| Wow. I havent used xanga in forever. Well life has been a bit strange and difficult for rhe past month or so. Starting with States. The play "No Greater Love" has been fun, but rehearsals were hard ><. But that's what dramatic plays call for. I received two awards: one for making into All-States and one for Excellence In Acting. I was disappointed with the plays that were performed, it made me want to cry =.=. And usually, States performances are usually great. My 9th, 10th, and 11th grade years States were awesome! Sad, considering that that was my last states. Oh well, I still had a great time. I hope everyone who goes next year (if they will allow them to perform ><) breaks a leg! Sucks I can't be a chaperon next year >.>. I have to be 21 to be one. Grr at that. Oh well. And about performing the play here at our school; heh, I'm not sure if we will or not. -_-. I really want to though. I want to show everyone how much we rock! XD. But we'll see. Next musical we are doing is Jesus Christ Superstar. I want to be Judas! His songs are amazing! But I doubt i'd be any good to get a good role like that, since I can't sing and all. I don't mind being a sheep or rock or something =p. I bet Jesus and Judas will be a girl. Which is fine with me because no guys in the Drama Club can't sing that well. Now moving on to my personal life (not too personal), I moved to my dad's house not too long ago. I like it here. My mom went down to Laurel with her boyfriend. I'm happy for them. Only bad thing about the thing is that I don't see my mom or Audrey all that much any more. =(. Right when we are getting along so well, we have to seperate. Erm, I get to see her every other week. So, it's not that bad. That's one reason why this month has been difficult, now here's the major one that has changed me a whole lot: Sheila broke up with me.   T_T (crying if you can't see it...the "T's" are the eyes with tears coming down and the "_" is the mouth) Happened just a little over a month now. I rather not get into it a whole lot. But each slow day, I'm getting over her little by little. I have some opportunities to go out with other women, but for some reason, I don't. Maybe it's because I still have passionate feelings for her and I'm just not ready. Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's it. But it's all cool. New and old close friends are here to keep me up. I thank 'em. Sigh. Um, what else...Oh, I have a Wii finally XD. I love bowling and boxing on the Wii Sports. So much fun! Heh, and the Coffe House is coming up this Tuesday. I plan on performing something really awesome and touching. I hope I will be ready by then. Its called "The Star" by Bryan J. McKinley. Really good monologue. But yeah, nothing much left to say. I'll just write later on. I plan to keep using Xanga again XD. Oh, by the way, wish for two-hour delay!!! |
Happy One Year Schnook'ems
