THE END

Well xanga folks it's been a long ride and a long fight to stay intrested. I don't know what else I could say.

This is my last post. I will be on myspace for now on. I tired to give xanga a chance and that maybe people would respond to my post and it did. I never that my post on xanga could change peoples lives and at a time people have done things, bought things just because I said it. Lately I feel like it's all been going down hill.. No one reads my posts. I never thought I would turn to myspace when everyone else has I laugh at myself because in the past post I made fun of it. My friend told me you got to be where it's hot and where you will get exposed. When I mention xanga to people they don't know what I'm talking about.

So with that ... folks I love all of you. I will be watching my xanga for a week or two then after that I'm gone.

If you need to reach me and if your one of my xanga friends that love hearing from me then below here is how you reach me.

www.myspace.com/jadejock

With all my love folks...... goodbye.

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Fair Canceled

Sorry folks I was planning to go to the fair but my boyfriend isn't feeling well my roommate doesn't want to go my friend doesn't have any money. So I think it's a sign lol I dont mind going by myself but I wouldnt' feel right leaving my b/f at home sick.

I want to be around if he needs me.

Maybe next year if I'm living in Oklahoma

Modeling update disappointment.

I went to the modeling audition today and I excelled everything she threw at me people were just starring at me the whole time I was there. The walk, commercials, Ect. She told me to come later today at 2:15 pm. And she said since you dont have and major commercial print experience we need to get you in these classes. I was told by so many people dont go to a class go to an agency. I truly dont know what do to. She said I will pay $100 a month and the classes are 1 day a week and 4 hours a day. I would like to do it just because it will give me more experience in that field but I dont feel that I should pay that much to get into it. If Im wrong someone let me know. Im not going to let this get me down. If she wants me so bad why didnt she pay for me?

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Hey guys I’m so excited I have my first appointment with Casablanca’s modeling agency this Saturday and my roommate got hired on at the cheesecake factory I heard it was good food. And last night I took some picture of my boyfriend John to add to his my space there were some really good shots of him. So I’m so busy I was suppose to be at the gym 1 hour ago sooo running late but that’s the update love ya!

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Sauce or No Sauce that is the question!

Why is it when ever I go to taco bell when I have one item they get me 50 packs of sauce and when I have a like 4 items they get me like one or two packs? I know this is like a random thought but it’s the small things that bug me sometimes.

Is our tax dollor going toward sauce lol?

I’m doing great my boyfriend, and I Daniel and Whitney Paige went out and paint the town gay. There we ate at Bourbon street café. Which followed a $101.01 totally after eating lavish. Later we went to Diquiri zone and and drank. After that we went home and watch some movies it was so much fun.

For the first time in my life I’m happy. I’m not worried about anything. If I need anything he will get it for me and vice versa.

My modeling thing is running slow because there is litterally lot of bills I need to pay and no time or money for a photoshoot.

The time will come for that.Jon wants me do drag again I never dated anyone that support me for that it’s so werid but I love it. I am getting things prepared and I am going to make a comeback in a big way I have some ideas but like everything else in my life it’s going to take time.

This is my and my b/f Jon (Last night at before we dined)