Name: Draconias Gender: Male Location: Emporia, KS Status: Single Zodiac: Pices Likes: Boys, Anime, Books, Video and Computer Games, Magick and Mythical Creatures
Name:Tyeson Country:United States State:Kansas Metro:Emporia Birthday:3/20/1987 Gender:Male
Interests:Boys, magick, dragons and other mythical creatures, video and computer games, reading, swimming, roller blading, music, movies, writing, and I LOVE theatre. Expertise:wouldn't you like to know *wink* Occupation:Student
You never know how much you love the poeple closest to you, such as friends, family, and loved ones, until you nearly lose them. Last nite, i nearly lost someone i loved dearly because he tried to overdose. Only leaving a few messages saying goodbye, and a note saying "I'm a DNR (DNR meaning 'do not rececitate'. For those of you that i love i will always bethere for you in spirit." I'm the one that found him.
How do you deal with something such as this? When they themselves don;t even want your help to live?
This person i speak of is alive. Agianst his wishes, the ambulence was called and he was taken away. Now i fear it will be a long time before i may ever see him again. My heart is breaking, and i feel as if im losing my mind and soul.
Hey everyone, random update to let you all know..... those of you that have my yahoo id draconias_rath can delete the name because it will no longer work and i have tried everything i can to recover it. so.....here is the deal.... add my new id lord_draconias and i will return the favor. Thx Tyeson
So its been a while since i updated but here is the scoop. Wed,
went to liquid for the "Bringing Sexy Back" Fetishes Party. It was
fucking great. Alot of hott boy on boy action. And during the nite they
held a "hand job" contest where 3 couples hand to sand down a wooden
pole. Yeah interesting huh? It gets better. They also held a whip cream
eating contest which turned out to be pretty damn interesting. However
i missed part of it when i went to talk to a friend of mine, but thats
quite okay because in the process i met this really cute boy named
Jimmy. Soon shawn, nataly, channing and chris came and found me and
also met jimmy. Then we all went out to dance and at the end of the
nite we all exchanged numbers.
Now that brings me to this
weekend. I took Chris with me and went to shawn in Topeka again. we
hung out and played games until coffee friday. In the process i decide
to call jimmy and i ask him to come hang out, and he did. We all sat
around drinking and smoking and having a good time. Jimmy and i made
out some then he left at 6:30 am. Sat was kinda slow since we were all
tired and sunday nite not much went on but more drinking LOL. Sunday
shawn, channing, chris and I went to I-Hop and got the cute waiter
(Michael's) number and he talked to us for awhile. then we went and sat
around the house playing Halo 2 all day. But however, because we got
ahold of Jimmy and he said he would come back again, i stayed in topeka
the rest of the nite. Jimmy came, we drank and smoked some more, and
all nite jimmy and i were laying on each other and kissing and stuff.
:) he is SOOO cute and really nice. but neways, he again left at 6:30
in the morning and i went back inside and crashed cause i needed some
sleep before i had class today. Wrong again, i overslept. I made it
back in time for my last 2 classes but i missed my first one. Oh well.
So yeah, thats pretty much it. anime club tonite. YAY!. Liquid Wed.
YAY. and Prescott or Topeka over the Weekend. Even more yay!!
So went to topeka again this weekend. Didn't do much. Sat around
drinking and stuff with my wife and hanging out with Channing. Saturday
we went to Olathe with Channing to see one of his friends, and we ran
around throwing a newspaper at each other. It was funny actually. Then
we went to the mall and walked around for ages...then we went back to
Channing's friends' house and hung out a little more. Finally we came
home and i went to the store and came back to fix Speghetti for dinner.
Everyone enjoyed it. Then shawn and i started drinking and getting
fucked up again. Finally we made our way downstairs and watched QAF and
Porn til we fell asleep. We got up and went to I-hop for breakfast.
there is a guy named mike there that is pretty cute, and everytime he
walked past me he would look at me and smile. After breakfast we came
home and started watching boondock saints. God i love that movie. It's
soooo HOTT!!! Then KJ came over and we hung out for a little while
longer until i decided to head home. Now im here, and i hate it here.
There is nothing here for me...I'm half tempted to take shawns offer
and move in with her but i just can't. How would i make it? financial
aid won't pay for shit, and i can't expect to live there for nothing.
and i can't hold a job while going to college. But even college has
lost its interest to me...and that is bad, but i'm to the point of not
caring anymore. I just don;t know what to do anymore. My life is so
fucked and i don;t know how to fix it.
Zomg, i love my wife right now. For those of you that don't know my wife = my lesbian. But she just fixed my new background on LJ (live journal) for me!!! *Flails*
So yeah, not much going on today. Pretty boring. Slept til about 11 or 12. Sat at my comp and did nothing. except download some stuff cause im bored. Chatted online then went to class at 2. Class was let out way early so i came home and got back on my comp. Then i had to go pic up my brother and my sister. Then we have been sitting here doing nothing all day. Although i did make yummy chesse dip for supper!!!! MMMMMMMM *licks lips*
