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i bet you are all dying to know how i did in the pageant! :D i was one of the top 15 semi finalist out of about 100 girls and some white chick won the title. it was all good because i love all the girls and she deserve it. i also won first place for best sponsor letter. its where each girl has to write a thank you note to all their sponsors and when it was time for the emcee to annouce the winner for the best sponsor letter, she said she would read the letter first and if the girl who wrote the letter can wait and not step to the front yet till she's finish. when she started reading it, i couldn't believe it! she was reading MY letter! all the girls were holding hands so i tug on my friend a little and she looked at me and saw me crying and asked if it was my letter and i nodded. then all the girls around me saw and knew what was going on and most of them cried with me! i believe it was because the letter was so thoughtful and meaningful that it really got to them. so when the emcee was done reading she siad my name and i walked up to center stage and cried as i took my TROPHY and posed for a picture with the queen. my hands were shaking like crazy! my parents were so happy and proud that night. man, i miss the pageant AND all the beautiful ladies. so that night, i won 2 trophy, the other one is for being a state finalist. i also won two ribbons for sportswear modeling and volunteer service as a state finalist. i also have a sash that says miss american teen state finalist with two gold crown pins on it. i got invited back to compete again next year so i really really hope i can do it again.
another happy thing happen. my sweetheart came by couple hours before the final pageant show started and spent those hours with me and helped calm my nerves and got my mind of the pageant for awhile. i was so happy that day. my favorite part was when we went on the elevator to my friends hotel room so i can pick up my dress since i already checked out of my room; i got to show people in public that he was my sweetheart and we were holding hands and he was cuddling me in the elevator! hehehe!! when we went down, we were the only one in the elevator and i KNEW what he was thinking but no, nothing happen.... i think. lol so, come to luau if you wanna see my HOT date!!!! *muah*
p.s i took TONS of picture that weekend so look out for that! :D
love always,
annie
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| oh how it seems like ages since i last wrote in here.... how i miss those times i spent my days complaining and everything. well, since MYSPACE became the "IT" thing nowadays, my ass has been over there. life is but a pain BUT sometimes, "the sun'll come out TOMORROW"!!!!!! hahahahaha!! i'm babysitting this saturday morning and in the afternoon, i got myself a date, YO! hehe!! he might just be my date for our schol's luau :P school is ending pretty soon and i'm gonna cry when i go to graduation. i'm gonna miss all my senior friends. i love you guys sooooo much! especially DIEGO! *muah* i brought up most of my grades so that's all groovy.... i'm just struggling with choir, drama and my pageant right now.
it's SOOOOOOO time consuming! choir is so expensive. i wanna be in accapella next year but i don't wanna buy a new dress!! GrRrRrRr!!!!! we have to pay for so much and i gotta rehearse for our spring concert and i dunno if imma get a solo yet! drama is good but i haven't been to most of rehearsals to do costumes because of the pageant. the pageant is my number one priority right now. i have to make my last minute shopping and practice the first part of the charleston for my talent; which i only have less then a week to learn, finish filling out all the pageant forms, and pack all my stuff and prepare to leave sometime during school on friday the 27th! whew! talk about stress.... but anyways, wish me luck you guys!!! *muah*
love always,
annie
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..... you know, some people trip over things when its nothing BIG at all. sad how they go and look up for your website and then they hold it against you and not even tell you. acting like everythings cool when you know it's not. pssh! say what you gotta say, life's too short to mess with people like that...
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| hey everyone!! :D i feel so happy today... but also a bit tired. i wanna start off by saying I LOVEEEEE you cynthia! lol thank you so much for being there when i needed you most. you're my life saver baby girl!! anyways, life's been sweet, like candy! i met a guy and he's my date for one of my school dance! yup yup... can't wait! such a cutie.... *sigh* byron, you're SOOOO sweet! lol *muah* (he's my sexii papi!) oh and we're going out this weekend! what should i WEAR??? :P changing subjects.... school has been OKAY and i feel so sad its almost over! i have so many senior friends and i'm probably never gonna see them again! *sniffles* i will especially miss my senior boys! my classes are pretty good... i just need to study harder. 1st period is cool becuase its computers and ya'll know how obsessed i am with computers. gotta be on the net 24/7!! lol 2nd period in math is eh... okay. it's getting harder and i'm scared to fail or to even re-take the freakin' class next year. 3rd is boring but yet cool. i sit there at the teachers desk as a TA for a capella and wtach them sing their little hearts out hahahaha!! 4th period in english is the funniest and most relaxing place to be... love mr. sandoval! speaking of english, i gotta get going with my junior report! i only have my rough draft and the essay is due next wednesday! gRrRr!!! 5th period i have choir and it's geting boring and just TOO much stress with certain people because you have a feeling that they have a problem with you but they don't say it. whatever... my life is too precious to waste confronting them about anything.... my favorite thing to do in choir is singing disney songs and talk to... you guessed it, CYNTHIA!!!!! hahahaha!! i mean, she can relate and that's what i like about that chica!! 6th period is biology and its pretty cool and easy but i feel awkward with these couple of guys looking at me.... constantly! makes me nervous lmao!! i am still head costume for the play this year and i just found out that i'm taking brenna's place in this professional acting workshop program thingy because she has to work. i'm sooooo excited! YAY!!!!! (thanks for considering me mr. cohen!) hmmm... what else? oh, the pageant is going great. i' m still looking for a dress and my escort is gonna be my little brother! yup yup.... i'm also selling pageant tickets for $15 bucks for sunday may 29 and if you can go, PLEASE come support me!! i already sold some tickets to my friends. besides, there's no school on monday and its at a hotel next to the LAX airport!! so yeah, holla back if ya'll wanna go! *muah*
with love,
annie
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