djtansg's Xanga

goodbye.

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 11:52:28 GMT

im back here again. something happened. someone i knew just... breathing reflex kicks in when underwater. water gets in the lungs. throat goes into spasm. air cant get in. ><

im sorry. im so sorry. dont blame yourself. even if you had been there she still might not be able to make it. perhaps it was a bad time to break the news to you. dont worry. shes doing fine now. wherever she is. bless her.

its too early.

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 07:18:59 GMT

its too late to apologise. too late. not that your apologies are too late, im just too early. im sorry. but your apologies dont reach me. sigh. you know, i was once dumb enough to think that there was hope between us. but you know what else. i give up. i mean just forget it. why am i trying so hard to be part of your life, when i can just sit back and enjoy the ride. its tempting. so tempting...

this post wasnt meant to be emo. not that i would consider this emo. you can apologise for all you want. but when i say nvm or ignore you. you know i dont like you. im not expecting anything back. i dont expect apologies written in the skies. neither do i hope to get forgive me cards. this will be the last time im doing this. for you.

for you

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 05:16:48 GMT

i'm so sorry for delaying this post for so so long >< but anyways here i am :D this post is dedicated to YOU. since i hardly use xanga and youre probably the only one whos going to read it now. you better be free on thurs/fri! muahahaha! nus high has a concert on the 16th, 7pm. my treat (:

well this is a short short post. have fun anyways :D

i'm back!

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 12:00:44 GMT

after who-knows-how-long i'm finally back! xD in an attempt to revive very-dead xanga. ah. why do i keep typing "xanga" as "xanaga" O.o queer... but anyway more than half a year has passed since. time really flies don't you think. slc, ydsp, sjab... just another part of my memories i guess. along with all the other brilliant ones.

so until next time. this shall be my time-capsule.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 07:32:33 GMT

ah. back to life, again. hmm. i should finish up my essay quick. dang x_x

chinese test tmr... and so is trng. *sigh* not a very bright outlook

the arena on sat...

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 08:39:26 GMT

*sigh* managed to get over the first barrier

now there's trng tmr again

can't believe i overslept this morning. woke up at 6 ._. gah. and i only slept at 12+?

"staring at the same rainbow streaking across the great blue sky"

if the love fits, wear it

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 08:52:47 GMT

damn it. hell it. whatever the crap it is. i just hate it.

Monday, January 15, 2007

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 10:07:29 GMT

hmm, guess a day without you really is different. hahas. you might not know how great a difference that sms meant to me. (:

but oh well, enjoy yourself and take care then.

"maybe i shouldn't have let you go"

school again

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 12:10:09 GMT

*sigh* i have no idea what to do. but i'm still surprised how this blog can remain "hidden" for so long. apparently people aren't into blog-hopping that much. but then again, i never linked from my own blog. so there. google would come in rather useful. however you would also need to know what to search. hahas.

oh well. i don't know what i'm thinking of. but it's certainly gaining importance in both my mind and heart. is it you...

hmm oh well

School...

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 13:33:09 GMT

dang people. school's reopening. and i don't think i like it one bit. i mean, i didn't even feel the holidays. what's with life nowadays. gah. hate it.

anyway, i have no idea how long this little ranting site will remain hidden. but until then, i'm enjoying myself here. although i still don't feel obliged to post anything that personal here.

but for a start. i'm starting to miss you. and maybe, just maybe, i was referring to you as well.

happy new year folks. and welcome to reality/life.