freewillconfessions......Random Meanderings of the Head and Heart
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
 
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Always Changing Roles

During our LifeGroup gathering last night M. Lenert led us in a discussion regarding "OUR CALLING".  We discussed how calling was different from career, but that our careers could reflect our calling.  We discussed how we have these inherent longings/interests/passions within each of us, sometimes even from early childhood, wanting to be fulfilled.  These are sometimes even obscured by our parents wishes for us, or the track they might have us on. 

B. Hoover added that in times past she mistakenly took her sense of calling from whatever role she found herself playing out at the time; roles like wife, mother, manager, pastor's wife, etc., but that she is looking more to who she IS, rather than what she DOES to figure out her calling.

We had a time of prayer afterward that God would indeed lead us each according to his dreams for our lives, and help us discover and be commissioned to fulfill our calling.  During this prayer time T. Herren described a scene running through her head during prayer.

It was a panorama of a battlefield, with some on the front lines fighting, but with many others doing various and a sundry tasks to support those on the front.  Some made ammo, some transported various supplies, some cared for the wounded, etc.  Additionally, roles changed, with some behind the lines going to the front, and those on the front lines coming back to fill various supply roles.  So no one took their sense of calling from what they were currently doing, because what they were doing could change; but all were soldiers nonetheless.

This perspective was helpful for all of us, as we all participate in a very production oriented culture, especially here in the big city. 

My sense of calling goes back to when I was 21 years of age, sleeping on a garage floor in east New Orleans, and trying to build relationships nightly in the French Quarter.  I had gotten to know a lot of the street people, prostitutes, and dancers from the clubs in the Quarter since me and some colleagues were there nightly for months on end.  My head was reeling from all that I had been learning on the streets and from the bible, simultaneously.  I knew one thing for certain - that all I was learning in scripture had vast implications for me and every person I was attempting to share the gospel with...........................................and I still do. 

That sense of being called to affect others with the truths,  implications, and applications of scripture has never left me, no matter what roles I have played since then, whether husband, father, employee, manager, employer, LifeGroup leader, pastoral council member, cluster leader, or pastor.

So, what calling is always with you, compelling you to do things differently, stirring your passion for God and others in whatever roles you find yourself in?

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Thanks for an excellent post. I love that I get to recognize the names you mentioned. So glad to know when old friends are still "doing the stuff" as we used to call it.
My calling is kids. It was the same in high school, it was the same as an elementary teacher, now it is the same as a mother and wanna be head mistress of a school in West Africa. :) God keeps saying "I made your heart to minister to kids."
Posted 11/16/2007 8:34 AM by hopiejo - reply

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Wow, D, talk about an all-star home group. So why is your group hogging so much of the talent and maturity? I puzzled over your question for several minutes and came to this conclusion: I am called to walk with God and be radically obedient in the moment. "Special ops" if you will. (I am wired with the ability to do that, but much of the wiring is frayed, burned, and misrouted, and God is doing repairs, testing, and reprogramming all at the same time). So last week Stephanie and I went to Living Waters training at Desert Stream so we could lead Living Waters at the Refinery Vineyard in Baytown. What escapes me is exactly how God is going to use this to draw me closer to being a rock star.
Posted 11/16/2007 9:14 AM by missionary2america - reply

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Prayer.  Prayer, prayer, prayer.  It just keeps growing!  Like YEAST dough!!!
Posted 11/16/2007 12:15 PM by LovelyLioness - reply

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I don't have a calling.
Posted 11/17/2007 12:51 AM by thekingofnonomia - reply

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thekingofnonomia, you're calling is that of a closet buckaroo. But I'm bound and determined to bring you into the light of day!
Posted 11/17/2007 10:20 PM by dgausepohl - reply

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David I was remembering when you were our life group leader and you asked us what was our life verse.  At the time I thought, "My what???" You brought up some great discussion.  Was at Carolyn Wahl's house last night and we were looking at a scrapbook and got to see an old David G picture.  How fun was that?  (Of course Brewster's picture was even more of a shock).  Thanks for sharing and thanks for leading. 
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Speaking of Life Verse... I like that.  When I was a kid, in AWANA (a kids' club that many churches run), my favorite verse for some reason was: 1 Peter 2:24 - "He himself bore our sins in his own body on the tree, that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; by his stripes ye were healed."  I can't remember what original translation we used.  So this is a mix.  But anyway, I loved it for the poetry then, and I love it for the reality of what HE has done in my life through the working out of this verse in my life: I can forgive others because he already died for their sins, and I am being healed by the same powerful testimony in so many different ways.

Posted 11/19/2007 12:49 PM by LovelyLioness - reply

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I have always thought my main calling, it may be like a drive, is to TEACH. One can teach in many ways.
Posted 11/20/2007 1:09 PM by brb4311 Xanga True Member - reply

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I am called to be the most relaxed person on the planet to be a beacon of light to those who stress over things they cannot control. Ohhmmmmmmm. Ohhhmmmmmmmm. Are you feeling it yet?

Simon, you DO have a calling in life. You probably just haven't discovered it yet. I didn't figure out my calling (not the one stated above, of course) until I was in my late 30's.
Posted 12/24/2007 3:54 PM by lladnar777 - reply

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im called to be a couselor and a lot of times mediator ... people having been coming to me for advice since i was like 6yrs old.. on all sorts of things a kid that age just should not know.. but before i was christian.. i may have given pretty good advice but it just gave me a big head. ive always believed in god since very young just havent always followed him. so thats why im in school for biblical counseling.. i will not be the one to lead anyone astray.
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