Oh [MY] Goodness.

This weekend was absolutely amazing. In every aspect.

KU won. 59-58. It was very VERY exciting. I had

the time of my life.

I had so very much fun... with the boy... who's name is Taylor. 

Sometimes... I feel very lucky. With all that I am blessed with. I'm so glad that I've found a boy. Who treats me so wonderfully.  But not only that. I'm so glad... that this boy's family loves me. And treats me equally as wonderful as he does. It makes me feel... like I'm accepted. Into someone's family. And it's almost like... they're my family?

So um... OH! I finally received my dress! 30 minutes before I left on Friday! It's so Pretty!

 But it's real big right now, so I'll be getting it

 altered sometime soon.

Well. I love [you]. Goodnight.<3.

xo.

Lawrence tomorrow! Yes!

And who gets their prom dress tomorrow? I sure do! Hooray!

I love you guys! Be safe this weekend!

xo.

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Everyone hates me.

Even the old ladies that came into work today. They hate me. They made me cry.

He hates me. I am an awful person for how I treat him. I hung up on him. Because he was "busy". I wish I could find someone who wasn't too busy for me. That's okay though. I'm being [selfish.]

I don't feel good. Something is wrong... again.

My dad hates me. He told me so. "You are a selfish, uncaring, [insert some other word that I don't even know the meaning of{here}.] little brat. Ok. First of all. I'm not a "brat". Because if I were a brat, then I'd be spoiled. And clearly, I am not spoiled. Second of all, I am not uncaring. I am probably the most caring person I know. But whatever. I admit that I'm selfish sometimes. Who isn't? That's just something I can't control all the time, even though I try to.

I'm going to Lawrence this weekend... with the boy I love... and his family... unless he hates me by then... then I wouldn't want to ruin his time. KU/OU game. Should be fun. 

--New--!

So... I ordered my prom dress Sunday! Here it is yo.

xo.!

It's been a while...

So. Things that have happened lately...

I got asked to Prom.

GC lost to Great Bend.

I lost some friends.

I made some friends.=)

My dog has Pneumonia, and it's sad.

I love Music.

I've developed a new fetish with filing my nails and painting them clear.

I organized my closet... again.

I organized my sock drawer... again.

I even organized my dirty clothes basket...

I guess I'm really bored right now.

Today, I burned 13 CD's to my computer.

I have a reoccurring dream about my prom dress.

I ate Taco Bell today.

Work sucked.

Blah.

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So anyway... just some song lyrics that I enjoy:

*Because we're what you want to solve all your problems for tonight Because you're just so rock 'n' roll.

*Though it seems like every time I get a little bit closer, To what I want I land further away from where and when I was a little bit younger.

*I've got big, big plans, and they've got to mean something more than just once.

*You're making a small change, to the way that you wear your heart.

*The sunlight is overwhelming the scene that's composed of you and me in our finest moment.

*I can name all 50 states, 48 get in the way, From me being next to you.

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Well, I'll keep you all in my prayers, don't think I've forgotten about you. <3.!

xo.

So..... It's 2006. Woohoo.

My parents wouldn't let me stay out late... so here I am. But that's okay, I guess it's not that bad.

Sometimes... when I think about *[something]*... my heart does something strange. It like... floats and stuff. Or that's what it feels like, anyway.

I miss you...

FERN GULLY is amazing. Everyone, go watch it. Now.

[[I wish you weren't always in my head.... overpowering my every thought... swarming my mind with neverending, powerful love... filling every millimeter of my soul/heart/mind with thoughts of happiness that don't allow me to think about anything else but you... ]]

And yet... I love it. I love everything about you.

I love the way you do that stupid, adorable flicking thing with your hair.I love the way you talk to me like a little kid.I love the way you watch annoying little kid movies with me.I love how you always let me win our races up the stairs.I love how your precious kitten kills things and then brings them to the porch, and then he's an angel to me and loves me.I love it when you tell me I'm pretty even though only my mother and my grandmother do.I love your pants.I love it that you never give up on me or yourself.I love it when your friends call, you tell them you'll call them back later because you're with me.I love it how you somehow managed to get me to put your name on my mirror in lipstick, even though I have never put anyones name on my mirror, let alone in LIPSTICK.I love it when you tell me you love me...

...and I love it even more when it makes my heart do the [strange floating thing]...

xo.