November 16, 2006

  • b3a16376ashley and josh broke up again…proper this time, theyre not taking a break…leigh ann wont take the bathroom survey
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    it makes me sad…cuz she wont tell me whether shes a stander or a sitter or whether she double dips…im a crumpler, an inspector, and a sitter but im not a double dipper…i ordered caps and gowns for my graduation and ive been callin people and getting addresses to send out invitations…please dont interpret the invitation as a “send me money and presents, please”…im sending it to people who mean a lot to me or who did at some point…just people who i want to send it to, just so that they will have it, even tho i dont think a lot of them will come since theyre mostly kingsport people with no liscence and lazy-ass parents…but really, if i send u an invitation, that means that i just want u to have it because ur a good friend or u mean something to me or did at some point and people who just had some influence on my life…even if u didnt know it

    EVDO is coming to kingsport on November 30th…that means that people with Verizon Vcast phones will be able to watch TV on their phones after that day…i have tried it out in charlotte before and its really cool…its amazing, fucking tricities moving beyond the realm of farm equipment and holy bibles…Windows Vista comes out for bulk puchase on November 30th too…of course Vista wont reach hillbilly land for another decade yet…then OS X Leopard is coming out in 2007 Q2…this is a big year for geeks like me

    im gonna be going to ETSU next year…i really wanted to get away from this area…but i got a scholarship for Tennessee schools and when i looked at the computer science departments at other colleges in tennessee, none of them even compare to ETSU’s computer science department…which really surprised me…u would think there would be more geeks around here considering how close we are to what appears to be the best geek school in Tennessee…but then it is still Tennessee…”home sweat home to me” (with a southern accent)…but anyway, despite all my bitching, i am really excited about next year…i actually dont expect my first year or so to be all that great but i cant wait till i get to where im takin only computer classes…im gonna go into the dorms…im prob jus gonna sign up for the new dorm unless anyone has any suggestions?

October 17, 2006

  • im dating leigh an again im so happy…i was on the radio twice last night…on three-way with leigh ann…94.9…i put George Dubya Bush and Mr. Mitchell (my opinionated civil war teacher) in the dog house! great fun…i have ISS for the rest of this week! im so excited! not really…ive never even had a referral or detention or ISS or anything before…ever…like my entire life…at least this was for a good cause, and like my philosophy teacher said, i lost the battle and won the war but apparently im not allowed to tell the full story of what happened on here…that would be heresy…they would burn me at the stake…o well, everybody already knows anyway…people get so excited about this damn freedom that we have in this wonderful country, but when it comes down to it, we have no freedom of speech at all…what i did was not obscene, it was not slanderous or libelous, and it was not threatening…i stated the facts, and i expressed my opinion…i didnt “disrupt the educational process” either…but i am a heretic…it absolutely amazes me how many people dont know wat heresy is…look it up in the dictionary…its the same thing that galleleo got locked up for because he said the earth was not the center of the universe, which contradicted the views of the church…ashley and josh are dating again…well that happened like 2 or 3 weeks ago but yea…im happy for them…im even happier for me…i DJed for a wedding reception 2 weeks ago and a college party (milligan college) this weekend…photos:

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October 2, 2006


  • i ended up going back and adding so much to this entry that i updated the time stamp

    wow ive had such a great day today…mainly cuz of ashley…god i have missed spending time with her so much…i cant understand y anyone would ever let go of a girl like her, the way that josh did…she makes me so happy…but anyway, i went round to her house for an hour or so then we went to skate city…and we had so much fun…she can still skate really good too…i almost got her skating backwards…and i finally gave her this long 6-page note that i wrote her about 7 months ago…when i was still trying to get over her…well anyway…i went to a garage sale and bought Spyro (u know, the little dragon?) for playstation 1…god i used to be so addicted to that game when i was little…so now i wanna play it again just to see wat its like…wow…memories…andrew osbourne got be hooked on that game…he goes to DB now…he used to be iike my best friend when i was little…jessica had her baby today at 10:30 PM…i would post a photo but then ashley would be all like “i want one!!”…which is bad…it took 3 hours for delivery…she told me shes never havin another kid jus cuz the delivery was so bad…it took my mom 13 hours to have me…well i know its kinda stupid but i think, since ashleys single, im gonna go back to the “i dont wanna date anyone right now” thing…unless its her…which i mean i really dunno if it woud happen…cuz shes also talkin to ian a lot and she might date him or she might go back out with josh and that would be ok…but its jus that it would absolutely kill me to miss out on the chance to date her because it was dating some dumbass girl who turns out to be like most girls i date: immature, shallow, attention-seeking, annoying, hyperactive, etc…i really have a lot of respect for josh cuz he really treated her really well…i just dont understand wat happened at the end…all that stuff was so not like him…and it drove me crazy cuz usually helping ashley with her problems is just a matter of explaining things to her that would be obvious to her if she wasnt involved…but with her and josh breaking up, it just confused the hell out of me cuz it was so not like him…but i think things are getting better for her now…gradually…i got to see her car today:

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    lol thats not really ashleys car…ashley has a sweet-ass mustang

September 29, 2006

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    those were taken in new zealand…i was jus showing off my sweet-ass ninja powers…lol im so spastic…heres some photos from the party last week:
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    i got a wedding at medowview next week…i took some photos of my house really late last night:
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    those are both about 5 minute exposures, F2.8 aperture, no flash…no light…i know it looks like the first one was taken at sunset, but that was about 11 PM last night…it was really cloudy too…fergie is fucking hot…tipps back…her and ashley and chelsea are comin skating tomorrow hopefully…my civil war teacher informed me today that the bible says “be fruitful and multiply”, not “use contraceptive”…so, kids, dont use protection!…im being sarcastic, by the way…god i hate that teacher…hes so opinionated…and hes a homophobe…and he talks to flowers…im gonna go order pizza

September 20, 2006

  • took some cool photos at skate city with the strobe light sunday:
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    some people seem to want me to censor myself on here…i dont do that…sorry, but its just not gonna happen…but i dont ever delete comments…so you too can say whatever u want to on here and u wont get censored…but this is me, and if u dont like me then all i have to say is:
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    im not gonna change myself on here for anyone else because this is where i am myself…u gotta be urself somewhere…but if u want me to censor myself, feel free to






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    this band is very cool:

September 16, 2006

September 13, 2006

  • ive been thinking too much lately…and ive also been doing too many things at once and i have my priorities all backwards too…priorities confuse the hell outta me cuz no matter which one i look at, they all seem so important, and i cant get rid of any…i jus cant make everyone happy so when that happens i just make myself happy…which always causes problems…but it causes problems either way…my parents think that anything i do that isnt school-related is just a waste of time…but i have promises to keep…for people who mean so much to me…and when i screw up and make 1 little bad decision, it is a big deal…i lied to someone about something a long time ago…and it was really bothering me…so last night i told her the truth about something that happened a really long time ago…and she didnt handle it well…now i feel like ive lost something that has meant so much to me for so long…and why did i have to create this mess at a time when i have so much other stuff going on that i dont even have time to talk about it with her? why did i lie in the first place? i have so much work to do but i cant do it cuz i cant stop thinking…once again, now that school has started, im back to having far more commitments than i can handle…why do i always do this to myself?…and at the end of the day, no matter how much i get done, i feel like i have accomplished nothing…i can spend an hour doing ecology homework and learn nothing that i didnt learn at sullins in 7th grade biology…or i can spend that hour talking on the phone and i might brighten someones day, and i might solve someones problem, and that really makes me feel good, but long term, it accomplishes nothing…or i can spend that hour doing a geeky tutorial, and i will learn something new and useful, but i still cant get a job because i get no academic credit for it, even tho i learn far more than i learn in the process than getting some damn IB certificate…or i can spend the time working for money, but then i am learning nothing and im not having fun…and every time that i meet someone new and start to talk to them, i end up letting them get either too attached or too expectant of me, and then they cant handle not talking to me when i get busy…and then theres the fact that when i get “busy” i cant even stay on task for more than 5 minutes without getting distracted…unless i take a Concerta, but then i lose my personality and i become shy and quiet…damn…ill be truely amazed if anyone reads all this…but ranting always makes me feel better…maybe now ill be able to concentrate on my homework…

    leigh ann and ashley, if u actually have enough patience to read all that crap, dont go and blame urself…none of its ur fault

    katie and josh got into a car accident…katie broke her collar bone and toe and josh broke his leg really bad…the accident wasnt his fault…shes ok, but she has to quit band…theres a new thing on itunes where u can buy movies on the itunes music store and watch them on the ipod…very cool…and u can buy extra games for it too…its been so long since ive practiced juggling that im nowhere near as good as i used to be…im half way thru the 6th harry potter book…i got to busy to keep reading after like the first few chapters…im also half way thru an Anne Rice book…i really wanna finish them both but i have to read Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance for my TOK class (good book) and 1984 for English…im not keeping up with the new music anymore…so everyones like “stupid DJ”…i have a half-finished MySQL database of normalized sudokus that i havent had time to finish…i have so many half-finished projects…i made a lot of progress in the summer, but its amazing how quickly i have ended up being bogged down again…i really gotta go do my hw now…

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September 12, 2006

  • if u live in virginia and u support gay mairrage, go out and vote on November 7th, 2006…they are going to ask that on the ballot…and notice that u dont hear anything about it…liberals (who are more likely to support gay mairrage) have always had lower voter turnouts…they dont want everyone to know that gay marriage will be on the ballot because that will increase the voter turnout of the gays and liberals…that kinda pisses me off…so go out and vote…for or against gay mairrage, just go and vote…no im not gay but i do support gay marriage…homophobes annoy the crap outta me…theyre all a bunch of closet-case gay people anyway…but homophobes remind me of the way that christians treat non-christians, the way that americans treat foreigners, and the way that football players treat goths & geeks

    talladega nights is a redneck movie…i went to see it with
    jaydee…the movie was really funny but the bullshit steriotype of
    french people really annoyed me…it inspired a long angry ranting in my journal entry for English class about how Amurrkans always steriotype other countries:

    Something that really annoys me is the way that most Americans think of other coutries. For example, all Austrialians werstle crocodiles, all Chinese people do martial arts, all Africans are too poor to afford shoes, and all Germans want to take over the world and call Jews. The latest addition to this list is that all Muslims are terrorists. Many Americans seem to think that America is the only country where you can’t be executed for having the wrong religion, and that only Americans and Europeans can afford cars and computers. This is always coming from the people that have never been to another country. They say “Go to another country? No way! I’m not wearing a turban or a veil and pretending to be a muslim to avoid religious persecution! Anyway, airplanes are too scary. They have terrorists.” We are from “the land of the brave” yet we are afraid of airplanes. So instead we sit around and watch movies like “Talladega Nights” about how wierd foreigners are. Every country has national pride, but Americans are arrogant and ignorant. Of course, I will not stereotype all Americans. There are some Americans who have travelled or would like to, and some Americans do understand and respect other countries and cultures.

    i wrote that for a journal entry in Mrs Propst’s english class…but anyway i have been to france 3 times and i have met lots of french people and i have never met anyone like that in france…french people are really just like us exept that they speak french and they are less arrogant and less wasteful…well anyway…i think im done now…“you made that grace your bitch!” that was halairious…i mean the movie was actually pretty funny but the french thing jus pissed me off…but ANYWAY…umm…i have chocolate …im gonna go to bed…

September 6, 2006

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    jus finished watching The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (dont make fun of me, i had never seen it before…but i know i’m a million times as humble as thou art)…then of course i had to research it cuz it said it was “based on a true story”…bullshit…as usual…it amazes me how people will believe anything that says “based on a true story”…this is from wikipedia:

    Contrary to popular belief, the film does not depict factual events, but instead was (like the films Psycho, Deranged and The Silence of the Lambs) loosely inspired by Ed Gein, who, while he did wear human skin, acted alone and did not use a chainsaw. Those who believe the film was based on actual events will try to back up their statements by referring to similar events in Texas, none of which had anything to do with the film. Although the film’s opening would have one believe that the events are factual, it is merely a scare tactic, called the false document technique, to frighten the audience. (The opening voice-over is performed by John Larroquette.). Libraries in Burkburnett, Texas and nearby Wichita Falls regularly receive requests for copies of newspaper articles related to the false actual events.

    so, in other words, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre is NOT a true story!…damn sheep…but it was a really good movie…but kat told me the 1974 version is so bad its halarious…i dont think leatherface is as cool as jigsaw tho…cuz leatherface was too stupid and clumsy…jigsaw knew wat the hell he was doin…he had a more original motive too…and the plot of the saw movies was just better overall…

    anyway…im really fuckin pissed right now…dont wanna talk about it…umm…leigh ann wont answer her phone and i wanna talk to her cuz she makes me happy…ashley makes me happy too but its too late to call her …so i have no one to ramble to…thats when i tend to ramble on here…this just brightened my day:

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    u can just tell that was made with pivot…thats such a fun program…i know im a dork

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