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Monday, June 28, 2004

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 18:07:48 GMT

heyy babes, it`s time for a change. check out the new xangerr @ xanga.com/wasted_heart, that`s where you`ll find me for the next few entries. thanx, lovelies. `;D

Friday, June 25, 2004

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 23:23:40 GMT

[x] so tonight i saw farenheit 9/11 with louie, crawford, joe, mo, and kevin meach. one word : wow. like, i was one of those people who was kind of undecided about bush, more so leaning towards the "not liking" side. after seeing this movie -- holy cow. it REALLY put things into perspective for me. this documentary shows you what an ass our president really is. we need a kennedy ;[. it`ll be really interesting to see who wins this year`s presidential election .. REALLY interesting. i HiGHLY recommend this movie .. it was really great .. anyone who`s seen it, comment here =) gracias.

[x] went to millin`s house after the movie, tom and bobby were there. i was in the room with 8 boys, one who suggested getting drunk and screwing me l0l. gotta` <3 those boys ;]. watched a lil bit of you got served .. pretty friggen` sick moves. wish i could do that. it was a great night, louie was very nice, he drove me everywhere l0l. g`nite kiddies <3*

[-] edit 06.27.O4 [-] gracie has just brought this to my attention .. TOO funny: http://www.ebaumsworld.com/japanskirts.html

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 20:35:13 GMT

doggies got their hurr cut xD.

zoe : before

zoe : after
[ you can`t really notice the difference, but i had no good "before" picture of her. ]

zach : before

zach : after
ahh, that`s my litto` boy xD.

i <3 my baybees >.<

Thursday, June 17, 2004

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 16:10:08 GMT

wow, can you believe it? it`s already here. this is going to be one of those entries you`ve probably already read a million times, but i`ll keep it brief, i swear.

sigh` this is probably going to be the saddest graduation of my life, besides my own in 2O06. i have made so many friends in the senior class, and i`m not really sure how it got that way, but it did, and now i`m so sad graduation is here. i know i`m being selfish, but i didn`t want it to end, you know? this summer better be an amazing one .. l0l ;p. you all better keep in touch with me, because when you leave, you`re taking my sanity with you. i <3 you guys so much. sigh`. not to mention i`m moving on to the hardest year of my life.

best of luck next year seniors.

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 21:04:42 GMT

finals can blow me ;[.

Saturday, May 29, 2004

Sat, 29 May 2004 02:21:52 GMT

oh geez, i`m over cathi`s right now; it`s pure crazziness dude .. i know guys, you all wish you were here ;] oh man .. SO much food .. bleh. so much .. TV, computer `;D, girl talk, pool, air hockey, etc. =D sigh` what a great night/day.

hope all the seniors are having fun and being safe !! <33 you guys.

mo is the biggest loser ever ;p always making fun of me. louis, too.

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Sat, 22 May 2004 13:49:42 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your Xanga and see what I say about you?

if you`re bored, take a crack at it `;D. stole it from danielle who stole it from someone else =).

yeah, so heyy kidds, what`s up? graduation is in less than a month .. how insane is that? and cheerleading tryouts are in 17 days !! =DDDD weeee so excited. gosh, i can`t wait. i <3 stunting. sigh` this`ll be awesome. make sure you all get your cars washed on the 7th of august by the cheerleaders ;] hollerrr. went over christina p.`s today =) had to kill a bug. oh man, it was great, i <3 that girl and her mom l0l. i`m going to see shrek2 with her today @ 4:O0 `cause my brother`s having his brithday party there [his birthday`s tomorrow]. i don`t even know why i updated, i should be doing homework. booooo. english project =\. damn. now that i think about it, i should get right on that. buh byez =) <3*

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Tue, 18 May 2004 18:26:28 GMT

The Mother

Abortions will not let you forget.
You remember the children you got that you did not get,
The damp small pulps with a little or with no hair,
The singers and workers that never handled the air.
You will never neglect or beat
Them, or silence or buy with a sweet.
You will never wind up the sucking-thumb
Or scuttle off ghosts that come.
You will never leave them, controlling your luscious sigh,
Return for a snack of them, with gobbling mother-eye.

I have heard in the voices of the wind the voices of my dim
killed children.
I have contracted. I have eased
My dim dears at the breasts they could never suck,
I have said, Sweets, if I sinned, if I seized
Your luck
And your lives from your unfinished reach,
If I stole your births and your names,
Your straight baby tears and your games,
Your stilted or lovely loves, your tumults, your marriages, aches,
and your deaths,
If I poisoned the beginnings of your breaths,
Believe that even in my deliberateness I was not deliberate.
Though why should I whine,
Whine that the crime was other than mine? ---
Since anyhow you are dead.
Or rather, or instead,
You were never made.

But that too, I am afraid,
Is faulty: oh, what shall I say, how is the truth to be said?
You were born, you had body, you died.
It is just that you never giggled or planned or cried.

Believe me, I loved you all.
Believe me, I knew you, though faintly, and I loved, I loved you
All.
-- Gwendolyn Brooks

wow. so effing deep =\.

Monday, May 17, 2004

Mon, 17 May 2004 20:34:14 GMT

[x] ah, okay, not much time for an update `cuz i`m a little busy. just thought i`d blog a lil xD. so my computer was being di-virused from saturday night to today, which would explain my lack of blogage about the proceeding event. i`m so glad it`s back; the computer is my life =).

[x] right. so. saturday was leanne`s 18th birthday [!!!] so we all surprised by taking her/being at banzai. jessie, cristina, stef, and leanne all came together, and leanne didn`t know where she was being taken. she walked into banzai where amanda, jackie, magz and i were waiting at a table. i hadn`t been to banzai in forever -- it was great. basically, the food was awesome, service took forever, we got the only fricken colombian waiter in the whole restaurant LoL oh man, when he got at the table, magz yelled to him "KONiCHiWAH!" thinking he was japanese l0l0l it was sooooo funny. it was a really great night. BANZAi ! we soooooo should have been on the commercial.

Friday, May 07, 2004

Fri, 07 May 2004 22:28:43 GMT

okay, so i admit, new york minute definitely should have gone straight to video, like all the other olsen twins movies. they`ve definitely done better movies l0l. but this one wasn`t too bad. i`ll be buying it ;] i`m such a loser. i love those girls, though l0l they`re my idols.

magz spilled popcorn all over the girl in front of her, stefy didn`t know that "why`d you have to go and make things so complicated" was a part of an avril lavigne song, corey was sitting next to me begging for ashley`s towel to fall off, the twins were about to make out [i swear it looked like it], a boy biked ashley 111 blocks in 28 minutes, and i OWNED stefanie in artic thunder while corey was on the back of her and nick was on the back of me. oh, what a night.

[-] edit O5.o9.04 [-] ahhh .. this has been one of the greatest weekends ever =). yesterday was awesome. i had barbara`s baby shower to go to @ 12:O0 .. there were SO MANY GiFTS there .. like, i will never aquire that much stuff in my LiFE. oh well, that`s an italian family for ya` ;]. and the stuff was soooo cute .. it made me really want a baby l0l. ANYWAY. so it was supposed to end @ 4:O0 .. but cristina, claudia, etc. [the young people] had never seen love actually, and since i had brought it with me, i wanted them to see it -- so i stayed. around 6 or so we went back outside to eat dinner x_X there was so much food throughout that whole day. again, it`s an italian thing. anyway, cristina had to leave @ 8:O0 to go to corey`s house, but she asked me if i wanted to come =) so i did. it was sooo much fun/funny. cristina, cor, danille c., kimmy, and jessie had to work on a spanish project -- they were making like, a mini-movie in spanish, and they chose the wizard of oz. it was TOO funny. danielle was dorothy, cristina was the scarecrow, kimmy was the tin-man, corey was the lion, and jessie was the witch. i can`t even describe how funny it was and how much all of us laughed. jen i., magz, and nick were upstairs watching love actually =). sigh` it was so much fun. i <3 friends.