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Name: Cherie
Birthday: 4/17/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Poetry,videogames,music,art,movies, hanging out with my friends, dancing and being on xanga
Expertise: Good listener and good memory, cleaning, great salesperson!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit
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Yahoo:  shoobygirl143
Member Since:
2/8/2005
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| HAHA I'M BACK!!!!I got rid of the shit on this profile and I am back... As for the site... IDK if I am keeping it open or not because I don't date a marine anymore... See the thing was that I am now with a guy who I have known literally my whole life and he got me a promise ring... And to add to that I am moving to Big Pine in the keys... My whole family is.... So is my BF... and he got me a promise ring too! I can't believe how my life has changed since I last posted... RJ is back from Iraq and we are friends and everything is cool... But yeah I'm back for a moment! Much love you all! ~Cherie~ | | |
| *It's Just One of Those Days...*Hey there eveybody! How is it going?
I had a rotten time at school yesterday and again today....
Yesterday- I had to switch a class and missed my step dad. I heared about it from mom for a while. Then I thought that I had a orentation for work and so I didn't go to class. Then I did go to class and I have to miss it again tomorrow... This so sucks!
Then today my mom told me to meet my stepdad at the bank by my school and then he was still thinking that we were meeting at Bryans bookstore. So I waited outside the bank for like 20 min or so... It was really cold. Then she had taken my recipts and so we had to go back and get them and my credit card so I could pay for the damn books.
But there is a plus... I have been able to talk to the guy in math class... His name is Matt, but I only can speak to him in sperts. I just don't know what to say and I am afraid that I will talk him to death. Anyone who really knows me knows that I really am a BIG talker! But yeah... I am hoping that things get less stressful after a while, like maybe in a month or so life will seem a little easier when I got in a rythem! Oh well... As far as RJ I don't want to get rid of us just yet. I am seeing if I want to move on or if I want to hold back... I guess that I will figure this out. But I really do think that this is a good idea. If you dissagree then let me know but I think it is a smooth move!
Well everyone I gotta go but I do love ya!
~Ree Ree~ | | |
| I Love this song...Hey there everyone...
I was such a dunce today you wouldn't believe it if I told you...
Like I feel off the picknic table at school because I was laughing at Ashley...
Then I was walking down the stairs from class and I fell over and almost crashed face first...
(I think I am learning refluxes though) LOL! Yeah so that is me.
I keep hoping that I will get a call from RJ just to know that he is alright. I just don't want him to think I don't care because I do, ya know...
But there is this guy that I have hung out with a little in my math class and he is really cool so I think if something happens with him maybe it will be for the better...
If not then I guess that is just one more thing in my life that goes terribly wrong...
And if anyone who is in contact with RJ is reading this... Tell him that I do love him...
That I feel lost without him and i wish that i could make everything better right this second but I can't and I just keep screwing up my life with meaningless crap all the time... Meaingless crushes and everything else, Tell him that if he still loves me to that I will make it my personal goal to give us another shot. I just can't do all the work...
Thanks... If there is such a person..
~Ree Ree~
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| One thing or another...Well this is how it is... I miss RJ sooo much but he never calls anyways so I don't expect him to call now that we are broken up... Though I wish he would. I can't talk to his family b/c they hate me and I don't really have contact with anyone else who might have heard from him... It is sad. My friends are trying to get me to move on but that is hard. Richard was my life and anybody who saw us together knew that was the truth. It is sad I know but it is true. I wish that things could work themselves out but that is more then impossible now. I guess that there is nothing else really to do then focus on school. There is this older guy who likes me and I find him rather interesting but I don't know if there will ever be anything between us. Not the way I feel about RJ... I still sound pathetic. He was wonderful when he was around but towards the end (even when he wasn't gone at training) it was hard to even get him to do that. Like he AGAIN wanted us to fall apart. I can't do that again and I want to love him regardless and not be that GF that breaks up with her Marine before he leaves...everyone looks at me like I am a bitch for that but oh well...It wasn't for that reason. If things would have been good between us (and even still yet) I would wait forever to be with him. I just wish things weren't so bad. Love hurts, and sucks, and is the most amazing thing in the world all in the same breath! Grrr.... I hate feeling like this...
I just want him to call.... Just once at least! I feel like I made the worst mistake ever but then again I was falling apart inside already... But... now it is diffrent... Though I can' tcompletely regret it because maybe it is the eye opener that verry well could save our relationship... At least on a friend basis... I hope!
Well I gotta go...
PS college is going good!
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| First Day Of School!Hey everyone...
Haven't really updated in a while... Yeah I spend most of my time on Livejournal now but I try to keep in touch! Today was hectic like you wouldn't believe! First I didn't have the right book for my math class... Then the schedual said one room and there wasn't my class in there. Then I had to go back down to the first floor from the fith (keep in mind that the elivator is packed constantly) and then back up to the fourth when I find out where my class was... Big bonus is that I have a class with my friend Catlin! YaY! But yeah... And I got a shinny credit card today... I am not one of those big spenders anyway but it will help with school stuff and I am not stupid.... I got it with a $150 limit! YAY for smart thinking! LOL! But yeah I gotta go! Talk to you soon!
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