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| so, after much thought, i decided that everything is in God's hands. who am i to say what the future will bring and everything else... i mean, come on think about it! oh, btw... i <3 my tuesday/thursday classes (ok, so the 15 mins btwn my 2 classes) mucho! | | |
| ok.... so, i thought that i'd update. it's not much. sorry about that. ok... so, the summer of hell isn't going to get better anytime soon. went to the doctors today, found out i have a hole at 2 of my ankle joints that is at least 24 degrees big (and, that is w/me fighting the dr not to move my ankle). so, what's this mean you ask?! well, it means after going for an m.r.i. at 9pm tonight, i am going back to the foot/ankle doctor tomorrow to hear about this invasive surgery that i have to have ASAP. so, for all of those who care, keep me in your prayers or whatever. i'm only 19, i don't need to be having an invasive surgery... not yet, anyhow | | |
| finally feeling some kind of comfort from these past few weeks. i've had a bad day b/c of my ankle, tho... so no update tonight | | |
| i hate crying... have i mentioned that?! | | |
| ugh... such is life. the title of my xanga says it all. maybe things will get better. maybe they wont. maybe this was a good thing right now. maybe not. idk. im sooooo confused. oh well.
he hurt me, he hurt me really bad. but, i guess to be correct, i hurt him, too... and for that, i'm sorry.
all i know is that i've cried more in the last 3 weeks then i've cried in a long time. this was just not a good month for him to do this.
oh well... hopefully, we'll work it out... i hope so! ho-hum | | |
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