*woooooooooo hooooooooooo...finally finished my calculus...sigh...ish a big relief that i wont have to deal with math for awhile...was start'n to get sick of it...was craving for some more literary stuff...got much of that com'n ahead of me...yay history and sociology...hahaha...(-__-);; *sigh ...either way...so much to do now...school and work and stuff...and stuff...i know there's more to come...and already i'm stressed...and excited? lolz...lately jus been so randomly and frequently down and blue...in the gutter type of feeling...sigh...i'm still in a state of shock cuz in the past year i've meet some pretty bad and mean people....people who have scarred me..a part of me wishes i had never met them but then if it werent for them i would've never known that those "type of people" really do exist...it really amazed me how someone could be so cruel and be able to lie to  your face ...up close...no hesitation...look at you straight in the eye and lie...they were jus so good at it...literally scared me i'm tell'n ya...i had only heard of those people before...seen them in movies...but had never encountered them til now...(them being 2 people hahaha (^^);;) i know that i'm stupid for caring/weird for say'n this but i feel we're beginning to live in a world where  kindness/honesty/even smiles are something rare to come by ...and that more and more people are unaffected by the lil gestures like a smile...or holding the door open for someone (and this is minus from the service industry...i'm not accounting for those right now)...personally  when im the subway and someone has "that smile" ...like they're remembering a happy moment or memory and you're jus able to recognize "that smile"...either way...it makes me smile...feel all happy inside for that moment...that even though its not me...someone else will have a wonderful day...even if they're a total stranger...hmmmmmmm...i am weird...hahaha...n'ways...prayer for today? more like everyday is that people will be more honest and nice and jus...nice...and smile ...*you never know you jus might brighten someones day if not at least for a moment...cuz i think we're start'n to lack that in our world today...smiles are paid for and if not we're selling our smiles...ok now i have no idea wut i'm talkn bout...i dont think i ever do...(-_____-);; need sleep...end'n it at this...either way...BE HAPPY!!! SMILE!!! LAUGH!!!  more people...its a good and healthy thing =] God Bless

*favourite quote of the day: "Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared. " ~Buddha