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I ALS0O MiiSS AAMER, BUH SINCE HESZ A LiiL KiiD CAN`T WRiiTE HiM A MSG JHU N0O..HEHE...I  HIM!!!


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[Talking]
Talking Ma
I know the Situation is Personal
But it something that has to be told
As I was making this beat
You was all I could think about you heard my voice

[Verse 1]
Yeah Just think Just Think
What if you could Just
Just blink your self away..
Just Just wait just pause for a second
Let me plead my case
It's the late 70's Huh
You Seventeen huh
And having me that will ruin everything huh
It's alot of angels waiting on their wings
You see me in your sleep so you cant kill your dreams
300 Dollars thats the price of living what?
Mommy I dont like this clinic
Hopefully you'll make the right decision
And dont go through with the Knife incision
But it's hard to make the right move
When you in high school
How you have to work all day and take night school
Hopping off da bus when the rain is pouring
What you want morning sickness or the sickness of mourning

[Chorus]
I'll Always Be a part of you
Trust Your Soul Know it's always true
If I Could Talk I'd Say To You
CAN I LIVE
CAN I LIVE
I'll Always Be a part of you
Trust Your Soul Know it's always true
If I Could Talk I'd Say To You
CAN I LIVE
CAN I LIVE

[Verse 2]
I am a child of the king
Ain't no need to go fear me
And I see the flowing tears so know that you hear me
When I move in your womb that's me being scary
Cause who knows what my future holds
Yo the truth be told you ain't told a soul
Yo you ain't even showing I'm just 2 months old
Through your clothes try to hide me deny me
Went up 3 sizes
Your pride got you lying saying ain't nothing but a migraine
It ain't surprising you not trying to be in Wic food lines
Your friends will look at you funny but look at you mommy
That's a life inside you look at your tummy
What is becoming ma I am Oprah bound
You can tell he's a star from the Ultrasound
Our Sprits Connected Doors Open Now
Nothing But Love And Respect Thanks For Holding Me Down She Let Me Live...

[Chorus]
I'll Always Be a part of you
Trust Your Soul Know it's always true
If I Could Talk I'd Say To You
CAN I LIVE
CAN I LIVE
I'll Always Be apart of you
Trust Your Soul Know it's always true
If I Could Talk I'd Say To You
CAN I LIVE
CAN I LIVE
[Repeat 2]

[Nick Talking]

It's uplifting foreal yall
I ain't passing no judgement
Ain't making no decisions
I am just telling ya'll my story
I love life
I love my mother for giving me life
We all need to appreciate life
A strong woman that had to make a sacrifice
Thanks for listening
Thanks for listening
Mama thanks for listening

iiGHT GUYSZ ii`M 0OUT ii`LL UPDATEE S0ON!!...ii`M G0ONNA MiiSS MY D0ORKSZ S0O0O0O0O0O0O MUCH!!!...iiTSZ G0ONA BE S0O L0ONELY WiiTH0OUT Y0OU GUYSZ!!...BYEE BYEEE...
~WUN

I MISS CHAANDNI AkA C-DAWG ALREADY!!!

summersz gOin greaT! itsz madd funn...wun of da weddings jusz finishedd it was hella funn! i wish there were more partiess like dat!....n now theres this otha weddin cummin up...so ima hOpe ta have fun again.. :o)...well we tOok a buncha picszz buh i promised sumwun i wudnt put them up so i wont *cough*...c-dawg...*cough*..lOls i lubber tha gurll n ima miss her like crazii!!...

ekusz hea from london from da past like 3 weeksz n now chandnisz oda cuszins r here..so i hOpe we'll have funn...itsz jusz like ma second fam righh there im like wit them erri day :-p...

well newaiiz guyszz im outt take careee ~wun~

*gUnz

wassupp im boredd!
 CURRENT ..
>+. mood :: sleepy n bOredd
>+. music :: nOtin
>+. taste :: orbit gum
>+. hair :: totally messed up
>+. smell :: ma rooms??
>+. thing I ought to be doing :: sleepin
>+. desktop  picture :: JOHN ABRAHAM
>+. favorite  band :: im nt a band person.... 
>+. cd in stereo :: jay sean cd :o)
>+. crush :: shh, daaz aa secrett
>+. hate :: nobodyy

>. . | | . DO YOU . | | . .
>+. smoke? ::  nO n neva plan too
>+. have a dream that keeps coming back?  :: yea...itsz madd weirdded outt
>+. read the newspaper?  :: sumtymesz
>+. believe it's possible to remain  faithful forever? :: noPe
>+. consider yourself tolerant of others?  :: yea, usually
>+ have a favorite candy? :: anythingg chocolaate fa mee.
>+.  believe in astrology? :: suree.
>+. believe in magic? :: naa, daaz jus illusionzz 
>+. know how to play poker? :: sortaa'iish.
>+. have any pets? :: nope
>+. go to or plan to go to college? : yehah.
>+. have any piercings? :: yupppp 2 in eachh ear..plannin fo mo asap
>+. have  any tattoos? :: nOpe..buh i wants wun..lol
>+. have a secret crush?:: naw 
>+. care about looks? ::  yeahh,bt doesnt erriwun??
>+. have any disorders? :: uhmm no??lols

>. . | | . LAST THING YOU . | | . .
>+. bought :: starbux frapachinoo lols
>+. ate :: yogurt
>+.  drank :: waterrr

>. . | | . EITHER * OR . | | . .
>+. club or  houseparty ::clubb.
>+. drinks or shots :: shots.
>+. cats or dogs  :: dOg
>+. pen or pencil :: pen
>+.  gloves or mittens :: Gloves.
>+. food or candy :: u kno i luv both, loll
>+. cassette or cd  :: cDz...cassets are soo old fashioned..lols
>+. coke or pepsi :: pepsi!!!
>+. spontaneous or plain? :: spontaneous a durr!?

>. . | | . LAST PERSON YOU . | | . .
>+. saw  :: mah brOda`
>+. laughed at :: dAd lolss
>+. hugged :: mama
>+. instant messaged  ::sugouri

>. . | | . WHERE DO YOU . | | . .
>+. eat  :: where dnt i eat yo?
>+. sing :: showerr
>+. wish you were :: wiid john abraham's sexxi self

>. . | | . HAVE YOU EVER . | | . .
>+. drank  alcohol? :: yeahh
>+. done drugs? :: nOpe n dun plan too
>+. broken the law?  :: yeah...hasnt like erriwun
>+. run away from home? :: naw dun gots da gutzz too
>+. broken a bone? :: na
>+. played Truth Or Dare? :: yepp..lols
>+. kissed someone you didn't know? :: who me?? i dnt thiink so
>+. been in a fight? :: duhh, every day yo

>. . | | . WHAT IS . | | . .
your favorite thing for breakfast? :: panneEeeeeR
>+. your favorite restaurant?  :: ne indian chinese cusine
>+. on your bedside table? ::  ma rooms gettin redone so i dun gotz a side table lOls
>+. your biggest fear? :: bugsz!...n i guess dieing alonee?
>+. the feature are you most insecure about? :: ma bodyy!!!!!

>. . | | . RANDOM . | | . .
>+. when is your  birthday? ::  march 17...im irish lols no jK
>+. what do you carry with you at all times? :: cell, money, camera
>+.  how do you drive? :: a good speeddd
>+. are you happy with your given name?  :: yea i lOve it
>+. what color is your bedroom? :: purpleee! (it used to b green a month ago...yuckk!)

dRop sOmeee...byyyyeeezz!
*mwaz