through your nose. we had to do that for about 50sec which isnt a long time till its your turn. but after we perfromed all the skills we got to go to the deep end of the pool (about 15ft deep) and just swim around, that was great. the whole time i was down there i didnt think about breathing, i just did it and that was so great...cant wait till the next pool session but i really cant wait till we go to heber. ethics class sucks, there are so many paople in that class that believe that everything is black and white. that just isnt true. it only seems that way until they have a major problem in their life that causes them to think in shades of grey. the rest of my classes are fine, nothing special to talk about.
i have decide that im not going to have time to even be half-active in TriKappa this year which is sad because i really wanted to go out and do more my senior year. i dont know i guess i just need to get in touch with charolote(i think i spelled it right?) and see what the schedule is like after september. im not as busy after then because my scuba class will be over then and that will free up alot of time
i have also decided, i think, not to join HCJA. that is the Harding Criminal Justice Association because we are no longer nationally regonized and from what was said in the meeting i think that we are going to be losing some of the professionalism that i think should still be included. i get the feeling that its gonna be too much like a social club instead of a professional organization where people of the same major can get together and discuss things of that nature...but who knows...not me.
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