With great anticipation, this day has finally arrived!!! Today Kayla started second grade and Emmie started all-day kindergarten!!!!! I must say that we all did really well!!!
Over the past few weeks, we've talked a lot about school and what to expect and I could tell that with every conversation, Emmie got a bit more nervous!!! When I look at her, I totally see myself . . . unsure and anxious about new situations!!! I could tell that there was a part of her that was really excited, but the fear and anxiety was much greater!! What a big change for a 4-year-old to go from being with me everyday to being at school for 7 hours, 5 days a week!!!
As we put the girls to bed last night, we prayed over them that God would replace their fears with His peace, love and joy!!! I could tell that there was a battle going on in Emmie's head . . . shortly after putting them to bed, I went into check on them and Emmie was still tossing and turning!! I crawled into bed with her and asked her what was wrong . . . she said, "Well Mommy, I was just laying here thinking about tomorrow and do you want to know what God said to me? He said, Emily, you can do this!! You can do this!!!" As she said it, I literally saw the peace of God fall on her!!! She hugged me, kissed me and gave me one of her precious smiles!!!
As I left her room, I was in tears . . . I can't tell you how good it feels to know that your 4-year-old can hear the voice of God!! Not only hear it, but recognize that it's Him and allow His words to bring peace! Amazing!! With tears in my eyes, I wandered into our room, where Chris was importing an old tape he had found from our video camera!! As I approached his computer, I realized that he was importing the tape from when I delivered Emmie!! I sat there watching, with tears streaming down my face . . . trying to figure out how she has grown up so quickly!!! Wow, what a moment!!!
As I sit here in my far too quiet house, I must say that I am so very proud of our girls!! They are a gift and have blessed us so very much!! Although this growing up thing is not always the easiest, I have to say that I am excited about the future that God has for both of them!!
