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Country: United States
State: Nevada
Birthday: 10/10/1981
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Member Since: 9/23/2003

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Tuesday, September 30, 2003

ever hear something and have it hurt you so bad?  like, you cant stop thinking of the possibilities that can happen...and because its possible you know that it wont go away until the right time.  i have been thinkin all nite just laying there...i lied that i was tired so that my gurl would go to sleep w/o worries...but here i am just hours ago i heard of something that nearly cave my chest in. 

i've been in love for the last 15 months...many sacrifices, many offerings, i've givin my love to one and no other, and one would think that a 21 year old in vegas wouldnt be capable of such a thing...but i know that time heals all things...

its just a matter of how long?


Thursday, September 25, 2003

things just dont go right for me... when something good is goin for me, some shit is always poppin up ruinin everythin

it just isnt fair so now i let things be, just let fate play itself out, no more fuckin games, i aint playin no more

im sorry for those who know what im ramblin about, thats just how life is


Tuesday, September 23, 2003

i've come to a decision to not go on further with higher learning, it just doesnt interest me anymore.  i know i couldve been the first in my family to have a college degree but theres just too much pressure and no motivation.  so now im lookin to what will keep me goin day after day.  im still lookin for things in the distant future but as for now, higher learning is just not for me.  so current plans are pretty much what others are doin, saving for a house, car, girlfriend, yknow...the usual


Monday, September 22, 2003

Ever sit and wonder what you've been thru, where you've gone, the heartaches, people who have stabbed you in the back, and then who will be there always?  I wont be dissing on here but to those who bring trouble...its easy to hide behind a screen that wont say anything back but once confronted....KICK ROCKS



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