so, i will update more later.. all i have to say.. is that

I AM ENGAGED!!!!!

I WILL BE MARRIED BY THE END OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!

GOD IS SOOO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE HENRY MFOR!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woohoo!! guess what!!

MY AUNT IS FINALLY PREGNANT!! YESSSz!! MOST AMAZING GORGEOUSLY BABY EVER!!!!! DUE AROUND NOVEMBER ISH!!!!! 

WOO HOO!! NEW BABY COUSIN!!! IM SOO EXCITED!! I HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOREVER FOR HER TO GET PREGNANT!! BECAUSE THATS WHAT SHE WANTED...

sHE HAS ALWAYS WANTED TO START A FAMILY!!!! AND SHE WAS SO EXCITED TO, so i have been praying that God will bless the desire of her heart!! AND GUESS WHAT!!

DO YOU KNOW HOW GREAT GOD IS!!! SHE IS PREGNANT!!!

she is the most amazing woman i have ever met! BY FAR!!! MY NEW GREATEST AND FAVORITE AUNT!! Just because she is soooo super sweet! And soo much fun to be around! and talk to! and everything! i just am sooo freaking thankful that my Uncle Steve found her! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH OF A BLESSING SHE IS IN OUR LIVES!!! I cannot believe it, she makes me so happy! Because i dont know, i just really love to be around her, she's really funny, and just soo amazing!! And she was a school teacher back in the philippines, so she loves kids, and she is gonna be the GREATEST mother ever!!! I cannot wait!! I JUST HOPE THE BABY DOESNT INHERIT THE ROOD'S A.D.D.!!     THATS ALL I AM WORRIED ABOUT.. THAT AND JUST THAT THE BABY WILL BE HEALTHY. 

healthy, and NO TRACE OF A.D.D.!!!!   cuz uncle steve has it really bad. and my mom has it, and my other uncle, and me, betsy and mike have or had it. 

And its no fun at all.. so i hope that the baby doesnt have it.  But other than that, it is going to be THE MOST ADORABLE BABY EVER!!! woohoo!!  I LOVE MIXED BABIES! THEY ARE SOO GORGEOUS!!

Philippino and boring ol' dutch = GORGEOUS BABY!! hehe!! ahh.. i screamed when i found out last nite!! i have never been this happy and excited for a long time!! GOD IS SOOO GOOOOD!!!! WOOHOO!!

CRAZY LIFE!!!

MY NEW AUNT IS COMING TODAY FROM THE PHILIPPINES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOHOO!!! IM SOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!

ANYWAYS LOTS HAS BEEN HAPPENING I GUESS U CAN SAY.. JUST HAD TO UPDATE AND SAY SOMETHING JSUT CUZ YEAH....

TALK TO YALL LATERZ!!! PEACE!!!

yeah im in love with jelani no doubt but its funny how he doesnt feel the same God is really teaching me alot of things fo real...

i cant be focuzing on guys right now.. i cant

i am not ready

because i need to grow closer to Christ right now.. i am not ready for a relationship even though i am completely in love with Jelani. he doesnt feel the same way and everything.

it sucks it really does.. i am in love with him for the right reasons i am just pissed... for some reason .. it was freaking awesome tho i mean he's soo freaking awesome..

ive never met anyone so freaking gorgeous in all my freaking life.. i saved my fav picture of him i found in his facebook...

freaking gorgeous u have no idea..

actually i wish jelani Brinson was my boyfriend.. jk.... but jelani is just a friend..

my boyfriend is Derrick Cunningham... but i do have the greatest boyfriend tho..

i love him bcuz i can tell him about anything and everything. he is seriously the greatest friend ever..

and he encourages me in the Lord like alot.

i love being in a christian environment like crown college or YWAM.. u get to experience God like crazy.. i love it. cuz u can meet ppl that are madly in love with the Lord, and those who arent exactly but yeah... its still amazing.

anyways i gotta go get sum skoolwork done so i'll SEE YAAA!!!