Happy New Year, except right now its exactly 12:00 on monday morning so
its not the holiday anymore. Oh well. My new years eve was
really great even if I had a change of plans at last minute.
Sarah and I were suppose to go down to school and go to a party w/ a
bunch of friends from school but something came up and we ended up
staying in town. My brother Mike was suppose to go down w/ his
g/f and a bunch of friends but she had a last minute basketball
conflict so thier plans got cancelled as well. We were amused and
my dad loved it that we were all home. So he went to the
store and got stuff for dinner and sarah and my brothers g/f came over
and it was us and my family hanging out drinking and playing
board games. I had a lot of fun =) I like spending time w/
the family like we did last night. We got a lil drunk (the kids
anyway) but nothing too bad. I guess that's all I have to say for
the moment. Im going down to school tom. night and ill be there
til thursday morning. I have to teach on tues and thurs
morning. I dont wanna go back b/c im going to be all alone and
really bored but I get to set up my ipod =) which im hella excited
about.
Someone mentioned this song and I used to love it and now its my song
of the moment and I'm posting the lyrics b/c I relate.
Family Portrait by Pink
Uh, uh, some deep shit, uh, uh
Momma
please stop cryin, I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful and its tearin' me down
I hear glasses breakin as I sit up in my bed
I told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you
said
You
fight about money, bout me and my brother
And this I come home to, this is my shelter
It ain't easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, you'll see
I don't want love to destroy me like it has done
my family
Can
we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave
Daddy
please stop yellin, I can't stand the sound
Make
mama stop cryin, cuz I need you around
My mama she loves you, no matter what she says
its true
I know that she hurts you, but remember I love
you, too
I
ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away
Don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have
no choice, no way
It ain't easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, well I've seen
I don't want love to destroy me like it did my
family
Can
we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave
In
our family portrait, we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, let's act like it comes
naturally
I don't wanna have to split the holidays
I don't want two addresses
I don't want a step-brother anyways
And I don't want my mom to have to change her
last name
In
our family portrait we look pretty happy
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally
In
our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
(I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do
anything)
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend act and like it comes so
naturally
(I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave)
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
(I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave)
Daddy
don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Turn around please
Remember that the night you left you took my
shining star?
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone
Mom
will be nicer
I'll be so much better, I'll tell my brother
Oh, I won't spill the milk at dinner
I'll be so much better, I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night
| 
we shall see. School
work is getting heavier but not so much harder. The edu program
just requires a lot of 1-2 hour classes that make us do soo much work
but its busy work thats time consuming, but not hard. Not quite
sure if thats a good thing but oh well. 
