Once again, it's been forever since I've written anything here, so I guess I should write something. 

Well I'm still working at Bar Natasha, I will have been there a year in February.  A year.  That's a long time for me at one job.  Well I love my job there and wouldn't trade it for anything. 

I just finished my own cabaret show last week.  Talk about a nerve racking endeavor.  Oh my gosh, I mean, I've been performing for 14 years now and nothing compares to the fear I felt last Monday doing my own show.  It's very intimidating knowing that you have to entertain a room full of people all by yourself.  It's the closing thing to walking a tight rope without a net that I'll ever do.

The love life is very boring right now.  And as long as we're on the subject...  I feel myself getting more and more jaded towards the whole idea of love and relationships.  Mostly because mine never seem to last.  Then there's also the fact that I look at my friends and how happy or in some cases unhappy they are and I think man is it really worth it.  Then there are the people who honestly don't know how good they have it.  Those people make me even more callused b/c they have wonderful people right in front of them and they're too foolish to realize it.  All in all I'm beginning to think I'm going to turn out like Mr. Heckles from friends.  Bitter, old and alone and constantly bugging my neighbors.

Anyway, enough about my ramblings and rants.  Christmas is a mere 5 days away.  Hope everyone has a very merry one!  Now comment bitches!