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Name: sexy
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Austin
Birthday: 12/24/1982
Gender: Female
Interests: music, LED ZEPPELIN, pool, darts, motorcycles, A PERFECT CIRCLE hanging with friends, pierced nipples, big lips, MARILYN MANSON, big burly bikers, movies, TOOL
Expertise: crashing motorcycles
Occupation: slave to the man
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/5/2004
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| she's got the fire in her eyesI am feeling pretty blah right now so I guess I could come up with something to update about.
this
weekend was pretty rough. Kel and Leno's grandma had a seizure right in
front of us, it was the scariest thing I have ever seen in my life. I
am happy to say she is doing better. I just hope she stays better.
Because a world with no Mammy is a sad one. Plus I know losing a
grandma is one of the worst feelings in the world.
But it
wasn't all bad I got to see Hostel II finally, made me verrry happy.
Not as gory as I had hoped, I know I am sick. But really the blood
bath, amazing. Especially when that ugly ass chick finally died. I mean
you see her on screen and you make a permanent sour face, she is
painful on the eyes. But overall I dug the movie, kicking of the head
like a soccer ball was also great.
Best part was I did get my
Marilyn tickets ;) I am also a bad friend and went ahead and bought
floor tickets. But I'll make up for it when they can see Eva act a
fool. You can find me at the very back of the floor when Slayer is on
because I don't feel like missing any teeth. And any boys that feel
like they want to usher us to the front for Manson would be greatly
appreciated, maybe even compensated. Ha! Seriously it's all I am
looking forward to. And I am probably going to use some vacation time
to celebrate.
so far my insurance license hasn't come in yet. I
am really tired of waiting, I need the extra boost in my paycheck. I
could use a boost in general. But for now my job is kind of in lingo
because there isn't much I can do without it. Hopefully it comes in
sometimes this week.
Also I came upon the realization that the
day I break up or even get dumped by a man and in the next few days I
am not looking for my next good times, then I'll know I must have
really cared about him. I mean my average is only about a few hours.
That can't be good. No wonder they don't stick around.
I swam
five hours last night and a few on Thursday. I am thinking I am going
to swim away some pounds because it's just getting ridonkulous. But
it's great for my arthritis and my general attitude about life. I swam
with a disgusting bald man yesterday, but don't worry he made up for
the missing hair on his head because it was all on his arms and back.
*gag* But their was this lil kid that was sooo cute, still not cute
enough for me to even think about ever having one.
I saw Laura's
sexy ass last night. Made me realize how much I miss that summer we all
hang out. I have never in my life had as much fun as that summer. Days
like those are pretty much gone. But it'll get better..they always say. | | |
| new beginnings..
 
This past weekend was alot of fun. First off let me tell you about this
GREAT movie we saw. Kel picks out this freakin movie called Pan's
Labyrinth. It's like a fairy tale that is sick but you have READ the
movie. But it turns out it wasn't so bad, very fucking weird. I like
weird.
Then on Saturday we all head over to Granger to meet
my lil seester Leeah. She is by far the most beautiful thing in the world. All day
Sunday we just layed around with her and watched her. Infants are alot
of fun just to watch. I never thought I could be attached to a baby,
usually I try to stay as far as away as possible. But I just love that
kid so much already. Now I get to carry her lil baby shoe on my keys
and Shawna has the other one. *feels special* Anyhow, I also got to
check out their new house that is almost finished. It is really nice, I
am so happy my Dad finally made that come true. I feel really bad for Shawna, she is
one strong ass woman to do what she did and make it through. I just
hope she starts to healing.
So I went to the doctor on Friday,
it was the most fancy place I've ever been too (which means a hefty
price). I was happy to get a female doctor back because the last time I
went to a doctor it was a man and he made vurry uncomfortable. Well
this lady was really nice and she just had to go and tell me everything
looks great. Can't they use other adjectives.? I am pretty sure she was
dyke too. And today I am on my second pill and I have been off of them
for a month or so now and it made me really sick. I am finally starting
to feel a bit better but I have felt lightheaded for the last few
hours. Oh the joys of being a woman...but if seeing what Shawna went
through just made me realize how much worth that stupid lil pill is
really worth.
So that's life for now.
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| Prelude.
There's no earthly way of knowing
Which direction we are going
There's no knowing where we're going
Or which way the wind is blowing
Is it raining? Is it snowing?
Is a hurricane a-blowing?
Not a speck of light is showing
So the danger must be growing
Oh, the fires of hell are glowing
Is the grisly reaper mowing?
Yes! The danger must be growing (Faster! Faster!)
For the rowers keep on rowing (Faster! Faster!)
And they're certainly not showing (Faster! Faster!)
Any signs that they are slowing (Faster! Faster!)
Stop the boat. | | |
| boom shakalakaYou.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.
Not as easy as you might think...
1. Where is your cell phone?
bed
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
nonexsistent
3. Your hair?
wet
4. Your mother?:
dead
5. Your father?:
Austin
6. Your favorite item?:
necklace
7. Your dream last night?:
wicked
8. Your favorite drink?
coke
9. Your dream car?:
bmw
10. The room you are in?:
bedroom
11. Your ex?:
gone
12. Your fear?:
loss
13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
successful
14. Who did you hang out with last night?
myself
15. What you're not?
skinny
16. Muffins?
chocolate
17: One of your wish list items?:
perm
18: Time?:
twelvethirty
19. Last thing you did?
shower
20. What are you wearing?:
shorts
22. Your favorite book?:
alienist
23. The last thing you ate?:
fish
24. Your life?
insane
25. Your mood?
happy
26. Your friends:
amazing
27. What are you thinking about right now?:
bed
28. Your car?:
white
29. What are you doing at the moment?:
nothing
30. Your summer?:
busy
31. Your relationship status?:
single
32. What is on your tv?
nothing
33. When is the last time you laughed?:
tonight
34. Last time you cried?
birthday
35. School?:
graduated | | |
| it's the thuggish ruggish lifeOk some of you need to eat some cake or something, it's not the season to be sad. And I felt like filling this out because well my xanga is lacking in creativity and thought these days. though it won't be as good as Mere's and Bryan's.
I don't like:
1.) Like when people come to a complete stop to turn the corner, are jerky in their movements, don't understand you can take your foot off the accelerator and dont have to ride the fucking brakes. wow that felt good. Also, turn in the lane you are fucking driving in!
2.) People that bitch about sports, yet we all know it's because you can't play anything.
3.) How some people's memories always linger no matter how much crap you ingest in your system.
4.) unrewarding jobs.
5.) People that constantly have an opinion about something they know nothing about. Music is a prime example, don't compare bands that have nothing in common. For instance, SRV rocks but nothing like Pink Floyd. WTF are you comparing them for in the first place moron. Also, don't disregard a whole genre of music, even though that Johnny Cash is badass. grrr.
I do like:
1.) clean, brushed hair and teeth. Very important.
2.) Riding on the back of a Harley, it's probably the greatest feeling of all.
3.) Being told I am beautiful.
4.) Swayin in the waves of the ocean.
5.) Long talks with my family and friends, nothing beats those.
Don't:
1.) Assume you know anything about me when you only feel the need to approach me in a public setting.
2.) Be routine in everyday life, in bed, in social settings...boring is not my middle name.
3.) Try to get me to like video games. It's a no go.
4.) Let me get away with not telling my true feelings.
5.) Treat old people mean, don't buy skim milk, don't curse your parents when they are trying, don't tell me you love your gf and then flirt with me, don't touch my feet, don't act like you are happy to see me when you aren't, don't keep things inside, don't watch Renee Zwelleger movies, don't rag on me for hating the movie Just Friends, don't tell me you hate seafood, don't kiss me slopply, don't complain about love when you got it, don't blow smoke, don't give me half when I expect more, don't sale yourself short, don't show your goods when you shouldn't, don't do nothing when you can read something, don't bite softly bc that's no fun, don't tell me my hair looks good when we both know it's bad, don't treat me like a kid, don't just lay there and say nothing, don't make fun of my soap operas and don't say more cushion for the pushin.
Do:
1.) Tell me the truth even if it is against my own good.
2.) Smile, because no one likes a sour puss. and always try to put a smile on my face.
3.) Call me sometimes, even though I say I hate the phone.
4.) Know when I am upset. Silence is key, learn to make it right. Are you okay a million times, will only make it worse.
5.) Make an effort to go out and have some fun. I prefer loud music and a pool table.
so Thanksgiving is over, it was good. Now only Christmas to go and I am home free. Though could I get some more colder weather, pwwwwease? I got alot done these last five days, I watched lots of good movies. Man Ladder 49, I cried the entire movie. Sea of Love, good stuff. Pacino now that is a man that has that look that he can give some good head. But most importantly, I got my room in much more order than it was. I threw alot of clothes, shoes and just random crap away and things are much more in order. Well Eva order which is good enough. But I felt pretty accomplished. Mainly it was just nice to lay around the house, go at my speed and be left alone. I dug it.
4 months tomorrow, hell I didn't even know I had it in me. =)
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