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Sunday, April 09, 2006

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 01:09:26 GMT

sometimes in life we go theorugh change. some times the change is good sometimes the change is bad, but during those moments you know that the change is some how shaping you into who you are going to be one day. So i guess the big thing is that when change comes your way you have to embrace it, deal with it. Dont run away from it or hide from, becuase wether you like it or not you have to go through it.. think of it this way you are changing everyday.. you dont realize it but you are, just look at your baby pictures and then look in the mirror, some how i bet you will see a difference. ;)

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 21:59:52 GMT

look at the shooting star

traveling so fast getting so far

as it traveles by it picks up my wish

to see the once i truely miss

then it is gone

and i am one again alone

wich one do you prefer that one up thier or the oen below?

cross my heart

i promise to always love you

wish to die

than live with out you

mi primero entry en espanol

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 22:04:34 GMT

me siento mas o menos trieste, porque en menos de cuatro meses yo tengo que ir a estados unidos. Yo quiero ir pero una parte de mi carazon es siempre aca en argenina. En mi primero dias aca en realidad no me gusta porque me extrena mi vida en estados unidos, mi familia, y oviamente mis amigos, pero mas o menos tres semanas pasado yo realice en argentina yo tengo una vida, uan familia, y muchisimo amigos. Yo tengo un otro vida aca. Yo voy a extrenar mi vida aca tambien. Entonces que se yo?! cuando yo volvo a estdos unidos yo voy a sientir media trieste y media alegre. Mi tiempo en argentinia fue muy rapido! Que se yo?! yo voy a volver pero ahora yo tengo dos vidas, y mi vidas es muy diferente. Mi vida aca es muy distincto, porque todos los fin de semanas yo fui a fiestas y yo fui a bailar, soy una chica de la noche pero en mi vida en estados unidos yo tenog mi mejor amiga no aye una otro chica como ella. Y mi padres ellos es muy buena gente, y yo te quiero muchisomo. Yancy, es un chico re piolo y yo te amo. Y mi otro amigos no tengo nigun plabra para ustedes pero me extrana es verdad. Y mi colegio q se yo no me extranas pero algunos de los profesores si. en fin............................

Te amo y te quiero muchisimo

welcome to the city of false hope

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 21:14:58 GMT

they try to sell you things

that you dont need

and in the end

they will succeed

you will buy in to their lies

believe what they say

and you will still feel empty

at the end of the day

GIVE ME ONE LAST SMILE

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 00:21:50 GMT

give me one last smile, before I say good bye

tell me what you want form me and i swear i will try

it is hard for me to think about letting you go

for the turth is about you i barely know

does it matter to you that you put a smile on my face?

for once that i am happy in this place?

maybe I want something that will never be

but all i really know is when i am with you i am really me

so give me one last smile before i say good bye

tell me what you want form me and i swear i will try

if you hold your handout to me i promise to grab on

because i dont want to lose you dont want you to be gone

give me just one sign that you dont want me to go

and i will stay with you just so you know

give me one small signal there nothing you need to say

one wink or a hug and i promise you i will stay

then give me one last smile before i say good bye

tell me whta you want from me and i swear i will try

we had a good first run maybe we will run again

but promise me no matter waht you will always be my friend

for friend is something we have always been never anything more

and maybe that is why it is so difficut for me to walk out this door

You gave me one last smile and then we said our goodbyes

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 00:55:40 GMT

I am back again, with a delima lol who would of guessed?! lol, nah not really a delima as much as i just am confused about well alot of things but what can a girl do? I am finally starting to adjust wich took a while, and i met a nice boy yes yes if you must know lol he is really cool. NO we arent together, we are however getting to know eachother. He is so nice he is like idk 5foot 9 black curly hair, brown eyes, and he is so so nice to me lol he makes me feel special! he also makes me smile and if youknow me that is very important my delima is that i dont want to get attached lol make it hard to leave so what do i do? idk so confused

hanh

Life In argentina

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 17:20:39 GMT

So i realize i havent told yall anything about what is up with me, so i figure I would give you an update. Well lets see, tonight i am going dancing, tomorrow i am going to altagracia to hang with friends we might go dancing, and sunday, me and my friends are goign to lunch and meeting all the new exchange students it should be a ball. Now my life in general here in argentina... It is going all right it gets hot alot wich isnt so fun, but today it is cool i like it. I have more bug bites than any one person should have, the bugs are anti yankee, or so the argentinans say. Still single, what can i say, I guess i know i am in no position for a realtionship, but i am looking lol... well sorta. Hm.. what else Oh i miss my family and freinds!!! and my lil dog leo.. if you know him youknow he is pimp lol!! What else.. WOW life in argentina is boring!!!! it think that is it lol, but if you ever have any questions ask

hanh

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 18:44:42 GMT

we have know of eachother for a while

and yet we have never spoken

we see eachother

and yet we leave the silence un broken

if i smiled at you

would you smile back

or would you look

down and keep going on your track

if i said hi to you

would you holla back

or would you hide your face

denying the fact

today when i was walking down the hall

my eyes met your eyes

their was a spark

and then we relized

we had a connection

we didnt see

and the smiles on our faces

showed that we were happy

all the tension that was built up

were gone with the first words spoken

and finally our wishes came true

the silence was broken

The seasons have changed

our feelings have to

and at the end of the day

i couldnt live with out you

you always give me a smile

some times you wink

but no matter what

your always so sweet

your a hopeless romantic

you know it is true

and their is nothing

int he world you woudnt do

you pull out chairs

you open up doors

you set the tabel

and scrub the floors

you take me to the movies

and you let me pick

and you never complain

even if its a chick flick

your always their for me

whether i am happy or sad

your my sholder to cry on

and for that i am glad

your every thing i could ever want

and so so much more

you have the key

to unlock my hearts door

I know you mean it

when you say you love me

and you tell the truth

when you say their is no one above me

you give me so much to look forward to

and the one thing you dont realize

is i look forward to you

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 05:19:04 GMT

Happy Valentines Day

becuase i so love this holiday i decided to type i short sweet ideal valentines day for me lol, guys take note lol jk!

on a cool febuary day, febuary 14 to be excact i woke up thinking oh great another valentines day! A day when every one else around me gets flowers, stuffed animals, chocolate, jewelry, and well really cool things adn i, i sit back watching thinking maybe just maybe some one would care enough for me to send me a lil somehthin somehthin. I arrive to school at well 7:42 wich goes with out saying Hanh Lacy got as much sleep as possible the night before. I go to my locker in a hurry to grab a book and taped on the front of it is a hot pink rose, with a note taht says

dear hanh

I see you every day,

and every day

you take my breath away

I wish i could find away

to tell you what i really want ot say

on this valentines day

your secret admire

I go to class baffeled by this I have a secret admirer wow i cant believe it! arriving to math class i go to sit down on on my desk is a little heart that opens up I open the heart to find another message reading

dear hanh

I wish i cold give you my heart,

if you would even look my way for one secound

i would do the best i could to make sure you never look

away.

your secret admire

wow i was thinking in disbeliefe some one really cares for me! i spent that whole houre thinking of who could it be and why did he choose me??? finally after waht seemed hours the class ended and i returend to my locker and opened it up and sitting on my shelf was a little penguine holding a dasie and attached to the daisey was yet another note and it read

dear hanh

I know you like penguins and daisys too

but you could never like them as much

asl i like you!

your secret admirer

Alright now i am getting a little edgy and i a tad freaked out how does this person know my locker combo?? and do i really know this person or is he a stalker, I am not sure of either at this point but i do know that he knows me well. so off to class number two... for the rest of the day i kept finding little things in each of my classes and in my locker all with little different notes. I was getting less freaked out an more excited to know who this mystry person could be. Through all the notes i relized this has to be a preson that knows me really well, and knows my friend for he knows alot about me! So the day finally ends and i ams till clueless to who the mystrie boy is saddly the boy did not reviel himself to me and i thought all was lost. i slowly walk out to my car, unlocked the door and got in I looked at my stearing wheel and saw another note and it read

dear hanh

dont be scared

have no fear

for you prince charming

is drawing near

look in your glove box

it will tell you wear to go

and you will find me soon

i know your dying to know

your secret admirer

so i look in my glove box and i see another rose and attached to the rose is a card that says thiers no place liek home. So home is where I headed i may have sped a little, but i was dying ot know who the guy could be.I get in my house and I see my mom and she hands me a little note it reads

dear hanh,

go to your room

i am no their

but if you look on your bed

it wont be bare

you secret admirer

I race to my coom and on the door is a sign it says happy valentines day will you be my valentine and in small print signed my secret admire, i smile and i opend the door, on my bed is a little bear and it has a walkie talkie i lok at it thinkig that is weird then i hear a voice in you closit is something new from me to you, I open my closet adn see a nice shrit and a dozen roses with a some dasieys and my coat gloves and a little hat i smile the voice returns put them on not the flower though, then go out side in the snow! in a hurry i did all that the voice said, a ran out side and found a hourse drawn sled (carraige what ever didnt ryme lol). I go to the sled and as i get in a young man lifts his head, I hope i am what you were expecting and waiting for. I smiled a smile knkown tha tthis boys was way more than what i was waiting for. My mom appears with her camerea (any one surprised) and she had a funny look in her eyes. Mom you knew didnt you? I say, she replys yes i helped him on it today. I laugh that is cool i reply. So wear are we going? ask it is a surprise the boy replys funny like i havent had enough of those i though so off we went to a small park with a littel cazibo idk how to spell it. it was decorated with caddles and such roses and every thing. in the middle lay a small blacket and a small heater to keep us warm.the boy asked me would you liek to eat dinner with me? i would love to i replyed and so we ate and we talked. It was the best gift any one had ever given me. And at the end of dinner as we lay under the stars he grabed my hand and asked me a question i dont think i will forget.

Will you be my valentine he ased... i hesitated for a minute with happenis and hope in my eyes i will be your valentine i replyed! i squeezed his had and smiled at him, and then he asked another question. We know eachother well i think, and youknow i like you, I dontknow the way you feel for me but i would be happy if you would allow me to be your boyfriend. I smiled my smile and winked at him, you want me to be yoru girlfriend. He smiled and said yes i do i really do like you. I pulled out a note and handed it to him, the note read

dear my admirer,

I am glad you have feelings for me

I know who youare

and i am so happy,

I have liked you for a while

and of that i am sure

and so the question i know you'll

ask me her is the answer for

YES!

hanh

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 03:14:30 GMT

does it make me a bad person to want some one to long for me??? to long for that some one??? And is it normal for me to feel really sad, just at the thought of that some one with some one else??? do you even think that some one even thinks of me any more??? should i think of him or let him go?

I just wish i knew what is going on in his head

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