happy new year everyone.

i had a fun new years last night.  i drank a whole bottle of champagne, & i danced a lot.  I am the worst dancer ever, but th drunker i get the better i think im dancing, haha! once i get my room back im going to make a habit of dancing in front of the mirror for a half hour a day, so i can improve.

i went on a date last night.  he seemed really nice, but conversation was a little awkward. i think he might be too conservative for me, ha!  but the americano expressoat international delights is wonderful.  now im craving one

so im going to count  the calories from food i got yesterday. i realize the chamapagne was probabluy 1 million cals, but i dont usually get blitzed so we wont count that.  im down to 159 on my home scale!

2 pickle spears- 10 calories

1 hard boiled egg- 13 calories

spinach and mushroom salad with rasberry vinegarette dressing- 85

baked potato with very little sour cream, bacon, and cheese-  316

steamed broccoli and cauliflower with cheeese- 100

dominoes pizza (1.5 slices) and 3 breadsticks- 640

total- 1164 eh

I think the reason I didn't get an abortion when I got pregnant was the humiliation of having to go and actually get one.  I couldn't imagine that kind of shame.  It certainly wasn't because I wanted to be a mother, or becasue I felt like i would be doing anything wrong. i don't know why we as women feel so much shame about the things we do with our own bodies.