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Something funny happen the other day. One of my co workers is named after a greek/roman deity so I thought to myself, what kind of names would I give my kids?

The other side to this is there are parents that give their kids some crazy names. I guess I can’t go into the minds of these parents and see what the heck they were thinking. Back in early middle school in Thailand, there was a kid whose name is “Unji”. That’s probably not the correct spelling, but it means “shit” in Japanese.

Thailand superstition to this matter comes from the fear of loosing one off spring; therefore, you name him/her so bad that spirit or hell doesn’t want him/her. Interesting superstition, but the torment this kid goes through on a daily basis……. You’re just setting him up to be a serial killer.

In all of seriousness, in the perfect world I would like to have a boy and a girl. Of course I can’t dictate this random gender assignment. I just hope I give X and Y. Chances are quite dim if you look at my previous generation. My dad had all boys.

If it’s 2 boys then I’ll name them mighty Zeus and Poseidon. If there is a slight chance that I have a daughter, I’ll name her Venus. The goddess of beauty and love, thank you very much. Yes, daddy loves you.

Currently Reading Daemons Are Forever By Simon R. Green see related

It’s really too bad I don’t get a chance to update this very often. Seem like things are stagnant at the moment. Everything is pretty much just routine now that I’m in the working world.

One big concern is this recession we’re going through. Everyone is being impact by it; I just hope that somehow the economy pendulum will swing up soon.

Just the other day I was finishing up a sci-fi novel, it brought up an interesting point about women. I’m just going to put it out there and see what kind of respond I get from this. 

Philosophy: Proving self worth through men.

Some of us have always wondered about the reasoning behind the choices that women made when they pick their guy. 

The first category would be men who are clearly not a good significant other candidate. I’m referring to players, drugies, husters, and etc. Maybe you think that through your love and beauty or whatever positive quality you have, you can change these men to be better.

Well, coming from a guy’s point of view. This would only works if you somehow spark a light in the guy’s subconscious and he saw that whatever it is he’s doing is not a good thing. He then wants to change for the better. 

Unfortunately, most guys do not work that way. It goes with the saying “everyone change at their own pace and at their own time”. Some people will not realize their flaw till later in life; therefore, women go through this kind of relationship and have it failed as a result.

What makes it worse is that once women failed, they become scarred and jaded. You hit rock bottom because maybe you are not pretty enough, didn’t express you love him enough, didn’t do enough, or whatever the cause maybe. I think it’s flawed to prove your self worth when you’re subconsciously picking “bad” guys. 

Another category is probably worst in my opinion. It is when women try to attain the “unattainable”. This means that you’re going after married men, men with committed relationship, and etc. If you’re in this category, I suggest you go seek help and let me tell you why.

First is the fact you cannot empathize with your fellow human being. Who like to have their significant stolen from them? Another is that you feel so powerful to the point that you can reverse the things that are not supposed to be reversed. 

This is pure narcissistic to the extreme. All you care about is your own pleasure at the expense of other. Of course you can always argue that people who are tempted should stay strong and never stray. Some time it couldn’t be helped. What if someone is having trouble with their marriage and you use that situation to your advantage. I don’t see that is being fair. Unfortunately you think that you control some sort of power to attempt these sort of things.

In the end, everyone is always proving their self worth. Everybody does it. What’s important is that you prove it to yourself. Only you can know how much you’re worth. There is no reason why you should prove your worth from who yu’re with. 

“I’m with a good guy” – Good for you

“I’m with a player, but he drop the game for me” – Good for you but be careful

“I’m with a player and I’m not sure when he will realize that I’m the one” – Try choosing a good guy. Normally they come kinda shy so don’t dismiss them when they try to talk to you.

“I’m with a married guy” – good luck, seek help please