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| there goes my life.changes are happening every day.
life has been so drastic lately.
this life is no longer mine. i have control of nothing.
faithfulness.
transparency.
love.
compassion.
grace.
these are things i long for.
i'm glad that god is bigger than my flaws.
bigger than my dreams.
bigger than i could ever make him out to be.
things are hard, i'm learning how to embrace it.
his joy is beautiful.
he is my faithful beloved.
love, beloved. love.
that's what i have been hearing lately.
finally this heart is learning how to love deeply.
prayer is becoming the breath that keeps us going.
the one thing that i can hold onto is within me.
i will hold onto him until these lungs won't take another breath.
dear,
beautiful
heart inside of you
will become who he wants
all of you
will break
in his hands
will never loose their grip on
you, his love
is stronger than you will ever know
his love.
-jamie
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this morning in class our teacher asked us how Jesus was speaking to us today.
she seemed disappointed that only a few answered.
it was 8:30.
i swear, He doesn't even mess with me in the morning because the one that knows me better than anyone else, knows i won't respond...
after class was over, ash and i went out to pick some things up.
we were walking down a hill, down to our road, and towards us comes a bus full of smiling little girls.
they saw us and immediately reached their heads out the windows and arms, desperate to show off the english that they knew.
there were many "hello, miss! " "how are you today?"
this one, though.
she stood out among the rest.
she didn't want to leave the impact that the other kids left.
she didn't want to say hello, hi, how are you, sup dog...
she pulled out the
"I love you, My Darling"
this is how jesus speaks to me.
i needed this more than she could ever know.
those words were words from my father.
the one who knows my side.
the one who calls me darling.
that's that.
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| radiation gun.life in this land makes me feel:
happyhappyhappyhappy©
weird weird wired©
mad admadma©
full ullf flful©
wishing there were more more more more more ©
uncomfortable table sit sit ©
pain. apin. a pin. ©
sad asd. das. the ©
angry. ngry. grayn. gray. ©
this is where i'm supposed to be.
things are okay.
okay okay okay okay okay not okay okay okay okay okay okay okay not okay okay okay not okay not okay okay.
week three.
holy holy cow cow.
i feel like a person now that i'm here.
people aren't asking me if i'm excited/nervous/scared about leaving for such a long time blah blah you're stupidihateyouforleavingohio blahsskfuslfblkhsdkljs d
leadership is being called out more and more...
i see it.
realness and transparency.
p.s. you should never become a middle aged asian man that stalks us around the mall.
cause i'll hate you.
leaf ball.
i found this bunny in a tree
love love and sleepy elbows. ©
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| it seems so out of context.
i hate the words what and if in the same phrase followed by a question mark.
and the band enters in the background.
i search my closet in the dark.
i like throwing everything out of my closet into the light.
they've been exposed before.
they will be again.
and
because the light bulbs are up stairs and it's too much of a hassle to change them.
that's the kind of person i am.
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