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Monday, July 11, 2005

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 04:34:42 GMT

I went clubbing again last Saturday night at Jaipur with my friend Cori. We forgot to invite our other friend Trish so we were kinda unti but it was still fun. We saw our other friends from benilde, dlsu, etc. And also my friends from woods, kaze and charlyne. Cori introduced me to her guy friends, we just met that night but we were already making kulitan the whole night. Friendly kulitan ok?!! Cori and I danced like crazy bitches! haha duh kidding! But we got drunk so we stopped dancing for awhile and we acted like everything's okay, coz we didn't want the guys to make us hatid just because we're drunk.. You know why? coz we're super loyal!!!!!!! haha! I'm not sure if we're going on Saturday but I'll try. I wanna go but I wan't all my friends to be there, para more fun! I wonder why I didn't see Tin, danie and her sister Denise there at Jaipur. I called tin and danie but no answer. Anyway have to go now.. School shit.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 17:01:03 GMT

Its been awhile since i last updated. Sorry I just got busy with schoolworks and "stuffs.". I don't know what to write in here coz I dunno where to start.. Daym, all I can say right now is.. I love my life! really! But school still sucks big time! Argh! OHHH!!! My bday's fcking near.. yippeee doo! So u guys bettah buy me a present or else! Don't forget coz i love surprises!! juzzz kidding! Okay anyways, I'll keep you guys posted about stuffs.. No more nonsense entry like this one hehe! Scroll the page down and you'll see some of my ugly pictures! hehe! mwah* see ya guys around!

<3 dian

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Tue, 31 May 2005 06:42:41 GMT

It's been awhile since i last updated.. hehe what can i say? am a busy woman.. haha bullshit. Anyway i got lotsa kwentos, i dunno where to start.. hehe but ill make it short coz im lazy.

Last Thursday, I went to the mall to watch House of Wax.. Ofcourse, my twin sister Paris Hilton is there and my exboyfriend Chad Michael Murray. hahaha! ok juz kiddin! I watched it with my ex's classmate.. Haha We took a bus! pucha! adventure! Sorry guys, big deal for me eh..coz that was my first time to ride a bus.. bwehehehe! napaka brutal ng movie.. I swear! I wanted to leave na nga eh.. but my friend wants to finish it.

Last Saturday, I met up with my highschool friends. We went to The Fort, Pier1 to drink, that was 10:30pm and then after that, we went to Jaipur to go clubbing. (It stands right beside Embassy, The Fort.) It was actually fun even though my old friends were making me pilit to stick with our other guy friend.. I couldn't move tuloy and di ako makapang-boys!! Badtrip yun! He's not my boyfriend naman! I saw 2 guys lookin at me and couldn't go near me coz they thought he's my boyfriend.. And when our guy friend went to the CR for awhile, a guy approached me and asked me if hes my boyfriend.. I was like, "Who? where? He's not my boyfriend!" and then my friend (a girl) shouted "Dian, your boyfriend's here!" Arghhh!!! Batrip talaga yun.. Sa isip-isip ko that time "he's not my boyfriend and he'll never be." Ayun, I danced all night... I got home at around 5 am, buti my dad didnt get mad. I dunno why.. Usually pag late ako umuuwi, nanlalaki mata nun eh. Coz im a girl daw.. hehe! I'll buy gimick clothes nga this Friday.. I need to buy gimick clothes!

This saturday, we'll go clubbin again, maybe at Jaipur ulet.. Nice crowd kasi eh.. with my benilde friends naman and my friend Rina.. Anyway I gotta go now, my back aches like hell..

Friday, May 20, 2005

Fri, 20 May 2005 16:36:03 GMT

Hey people... It's been awhile huh? But what can I say?! im a busy busy busy woman.. haha!

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 09:39:34 GMT

Sometimes when I'm alone in my room, stupid things come to my mind. Like, what if I wasn't *that* ma-pride in the past, will things get better for me? Or what if I leave all the memories behind, will I finally find my happiness? What if I found the perfect guy for me, will I able to take it if i see the only guy i have ever fallen for SAD because I'm with someone else? Sometimes even if you really wanna move on and find someone else to make you feel whole, you can't... Because the person in your past is still in your heart. It's like, before you guys parted ways, he locked your heart, hid the key and left you alone.. It's so unfair because while he's having fun and socializing with people, you're alone in your room thinking about what went wrong, and also rejecting all the calls of the guys who wants to take you out. No matter how cute your new guy is and how cool his car is, you still cant forget your past and open your heart for the new guy. I admit that I was like that before, a year ago. But I'm so okay now. I got over someone with the help of my close friends. They made me realize how beautiful I am, inside and out. But don't you think it's more difficult when it all turned completely the opposite? When it's his time to suffer and feel the pain that I went through? And sending you messages like "all he wants is you and no one can take your place in his heart?" And all you reply is "its okay but im tired." What do you think did he feel that time?

Actually when I said that, I really got sad because I didn't know that I can do that to him... Ignoring all the messages he sent me and I even told him that he's got an attitude problem. But I was actually happy at the same time because he's the one who's missing me now. But.. Even if it's over for me, I still don't wanna see him sad and blaming himself for all the shiit that happened to our relationship before. He said sorry and he asked me to believe him for the last time, honestly I dunno if I still can and I think I don't want to. All I wanna do now is talk to him and tell him that I still like him and my friends also like him for me BUT I'm so tired, and I don't wanna get hurt again. I know and I'M SURE that he won't find another me and no one can take my place in his heart. And I know that he knows that I will always be his girl, but I think it's his turn now to prove me that he loves me. And also, I want him to tell me why I should stay.

If you're reading this, you know who you are. I want you to know that no one can take your place also.. But if you're just gonna give me bullshits again, maybe it's BETTER this way. Ayoko mahirapan ka, I don't want you to get hurt and also I don't want to see you sad. So what makes you happy, will make me happy. If I make you happy (I know), and you wanna tell me that again, well prove it. That's ALL I want you to do, no more no less. And if you can do that for me, i'll give you WHAT YOU DESERVE. --- Me. :)

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 05:49:38 GMT

I went to glorietta yesterday and bought a top and a pair of beach slippers from Kamiseta. It's so funny coz I didn't take a shower before I went to the mall. Hehe.. I'm so lazy. AHH WHATEVER YOU SAY, I didn't stay long naman at the mall, I just bought those stuffs and went home kaagad. So it's okay, people didn't notice it for sure, coz I still smell good EVEN IF I don't take a shower for 3 straight days. bwahahaha! But eWw.. that's yucky.. I take a bath EVERYDAY.

My dog's getting on my nerves. I shouted at him awhile ago and now he doesn't wanna go near me. hehe! it's okay i'm still pissed anyway. I dunno why he doesn't wanna eat, I bought a different brand of dog food yesterday and he still doesn't want to eat it. What the fck is his problem? Argh! Oh, he loves french fries by the way. hahah! funny huh?

Hmm... gotta go! Ciao.

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 18:36:33 GMT

This week is the busiest week ever!!! It's saturday night (I mean, Sunday early morning) but I didn't go out and drink with my friends coz I got lotsa school works to finish. Argh I hate college life. The only things I really love about college is the "night life" and I have more time to go out with my friends. I'm an incoming 3rd year college by the way. hehe! Oh, did I tell you that I wasn't allowed to go out and date when I was still in highschool? But I had a boyfriend that time and it was really difficult for us coz we really couldn't go out. Yeahhhh, but now that I'm an incoming 3rd year college, my dad doesn't really care anymore. hehe! Hmm.. Well, not that much. Anyway, I gotta go now coz my back aches like hell! Whatta busy busy busy week... STRESS!

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 14:51:21 GMT

I just wanna say bye to my friend Daisuke Jocson, punta na sya Japan tomorrow coz his dad lives there. Damn, I'm gonna miss you dude.. All our kulitan and all your insults, man you're the best. You're really special to me coz we've been friends for more than 4 years and we have a "past" but we weren't really serious.. hehe right Daisuke? anyways is past past. Sheesh, it was nothing. But i'll always be here for ya no matter what! I'll still be your friend even if titira ka miles away from me. I'm gonna miss you FOR REAL and I wanna cry coz I wasn't able to say goodbye personally. I'm serious. Much love Daisuke... Take good care of yourself. Te Quiero Siempre. <3

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 10:08:10 GMT

We're not goin anywhere this week, I'd rather spend holy week at home than goin to the beach na sobrang daming tao. We're planning to go there after holy week, maybe on April (after my finals.) The less people at the beach, the better. hehe. Anyways, I'm really bored here at home. I wanna go out and go to the mall but all my friends are out of town. Damnit! I spend the whole day using my computer and watching t.v. Boring huh? That's okay coz after my finals, I'm gonna party hardddd! Drink everyday and go to the beach for a week!! ahaha exag! Anyway, about my last entry, that was for my ex-boyfriend who always gives me headache and problems. And i'm really really tired of it so I realized I can't be with him anymore. And plus, he always confuses me.. Argh I'M JUST TIRED OF IT.

Oh, I changed my picture! hehe. I think my dog's sick He doesn't wanna eat and he's really matamlay today. So sad..

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 15:30:06 GMT

WE PROMISED that we'd be together FOREVER but maybe its BETTER this way. Don't cause me more pain. I'm HAPPIER now.