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Name: Meg
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Birthday: 6/30/1985
Gender: Female


Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 2/10/2004

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Friday, April 30, 2004

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So its been awhile. I have been quite busy with work and I have looking to move out and live somewhere with Steve. I dont know what is going to happen though. Relationships seem  to be going no where, I'm ready to give up on that stuff. I was consider going to florida and try to get things in my life figured out. i could stay with my uncle and stuff. i dont know but anyway places to be, zombies to kill.

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Thursday, April 01, 2004

Fuck being in love with someone.

Fuck relationships.

If you believe that  you are bullshitting  yourself not to mention wasting your time.

Fuck it.


Tuesday, March 30, 2004

175.


Everything went explode last night. Joe thinks I hate him. I'm just going to not speak ever because everything I say is wrong.


And a -.F I R S T.T H I N G S.F I R S T.-
[my name is]: Megan, meg, lego, Junko, Megami, whore, dysmorphia
[in the morning i am]: sleeping
[all I need is]: .heh..alot of help.

[love is]: for me.. non-exsistent
[I'm afraid of]: everything.
[I dream about]: *shrug* i dont remember have the things i dream about anymore.
-.F A V O R I T E S.-
[COLOR]: green, purple, blue
[NUMBER]: 777.. number of the moose
[SUBJECT:] art.

[CLOTHING BRAND:] um.. the kind that hides my fat body,

[SPORT TO PLAY:] me.. sports? thats a laugh.

[DRINK:]  Coke
[ANIMAL:] cat

[HOLIDAY:] halloween
[FAVORITE LINE FROM A MOVIE:] Milo Perrier: I'm not a Frenchie, I'm a BELGIE!
[BAND:] too many..[MOVIE:] Un Chien Andalou

-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-
[seen your crush naked]: i dont have a crush.

[had sex]: yes.
[made love]: yes.

[been in love]: yes.

[cried when someone died]: Yes.
[lied]: yes.
-.W H O.-
[makes you laugh the most?]:Joe.

[makes you smile]: Mason

 [gives you a funny feeling when you see them]:most humans.

[has a crush on you?]: no one .

[easiest to talk to]: joe

-D O.Y O U.E V E R.-
[sit on the Internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: nope.

[save aol/aim conversations]: only the ones wirth saving[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: sometimes
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: yes.

-.H A V E.Y O U.E V E R.-
[fallen for your best friend]: eh..

[used someone]: no, though people have used me.. alot.
[been cheated on]: yes.

[done something you regret]: alot of things.
-.W H O.W A S.T H E.L A S T.P E R S O N.-
[you talked to on the phone]: Joe, though it was more shouting than talking.

[hugged]: ariane
[you instant messaged]: Craig

[you laughed with]: ...

-.D O.Y O U / A R E.Y O U.-
[smoke cigarettes]: yes

[obsessive]: Some people probably think I am.
[could you live without the computer?]:Yeah.. but it would suck a whole lot more.
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 62

[what's your favorite food?]: the invisible kind.
[whats your favorite fruit?]: kiwi or star fruit

[drink alcohol?]: yes..

[like watching sunrises or sunset]: both

[what hurts the most?]: too many things hurt.
[trust others way too easily?]: no. i have really huge trust issues.

-.N U M B E R.-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ]:6 times or around that.

[of hearts you have broken?]:1 that i know of
[of continents I have lived in?]: 1
[of drugs taken illegally?]:around 7 or 8

[of tight friends?]: meh.
[of cd's that I own?]: Alot.
[of scars on my body ?]: ...

[of things in my past that I regret?]:  no comment.
-.P I C K.O N E.-
[MARRY PERFECT FRIEND OR PERFECT LOVER]:Doesnt matter, I'm probably just to end up being the crazy old lady with to many cats.

[CATS OR DOGS:] cats.
[1 PILLOW OR 2 :] 2

[W/ OR W/O ICE CUBES: ]depends on the drink
[NIGHT OR DAY:] night time
[DRESSED OR UNDRESSED:] me? dressed. definatly. must hide the ugly.[BUNK OR WATER BED:] i dont care.
[MTV OR VH1: ]  tv.. eats.. your..soul.

[OCEAN OR POOL:] pool

[SHOWERS OR BATHS:] Shower

[LOVE OR LUST:].. again no comment

[SILVER OR GOLD:] neither

[DIAMONDS OR PEARLS:] pearls.
-.I F.Y O U.C O U L D.-
[Move anywhere:] japan.

[Meet one famous person:] alive or dead? probably Dali
[Live with one person the rest of your life:] bleh.

[Name one thing you love:] reading about serial killers.
[Name one thing that embarrasses you:]alot of things.

[Do you like school?]  I'm out.
[Do you like to talk on the telephone?]  I'm horrible at it.[Do you like to dance? ] depends
[Do you sing in the shower?] depends.
[Do you think cheerleading is a sport?]: Could chopping their legs off be condsidered a sport too?
[What's on your ceiling?]white paint

[What's the hardest thing about growing up?] not wanting to off yourself or your family.



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