7/4/08

it's late here, and it's lonely. i really miss all you guys. and by all you guys, i realize that only linda lam reads this still, HI FAMILY. <3

life is hard, but it's good, but it's hard. there's a lot going on the inside for sure, and everyday is a reminder that the more things change, the more they stay the same. and the more you go along, the more the past haunts you. the past is the epitome of a double edged sword. you wouldn't be who you are without it, but it keeps you tethered, too.

read through my journal and oooooooooollllllllllld xanga entries. as i read through them, i was just always surprised by how much i have felt these same things in the past and how i really haven't changed on the inside as much as i thought. reading the comments and my personal thoughts about people made me laugh and made me really appreciative of all the friends i built throughout berkeley. i miss you guys!

life is  a long road if you're lucky, but man, what i wouldn't give to just know a little bit of how it turns out.

Current Mood: Moody
Date: 12/16/06

life takes a lot of crazy turns. never thought i'd be where i am a year ago. crazyness. senior year has been so amazing though, and i do feel like i've grown a lot.

i guess it's really that growing up thing. i have lots of amazing friends now, and i couldn't be in a better place.

time heals all wounds and time will reveal all. damn i wish i could control time.

hey, if you're gonna go shop for make up, do double duty [click the sentence!]