I'm feeling much better than i was in the previous entry. I swear, reading that i feel like a different person. I think it's because I have been very busy the past week and very social. But I guess this proves what i said in my last entry write, my mood really does depend on how much I am doing. I need to learn to be okay by myself.
I'm reading this book called 'eat, pray, love' and it is all about this woman finding her inner-self and finding God in her life. It talks about meditation and self control and things like that, and i was thinking about  superficial and material things i depend on in my life. (like the computer i am on right now, for instance ) Next weekend is homecoming, so I am thinking that i will practice my new found 'asceticism' ( self denial) this week. So no food till homecoming.







Alice came to a fork in the road,
"Which road do I take?" she asked
"Where do you want to go?" responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know." Alice answered.
"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."-Alice in Wonderland

We must blend into the choir
Sing as static with the whole
We must memorize nine numbers and deny we have a soul
And in this endless race for property and privilege to be won
We must run, we must run, we must run- bright eyes